Hand
The Kills Lyrics


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Lost on my own
In search of something real
How cruel to be exposed
To everything that I can't touch but still feel

How'd I end up here?
So uncomfortable
I'm a stranger in this body
The world's an ugly place
And that's a fact that fate has brought me
I had to disappear
So it would all just go away
Now the end is drawing near
And God I wish you would've stayed

It cuts deep 'cause our hearts are still attached
A deadly touch spreads an itch that can't be scratched
Sometimes I wish it would all just fade to black
I can't go back

Now I'm lost on my own
In search of something real
How cruel to be exposed
To everything that I can't touch but still feel
Lost on my own
They'll never understand
How tragic to suppose
That I almost held the world in my hands

A captive beauty queen
So untouchable
In the town that has disowned me
Nice guys finish last
And that's a fact that she has shown me

He made the cut but she deserves a better man
I won't rust like the liars and Letterman
Hedge my bets 'cause it can't hurt to pretend
Until the end

Now I'm lost on my own
In search of something real
How cruel to be exposed
To everything that I can't touch but still feel
Lost on my own
They'll never understand
How tragic to suppose
That I almost held the world in my hands

So tell the town below
As death took hold
You watched helplessly
But to hell with letting go
'Cause when it snows
It falls to you from me
It falls to you from me

Lost on my own
In search of something real
How cruel to be exposed
To everything that I can't touch but still feel
Lost on my own
They'll never understand
How tragic to suppose
That I almost held the world in my hands

To hell with letting go




'Cause when it snows
It falls to you from me

Overall Meaning

The Kills' "Hand" is a sad and introspective song that seems to be told from the perspective of someone who feels lost, uncomfortable and disconnected. The lyrics evoke a sense of resignation and melancholy, as the singer comes to terms with the fact that they can't go back to the way things were, or fully connect with the world around them, even though they can still feel its presence.


The song touches on themes of loneliness, isolation, and the human desire for connection and understanding. The singer seems to be longing for someone to understand them, but also resigned to the fact that they'll never truly be able to communicate the depth of their feelings. The reference to a "captive beauty queen" who is "so untouchable" suggests that the singer might be grappling with unrequited love, or a sense of unfulfilled potential.


Overall, "Hand" is a haunting and evocative song that captures the bittersweet nature of human existence, and the struggles we all face to find meaning in our lives.


Line by Line Meaning

Lost on my own
Feeling alone and aimless


In search of something real
Longing for a deeper, genuine experience


How cruel to be exposed
Unfortunate to confront a reality that's hard to bear


To everything that I can't touch but still feel
Being affected by things that are intangible and elusive


How'd I end up here?
Wondering how things got so bad


So uncomfortable
Feeling uneasy and restless


I'm a stranger in this body
Feeling disconnected from oneself


The world's an ugly place
Commenting on the harsh reality of life


And that's a fact that fate has brought me
Accepting that some things are beyond control


I had to disappear
Feeling the need to escape or withdraw


So it would all just go away
Hoping to avoid problems by avoiding them altogether


Now the end is drawing near
Sensing that something is about to come to an end


And God I wish you would've stayed
Regretting the absence of someone important


It cuts deep 'cause our hearts are still attached
Feeling the pain of separation even though there are still emotional ties


A deadly touch spreads an itch that can't be scratched
Referring to the danger of lingering desires and unfulfilled wishes


Sometimes I wish it would all just fade to black
Longing for an end to the emotional turmoil


I can't go back
Realizing that the past cannot be undone


They'll never understand
Feeling alienated and misunderstood by others


How tragic to suppose
Suggesting that something terrible could have happened if circumstances were different


That I almost held the world in my hands
Reflecting on a missed opportunity or moment of greatness


A captive beauty queen
Describing someone who is attractive but trapped


So untouchable
Being unapproachable or unattainable


In the town that has disowned me
Feeling rejected or abandoned by one's community


Nice guys finish last
Commenting on the unfairness of life


And that's a fact that she has shown me
Learning from the disappointment caused by others


He made the cut but she deserves a better man
Acknowledging that someone else would be a better match


I won't rust like the liars and Letterman
Choosing not to compromise one's integrity and values


Hedge my bets 'cause it can't hurt to pretend
Trying to guard against disappointment by not getting one's hopes up


So tell the town below
Addressing the people who have caused hurt


As death took hold
Referring to mortality and the inevitability of loss


You watched helplessly
Feeling abandoned and vulnerable


But to hell with letting go
Refusing to give up or move on


'Cause when it snows
Suggesting that something beautiful can come from a dark situation


It falls to you from me
Offering comfort and warmth to someone else




Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Justin Deblieck, Spencer Charnas

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Most interesting comments from YouTube:

Aidan Atreides

I want my money back
I'm down here drowning in your fat
You got me on my knees
Praying for everything you lack
I ain't afraid of you
I'm just a victim of your fears
You cower in your tower
Praying that I'll disappear
I got another plan
One that requires me to stand
On the stage or in the street
Don't need no microphone or beat
And when you hear this song
If you ain't dead sing along
Bang and strum to these here drums
Till you get where you belong

[Chorus]
I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody? See somebody?
Try and free somebody?
I wrote a song for you today
While I was sitting in my room
I jumped up on my bed today
And I played it on a broom
I didn't think that it would be a song
That you would hear
But when I played it in my head
I made you reappear
I wrote a video for it
And I acted out each part
And then I took your picture out
And taped it to my heart
I've taped you to my heart, dear
I've taped you to my
Heart and if you pull away from me
You'll tear my life apart.



Amaury Ramirez

List of Demands (Reparations)

I want my money back
I'm down here drowning in your fat
You got me on my knees
Praying for everything you lack
I ain't afraid of you
I'm just a victim of your fears
You cower in your tower
Praying that I'll disappear
I got another plan
One that requires me to stand
On the stage or in the street
Don't need no microphone or beat
And when you hear this song
If you ain't dead sing along
Bang and strum to these here drums
Till you get where you belong

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody?
See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
Hand to mouth

I wrote a song for you today
While I was sitting in my room
I jumped up on my bed today
And I played it on a broom
I didn't think that it would be a song
That you would hear
But when I played it in my head
I made you reappear
I wrote a video for it
And I acted out each part
And then I took your picture out
And taped it to my heart
I've taped you to my heart, dear
I've taped you to my heart
And if you pull away from me
You'll tear my life apart

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody?
See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth

Call the police
I'm strapped to the teeth
And liable to disregard
Your every belief
Call on the law
I'm fixin' to draw
A line between what is and seems
And call up a brawl

Call 'em right now
'Cause I'm about to go pow
I'm standing on the threshold
Of the ups and the downs
Call up a truce
Cause I'm about to bust loose
Protect ya neck 'cause son
I'm breaking out of my noose

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody?
See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
Hand to mouth

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody?
See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist
You're gonna know where I stand
Hand to mouth
Hand to mouth
Hand to mouth



Alejo Quesada

[Verse 1]
I want my money back
I'm down here drowning in your fat
You got me on my knees
Praying for everything you lack
I ain't afraid of you
I'm just a victim of your fears
You cower in your tower
Praying that I'll disappear
I got another plan
One that requires me to stand
On the stage or in the street
Don't need no microphone or beat
And when you hear this song
If you ain't dead sing along
Bang and strum to these here drums
Till you get where you belong

[Chorus]
I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody? See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
Hand to mouth

[Verse 2]
I wrote a song for you today
While I was sitting in my room
I jumped up on my bed today
And I played it on a broom
I didn't think that it would be a song
That you would hear
But when I played it in my head
I made you reappear
I wrote a video for it
And I acted out each part
And then I took your picture out
And taped it to my heart
I've taped you to my heart, dear
I've taped you to my
Heart and if you pull away from me
You'll tear my life apart

[Chorus]
I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody? See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth

[Bridge]
Call the police
I'm strapped to the teeth
And liable to disregard
Your every belief
Call on the law
I'm fixin' to draw
A line between what is and seems
And call up a brawl

Call 'em right now
'Cause I'm about to go pow
I'm standing on the threshold
Of the ups and the downs
Call up a truce
Cause I'm about to bust loose
Protect ya neck 'cause son
I'm breaking out of my noose

[Chorus]
I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody? See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
Hand to mouth

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
I'm living hand to mouth
You wanna be somebody? See somebody?
Try and free somebody?

I got a list of demands
Written on the palm of my hands
I ball my fist, you're gonna
Know where I stand
Hand to mouth
Hand to mouth
Hand to mouth



All comments from YouTube:

Ergolibersum

The Kills is so underrated and I do not understand why. Greetings from Istanbul.

Gabriel Sirius

i agree i wish the kills were the most popular band ever because their so good

Mary Ann Bittle

@Gergo KertiLOL, what? "Different purposes?" No, man... just, no.
Every band plays 1) to enjoy their music, and 2) to sell their merchandise. That is all. To think otherwise is nonsense.

Gergo Kerti

@Scorpionturtle
You are truly lames as fuck. Everybody do covers. The kills been around since early 2000s. What about Saul? (I know, but do you know?) I like his music also but that's just completely nonsense what you wrote. Different genre, different sounding, different purposes. Don't be a fool mate. Educate yourself son. You have a lot to learn.
Cheers from Budapest.

Ali Haluk Imeryuz

@İsmail Işık heryerdeyiz :)

Kiz I

Just because they are not mainstream doesn’t mean that they are underrated.

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ʙʟᴜᴇᴀɴᴅɢʀᴇᴇɴsʟᴀᴄᴋs

Holy shit I wanna thank everyone in the comments that directed me to Saul and the original version...I thought that the kills were crushing it until I heard the original song and that shit is completely fire. I’ve got 3rd degree burns it’s so good.

Brady Brady

Saul Williams one of the best poets in the 21st century.

Bruce Baker

LOVE it so much. You guys managed the electro transition unlike no other band. You rule the shit.

TyRobot

If you haven't heard the original by Saul Williams...you should do yourself a favor today. <3

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