Love Letter
The Lighthearted Lyrics

My dear beloved
Addressing the person they deeply care about

I fear Love As I fear you
Expressing fear towards love and the person they are addressing

Through my laughter I can hide what bothers me Not always
Using laughter as a mask to conceal their troubles, but acknowledging that it doesn't always work

Sometimes I laugh because I laugh
Laughing without a specific reason or meaning

I cried when you left
Experiencing deep sadness when the person they care about departed

I cried so hard
Crying intensely

I cried til no tears where left to cry
Crying until they exhausted all their tears

And I hated love
Feeling resentment towards love and its impact on their emotions

I felt empty, and worn, betrayed and used
Experiencing feelings of emptiness, weariness, betrayal, and being taken advantage of

I felt abandoned and useless
Feeling abandoned and worthless

All felt useless and unworthy
Considering everything to be pointless and lacking value

It was then that I closed all doors to my heart
Deciding to shut themselves off emotionally

I closed them and I laughed
Closing their heart and expressing amusement about it

But.. I did not really laugh
Admitting that their laughter was not genuine

After a while I started to feel joy again
Gradually experiencing happiness once more

I discovered music - again
Finding solace and inspiration in music once more

And I wrote, I wrote so much
Channeling their emotions and thoughts into writing extensively

And all the while I hoped to never see you again Because seeing you meant to feel again your touch I will never forget how we sat in perfect silence Listening to bad musicans trying to be funny
Expressing conflicting emotions about seeing the addressed person, recalling a special moment of shared silence and listening to music together

And we said nothing
Choosing not to speak at that moment

And just - held each other
Finding comfort and connection in each other's embrace

I shall never forget that
Emphasizing the lasting impact of that memory

It was then that I knew that a part of me Belonged to you forever
Realizing that a part of themselves will always be connected to the addressed person

And I could not say what part it was
Unable to specifically define which part of themselves they are referring to

It wasn't my body and it was more than my heart
Acknowledging that the connection goes beyond physical and emotional aspects

Some would call it magic others love
Recognizing that the nature of their bond could be described as either magical or as love

i don't know how you call it
Expressing uncertainty about the appropriate label for their connection

I don't know what it was but
Uncertain about the exact nature of their bond

i could have sat there forever
Desiring to prolong that moment indefinitely

And now I'm coming back
Announcing their return

Although it was you who left but
Acknowledging that the addressed person left first

I'm coming
Reaffirming their intention to come back

And I fear love
Expressing the fear they have towards love

I fear love because more than love
Explaining that their fear extends beyond just love itself

I fear rejection
Feeling afraid of being rejected

I fear rejection and abandonment
Having fear of both rejection and being abandoned

And blame and guilt or addicton
Being apprehensive about blame, guilt, and addiction in relation to love

To not be touched To not be love That is what i fear
Expressing fear of not being touched or loved

Yes I fear to not be loved
Admitting the fear of not being loved

In fact to fear to not be loved Belongs to love because love is so delicate
Asserting that the fear of not being loved is inherent to love as it is a fragile emotion

It disappears if you do not care for it
Highlighting how love can fade if not nurtured

Love is like snow
Drawing a comparison between love and snow

It falls only under certain conditions
Explaining that love only happens in specific circumstances

And it stays only for a season and then melts away
Describing love as temporary, akin to snow melting after a season

That is what I have experienced with love
Sharing their personal experience with love

And why with you is it that i want it to stay forever
Questioning why they desire for their love with the addressed person to be everlasting

And then it's not winter nor spring
Describing a state where it is neither winter nor spring

It is the moment when I touch your hands and I Feel your nearness and your silence
Depicting a specific moment when they hold hands, sensing the proximity and quietness of the addressed person

And within this silence I can hear you
Intimating that in the silence, they can understand the addressed person without words

But not in words
Clarifying that the understanding doesn't come from verbal communication

I hear something else
Perceiving something beyond words

And it can only be you
Realizing that the unique understanding they have is specific to the addressed person

Because - you sound different
Explaining that the addressed person's essence or presence feels distinct

You sound different than the rest
Comparing the addressed person's aura to others

And i have heard many
Implying that they have encountered numerous individuals

But you sound different
Reiterating the uniqueness of the addressed person's impact on them

Like the palms of your hands
Drawing attention to the texture or feel of the addressed person's hands

They felt unique and mine
Describing the sensation of the addressed person's hands as both special and belonging to them

As if they belonged to me
Expressing a possessive feeling towards the addressed person's hands

Your head on my breasts feel like the first touch
Describing the sensation of the addressed person's head resting on their chest as reminiscent of the initial connection

Your lips when they rest on my skin They feel like the only lips I want to have on me
Highlighting the exclusivity and desire for the addressed person's lips on their skin

Everywhere softly I want your gentle love
Expressing a longing for the addressed person's tender affection in every aspect of their life

Yes I fear brutality and violence Within this softness because I know it
Acknowledging their fear of harshness within the tenderness due to past experiences

I have known it
Stating that they have experienced brutality and violence before

And now - I fear love
Reiterating their current fear towards love

Maybe I have always feared it
Considering the possibility that they have always been afraid of love

But I'm coming my love I'm coming
Reaffirming their decision to come back to the addressed person

And I want to be gentle
Expressing a desire to approach their relationship with the addressed person in a gentle manner

And I want your gentle touch
Longing for the addressed person's tender touch

Please be patient with me
Requesting the addressed person to be understanding and patient

I have known other than pure love I have known other than pure love
Admitting to having experienced love that lacked purity in the past

Let us be gentle my love
Proposing that both of them approach their love and relationship with tenderness

And not fear love
Encouraging themselves and the addressed person to remove their fear of love

Let us be us
Suggesting that they embrace their authentic selves in their relationship

Let us be touched by silence
Expressing a desire to experience profound connection and understanding without words

When we hold each others hands When we hold each others hands
Highlighting the intimacy and significance of holding each other's hands