Conductor
The Devastated Lyrics

I think of the many nights I've wasted trying to figure You out.
I have spent countless nights trying to understand you, but have failed in my attempts.

Ignoring my gut Maybe I just needed to pick You up?
I ignored my instincts and perhaps I should have just trusted my original feelings about you.

I extended my arms Out and got pulled right The fuck down.
I metaphorically reached out to you, but was immediately dragged down by your negative influence.

Yeah I take A minute to remember how I got here then I realize I just wasted sixty seconds
I take a moment to reflect on my situation, but then realize that doing so is a waste of time.

I'm going to have to kill the Regretful thought you've instilled
I must eliminate the regretful thoughts that you have caused me to have.

It's you that you betrayed
You have betrayed yourself by acting in a negative manner.

Who will save you now that you've Drained all the good from me?
You have taken all the positivity from me, so who will help you now when you need it?

A product of you now. Who will save you now?
I have become a result of your negative influence, so who will help you now that you are alone?

Plague you forged this storm That hovers me manipulating
You have created a storm of negativity that is controlling and affecting me.

Now I finally see how truly Miserable you make me I'm breaking free
I have realized how unhappy and trapped you have made me feel, and now I am escaping from your negativity.

Now it's time to go back to the Gutter that I found you in With all of your wonderful Friends or what's left of them
I am leaving you and returning to the place where I first found you, along with the few friends you have left.

I'm positive they'll smell your Stench and flee to the sewers
I am certain that your negative influence will drive away even your closest friends.

Instead you can pick up right Where you left off a chip on Your shoulder and a mouthful To talk.
You can continue to act negatively and arrogantly, just as you always have.

Go spit it all over the Block make me the topic of Your day
You can continue to talk poorly about me to anyone who will listen.

It's you that you've betrayed
You have betrayed yourself by continuing to act in a negative manner.

My breath of fresh air slowly Disappeared with a long deep Inhale merry christmas happy New year
You were my source of positivity, but you slowly took it away until it was gone completely.

Given in whole to you you gave Me back the pieces minus a few And scattered them about now I'm left alone to sort them out
I gave you everything I had, but you returned only fragments of it and scattered them about. I am now left to sort through the pieces on my own.

I won't be checking lost and Found I'm leaving the bitch At the pound
I am not going to search for what I have lost, I am simply leaving you behind and moving on with my life.