Heavy
The Marias Lyrics


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I'm heavy
I'm by your side
Forget me 'cause I know what I need, like a loser like me could be fine
I'm heavy
Alone inside
Don't tell me what I want, what I need, like a loser like me will be fine
Maybe I'm living in my head
Maybe I'm living to pretend
Maybe I wanna stay in bed
Far from the weight of the world in my hands 'cause they don't understand

Is someone telling me don't get in the water?
What have I done?
I don't wanna get lost inside the color under my tongue
'Cause I don't wanna be in love with another
Even in another life
Can someone tell me it's alright to be covered
Underneath the covers, but I
No, I don't need to sleep anymore

Is someone banging at my door?
When I just wanna be alone?
Is someone banging at my door?
Je ne sais pas qui est ici
Is someone banging at my door
When I just wanna be alone
Is someone banging at my door, door, door, door?
Door, door, door, door, at my door

Is someone banging at my door?
'Cause I just wanna be alone




Yeah, I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be alone
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Line by Line Meaning

I'm heavy
I am emotionally weighed down


I'm by your side
I am physically present with you


Forget me 'cause I know what I need, like a loser like me could be fine
Do not worry about me because I understand what I require, even though others may consider me inadequate


I'm heavy
I am still feeling burdened


Alone inside
I am struggling with my thoughts and emotions by myself


Don't tell me what I want, what I need, like a loser like me will be fine
Do not attempt to suggest what I should do because even if I am a failure, I will figure things out on my own


Maybe I'm living in my head
Perhaps I am trapped in my own thoughts


Maybe I'm living to pretend
I might be leading an inauthentic life


Maybe I wanna stay in bed
Maybe I just want to stay in bed all day and avoid the world


Far from the weight of the world in my hands 'cause they don't understand
I want to be disconnected from everything else since others do not grasp what I am going through


Is someone telling me don't get in the water?
Is someone attempting to show me what not to do?


What have I done?
What have I done wrong to receive such advice?


I don't wanna get lost inside the color under my tongue
I do not want to be absorbed by my own thoughts and feel further disconnected from reality


'Cause I don't wanna be in love with another
Because I do not want to develop romantic feelings for someone else


Even in another life
Even if circumstances were different


Can someone tell me it's alright to be covered
Can someone reassure me that it is okay to hide oneself


Underneath the covers, but I
Beneath the blankets, but I cannot find comfort


No, I don't need to sleep anymore
No, I am not seeking sleep for my troubles to go away


Is someone banging at my door?
Is someone knocking on my door?


When I just wanna be alone?
When I want some time to myself?


Je ne sais pas qui est ici
I do not know who is here (French)


When I just wanna be alone
When I want some time to myself


Door, door, door, door, at my door
Repetition of knocking, highlighting disturbance despite wanting isolation


'Cause I just wanna be alone
Because I just want to spend time with myself


Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yes, I just want some time to be by myself


I just wanna be alone
I only want to be left alone


Yeah, I just wanna be alone
Yes, I just want some time to be by myself




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Josh Conway, Maria Zardoya

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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@sinaeivis

I'm heavy, I'm by your side
Forget me 'cause I know what I need
Like a loser like me could be fine
I'm heavy, alone inside
Don't tell me what I want, what I need
Like a loser like me will be fine

Maybe I'm living in my head
Maybe I'm living to pretend
Maybe I wanna stay in bed
Far from the weight of the world
In my hands, 'cause they don't understand

Is someone telling me "Don't get in the water"?
What havе I done?
I don't wanna get lost inside thе color under my tongue
'Cause I don't want to be in love with another
Even in another life
Can someone tell me it's alright to be covered
Underneath the covers?
But I, no, I don't need to sleep anymore

Is someone banging at my door
When I just wanna be alone?
Is someone banging at my door?
Je ne sais pas qui est ici

Is someone banging at my door
When I just wanna be alone?
Is someone banging at my door, door, door, door?
Door, door, door, door, my door
Is someone banging at my door?
'Cause I just wanna be alone
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be alone
Yeah, I just wanna be alone
I just wanna be alone



All comments from YouTube:

@zephyr6783

"cause i dont wanna be in love with another, even in another life"

this line in particular struck me and i have no idea why

@changemystateofmind3659

Same

@isaiaszacarias8103

Same for me, now it's my favorite song

@natisplays1044

Same

@Ari-ne2yb

Reminded me of how it's a common folk myth in my culture how marriage is a mutual union between partners for seven consecutive lives.

@jacquelinecastillo965

😭😭😭❤

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@hellu217

2:00 i legit can’t stop replaying this part over and over. it makes me feel somewhat a strong sense of nostalgia:’)

@stargirl1702

same :(

@m3rra_

@@stargirl1702sameee i hope someone make a loop of this part

@saltyseawizard7392

this songs feels velvet smooth, it's like touching rainbows and clouds while floating.

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