If Before I Wake
The Districts Lyrics


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Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city
I was suddenly wide awake
Sittin' in the darkness but my eyes they had adjusted
I was on my own, on my own

I should find it scary, lighting show could start a fire
Brick and mortar might not survive
Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me?
Or am I all alone? No
I'm just a narcissist

Too blessed to be depressed, thank Jesus
God, I'm bending over, love me
I'll let you take my sins out on me
I'll be your ever after honey

Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city
I was suddenly wide awake
Sittin' in the darkness but my eyes they had adjusted
I was on my own, on my own

I should find it scary, lighting show could start a fire
Brick and mortar might not survive
Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me?
Or am I all alone? No




I'm just a narcissist
I'm just a narcissist

Overall Meaning

The Districts' "Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city" captures a sudden yet intense awakening - physically and emotionally. Thunder, as a natural phenomenon, is often perceived as a representation of power or even a divine intervention. The sudden bolt, jarring noise, and pounding rain are all elements that recreate a feeling of anxiousness in the singer. Furthermore, the singer is alone in the darkness; however, they have adjusted to the situation. The physical darkness presents a metaphorical one. The singer may feel isolated, but they manage to adapt, either through acceptance or apathy. The repetition of the line, "I was on my own, on my own," emphasizes their solitude and isolation.


In the second verse, the singer questions whether their absence would be missed—an indication that they crave connection, perhaps even validation. This is disrupted by the realization that the singer does not require anyone. "I'm just a narcissist" portrays the singer's pride and self-absorption. They believe themselves to be superior, above human emotions or vulnerabilities. However, this feeling is short-lived when the singer appeals to a higher power for salvation. "Too blessed to be depressed, thank Jesus" showcases a moment of clarity and a reminder that the singer is not all-powerful.


Overall, "Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city" is a song about isolation, power, and humility. It cultivates empathy for the singer as we navigate the complexities of human emotions.


Line by Line Meaning

Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city
The loudness of the storm, made me wake up abruptly.


I was suddenly wide awake
I was conscious instantly.


Sittin' in the darkness but my eyes they had adjusted
I was able to see despite the dark because my eyes had adapted to it.


I was on my own, on my own
I was alone.


I should find it scary, lighting show could start a fire
The lighting could be dangerous since it can cause fire.


Brick and mortar might not survive
It's possible that the building could be destroyed.


Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me?
If I were to disappear, would you begin to miss me?


Or am I all alone? No
I'm not alone.


I'm just a narcissist
I am someone with excessive admiration of oneself.


Too blessed to be depressed, thank Jesus
I feel so fortunate that I cannot be sad, thanks to Jesus.


God, I'm bending over, love me
My love and devotion is being offered up to God.


I'll let you take my sins out on me
I'm willing to suffer the consequences for my sins.


I'll be your ever after honey
I am willing to be your partner forever.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Royalty Network
Written by: BRADEN ISAAC LAWRENCE, CONNOR PHILLIP JACOBUS, PATRICK CASSIDY, ROBERT RICHARD GROTE

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@stephanie2035

Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city
I was suddenly wide awake
Sittin' in the darkness but my eyes they had adjusted
I was on my own, on my own

I should find it scary, lighting show could start a fire
Brick and mortar might not survive
Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me?
Or am I all alone? No
I'm just a narcissist

Too blessed to be depressed, thank Jesus
God, I'm bending over, love me
I'll let you take my sins out on me
I'll be your ever after honey

Thunder woke me up, it was storming in the city
I was suddenly wide awake
Sittin' in the darkness but my eyes they had adjusted
I was on my own, on my own

I should find it scary, lighting show could start a fire
Brick and mortar might not survive
Would you start to miss me, would you start to miss me?
Or am I all alone? No
I'm just a narcissist
I'm just a narcissist



All comments from YouTube:

@ColinhastoomuchZeal

It's just an absolutely phenomenal song. Listen to it daily.

@shinobi-no-bueno

Saw em last night, the opened for modest mouse and did beautifully

@kevindittmann4091

yeah this is one of the best bands ive ever heard

@eddie5680

this is the type of song you would hear as the credits are rolling..

@codyzdankiewicz2415

This is basically what I wish The Killers were writing. Hot damn

@chanidadhooghe6965

i cry everytime i hear the districts i love them so much it's incredible

@shinobi-no-bueno

@@maxrobinson9553 teach us to be tough like you senpai

@bwolff7364

Video ahead of its time music right on time

@dawsonnichols3166

This band can do no wrong.

@KlausDoitschlaaand

Yes, every freaking song is the bomb!

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