Bleeder
The Material Lyrics

You came to me like a dream, the kind that always leaves.
You appeared in my life so suddenly and beautifully, but your presence was fleeting and short-lived.

Just as the best part starts, it ends so abruptly.
As I started to fall for you, our time together came to an unexpected end.

And leaves you stunned and naked in your bedroom all alone.
Your departure left me vulnerable and alone, feeling exposed and helpless.

It’s kinda funny how something so soothing gets interrupted by the ring of a telephone.
It's ironic how a moment of peace can be so easily interrupted by an unwelcome intrusion, like the sound of a ringing phone.

And you broke me like the cigarette that I busted on the day I quit.
Just as I was quitting a harmful habit, you came into my life and shattered my newfound strength and resolve.

But now that I've been drinking, I'm outta smokes and I wish that I had it.
In my current state of despair, I turn to alcohol and find myself craving the very thing I was trying to quit.

Woke up to my daily headache and the realization that you are gone.
Every day is a painful reminder of your absence, as I wake up to both a literal headache and the crushing reality of your departure.

Oh my sweet darling happiness you've been away from me all along.
I realize now that true happiness wasn't something you brought into my life, but rather something I had to find within myself all along.

One thing that I've never said, I'm truly happy in my heart and in my head.
Despite the pain and heartbreak you caused me, I have found a sense of happiness within myself that you never gave me.

A lonely liver suspended in liquid.
My alcohol consumption has become a way to numb the pain of my solitude and loneliness.

Its one thing that I never did was smile.
Your absence has left me unable to find joy or happiness in anything, robbing me of my ability to smile.

Missing a case, lacking a lid.
Just as a case is incomplete without a lid, I feel incomplete without your presence.

My heart bleeds for what you never did...
I am still deeply hurt by the love and care you never gave me, despite the pain it caused me.

You never did...
You never gave me the love and support I so desperately needed, which only adds to my feelings of betrayal and heartbreak.

For what you never did... Never did... Never did...
The pain of your absence and the love you never gave continues to haunt me and weigh heavily on my heart and mind.

My heart bled for what you never did until now.
Despite the deep pain and hurt you caused me, I am starting to heal and move on, finally able to find the happiness and love I deserve.