Elegy
The Free Design Lyrics


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When he went away for the last time
It wasn't so easy, words were hard to find
And the cows in the barn knew it was milking time
Must of been real hard to leave everything behind,
Over there a moonless night shivering a secret fright
It wasn't so easy.
And how many missions more, where to and what for?
Ask the government, tell it to the cows in the barn

Then there was the moon, what did the moon see?
Saw the blade of grass in one boy's eye
And pain that'll make you glad you're dying

Hands that dribbled the basketball
Voice that sang out of tune
Love that ended too soon
A nose that bled for better reasons.

When he went away for the last time
It wasn't so easy, words were hard to find
And the cows in the barn knew it was milking time
It was milking time but he was so far away,
So far away that even prayers could not reach
So he died there.

When he came back for the last time
It wasn't so easy, words were hard to find
And we buried him before it was milking time




The preacher said it was all right, the Lord is my Shepherd
But I shall want to know why.

Overall Meaning

The Free Design's "Elegy" is a poignant tribute to a fallen soldier. The song captures the raw emotions felt by those left behind after the soldier's death. The opening verse sets the tone for the rest of the song, as it describes how difficult it was to say goodbye to the soldier - "when he went away for the last time, it wasn't so easy, words were hard to find." Even the cows in the barn could sense the solemnity of the occasion, as they knew it was milking time but must have realized that something was awry.


The next verse shifts to a more introspective tone, imagining what the soldier might have experienced during his service. The moon is described as a witness to whatever he went through, knowing only that it must have been difficult - "over there, a moonless night shivering a secret fright, it wasn't so easy. And how many missions more, where to and what for? Ask the government, tell it to the cows in the barn."


The final verse speaks to the aftermath of the soldier's death. The singer describes how it was just as difficult when he finally returned home for the last time. The preacher may have offered words of comfort, but the singer still wants to know why - "but I shall want to know why." The song ends on a mournful note, expressing the sorrow felt by those who knew and loved the fallen soldier.


Line by Line Meaning

When he went away for the last time
The man left for the final time


It wasn't so easy, words were hard to find
Expressing farewell was difficult


And the cows in the barn knew it was milking time
The animals were aware of their routine


Must of been real hard to leave everything behind
The decision to depart caused significant hardship


Over there a moonless night shivering a secret fright
A terrifying night lacking illumination


And how many missions more, where to and what for?
How many additional journeys and why?


Ask the government, tell it to the cows in the barn
Discuss it with the authorities or animals


Then there was the moon, what did the moon see?
The moon witnessed the events


Saw the blade of grass in one boy's eye
Witnessed a particular sight


And pain that'll make you glad you're dying
Experienced excruciating agony


Hands that dribbled the basketball
The individual played basketball


Voice that sang out of tune
The person's singing was off-key


Love that ended too soon
Affection that finished prematurely


A nose that bled for better reasons.
An unimportant cause of injury


When he went away for the last time
The man permanently departed


It wasn't so easy, words were hard to find
It was problematic to articulate the goodbye


And the cows in the barn knew it was milking time
The cows were cognizant of their schedule


It was milking time but he was so far away,
The man was distant during the customary routine


So far away that even prayers could not reach
The man was beyond the reach of prayers


So he died there.
He expired in that location


When he came back for the last time
The man's final return


It wasn't so easy, words were hard to find
It was difficult to express emotions


And we buried him before it was milking time
The funeral occurred before the customary routine


The preacher said it was all right, the Lord is my Shepherd
The clergyman provided reassurance


But I shall want to know why.
However, there was still a need for answers




Lyrics © Society of Composers, Authors and Music Publishers of Canada (SOCAN)
Written by: CHRISTOPHER DEDRICK

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