At Night
The Killjoys Lyrics


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Your trying to tell me what to do now
You don't know though, you don't know
Wanna tell you that I really need you
I don't need you, I don't need
I see now it's my time
My whole life, was a crime
Vicious voice in my mind
She's the night, my dark side
Is this my nightmare ride
Whys my life, one big fight
Waking up there's no light
She's the night, my dark side
Come join me in my brain
Don't give it a second thought
We can bask in this pain
You know that it's your fault
Bring out the worst in me
My demons is what you'll see
But I can't let it be
Can I change, guess we'll see
Tell me what is up tell me what to do now
I give you my time but you give me none
You just wanna fuck you just wanna go down
That's not on my mind I just want your love
I know your luck is up nothing to prove now
I hate this town I wish I could move out
I gotta suck it up gotta get a move now
Still feel your shots like I'm in a shootout
I see now it's my time
My whole life, was a crime
Vicious voice in my mind
She's the night, my dark side
Is this my nightmare ride
Whys my life, one big fight




Waking up there's no light
She's the night, my dark side

Overall Meaning

The Killjoys's song At Night is a reflection on the inner turmoil of the singer's mind. The song starts with the singer stating that someone is trying to tell them what to do, but they do not know what the singer is going through. The singer then goes on to express their need for someone's love, but at the same time, they reject it. It showcases the internal conflict that the singer is experiencing.


As the song progresses, the singer acknowledges that the vicious voice in their mind is their dark side, and they feel that their whole life has been a crime. They feel that they are trapped in a nightmare ride and their life is one big fight. They wake up to no light, and the night, which is symbolic of their dark side, overwhelms them. The singer invites someone to join them in their brain to bask in the pain, knowing that their demons will be on full display. The singer expresses their desire to change, but they are uncertain if they can.


The song At Night is a reflection of the darker aspects of the human psyche. It highlights the inner conflict that people feel, and how the mind can be a battleground. The song is not only musically captivating but also lyrically profound. The song's lyrics and melody work brilliantly together to create a vivid picture of the singer's dark thoughts.


Line by Line Meaning

Your trying to tell me what to do now
You're attempting to dictate my actions to me


You don't know though, you don't know
But you are unaware of the details of my situation


Wanna tell you that I really need you
I feel a strong desire to express my dependence on you


I don't need you, I don't need
However, I am aware that I am capable of functioning without you


I see now it's my time
I have come to the realization that this is the moment for me to assert myself


My whole life, was a crime
I have retrospectively acknowledged that my existence has been filled with immoral actions


Vicious voice in my mind
There exists a harmful inner monologue within me


She's the night, my dark side
This harmful force is represented by a feminine entity and is associated with the night time, which is a symbol of darkness


Is this my nightmare ride
I am unsure if my present experience is a horrendous nightmare or a disturbing reality


Whys my life, one big fight
My existence seems to be one prolonged struggle


Waking up there's no light
I am waking up from a period of inactivity or rest but I cannot see a way forward


Come join me in my brain
I heavily suggest that you enter my thought process


Don't give it a second thought
Please don't hesitate to act on this request


We can bask in this pain
We might find pleasure in experiencing some emotional discomfort


You know that it's your fault
Your actions have contributed to this unpleasant situation


Bring out the worst in me
You have the ability to inspire the most negative qualities in me


My demons is what you'll see
You will witness the manifestation of my internal struggles and fears


But I can't let it be
I cannot allow this to continue


Can I change, guess we'll see
Whether or not I can modify my behavior is uncertain


Tell me what is up tell me what to do now
Can you provide me with some guidance as to what action to take?


I give you my time but you give me none
I am willing to invest effort into this relationship, but you are not reciprocating


You just wanna fuck you just wanna go down
It appears that you merely wish to have sexual intercourse and not engage in emotional intimacy


That's not on my mind I just want your love
I am more interested in forming a genuine emotional bond with you than engaging in physical intimacy


I know your luck is up nothing to prove now
I am aware of your past successes and do not feel that you have anything to prove


I hate this town I wish I could move out
I have a strong dislike for this location and desire to relocate


I gotta suck it up gotta get a move now
I must accept my current situation and take action to change it


Still feel your shots like I'm in a shootout
I continue to be affected by the verbal or emotional attacks you have made against me


She's the night, my dark side
The negative force within me is represented by a feminine entity and is associated with the night time, which is a symbol of darkness




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Written by: L C

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Comments from YouTube:

@LarzGustafsson

Great band!

@barbarasomers8534

Wow what a evolution from this to superstardom with dexys midnight runners what a evolution Kevin Rowland

@LarzGustafsson

Magnificent!

@CHEKIExoxo

The one on the bass is my violin teacher :) he is teaching me bohemian rhapsody!! He's really cool

@kevinadamson5768

This is punk rock folks

@NBM3

She went on too play in Girlschool. And apparently is now teaching violin after a sex change.

@NBM3

Her name is Gil Weston and I was kidding about the sex change.

@MrHujwdupepolicji

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@Winonasalibi

Who's the little red head on bass? hahaha

@minot.8931

Ghislaine "Gil" Weston - later/more famous for her part in all-girl Heavy Metallista's Girlschool (or for being one half of Lemmy (Motorhead) Kilminster's concubine... allegedly).Β  :D

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