Enough
The Memorials Lyrics

I never was enough.
I never met the expectations you had from me.

But I was just enough bug up.
But I was still bothering you enough to keep you invested.

And you really did want me.
You did actually want me, there was genuine interest.

But I was always wanting your love.
But I could never fully have or earn your love.

I gave you all I had.
I gave you everything that I was and had to offer.

Yeah, that is right.
Yes, it is true that I gave you everything I had.

But it was not enough.
But even that was not enough to make you stay.

And I have just had enough,
And I have come to the point where I can no longer keep trying and keep getting hurt.

I am so tired of wanting you.
I am exhausted from always wanting you and never being able to have you.

Still you say, stay with me!
Yet, you still ask me to stay with you even though it is impossible for me.

Lovely, stay with me!
You ask me to stay with you, still calling me lovely.

Please just stay with me!
You beg me to stay with you, hoping against hope that I would stay.

It is all backwards the way I do not love you that much.
It is ironic how I do not love you as much as you do, yet I am the one being hurt.

And your touch is not my remedy, darling you set me free.
Even though your touch had once been good for me, now it only sets me free from you.

But hold me down, though I surrendered to you.
Ironically, I still want to be held down by you even though I had already surrendered to you previously.

But you brush me off
Still, you push me away and reject me.

When I feel I am lost,
Especially when I feel vulnerable and lost.

You call my name,
But you still keep calling out my name.

I am so tired of wanting your love,
Again, I am exhausted from always wanting and needing your love.

Seems it is haunting me round every corner.
It feels like it is always following me and lurking in every corner of my life.

I cannot get away!
I cannot escape or run away from this situation.

All I hear is stay!
All I hear you say is to stay with you, despite the impossibility of it all.

If I am the truth then why would you make a laugh of me.
If I am being honest with you, then why would you take pleasure in making fun of me?

I am down for you entirely,
I am entirely devoted and committed to you.

I have nothing left to prove.
I have already done everything I can to prove my love to you.

You leave me now you lose
If you leave me, then you will be the one who suffers.

So can you choose or must I do it for you.
You need to make a decision and choose whether or not to stay with me.

I am not amused.
I no longer find this situation amusing or enjoyable.

A game of love is what we play.
Our relationship has become a game of love and we are both playing it.

A bad romance is in our fate but I will partake.
Even though our romance is not good for us and may end badly, I am still willing to participate in it.

It is masochistic but the pain is all I long for.
It is self-destructive and painful, but I still crave it.

Every day I will give it all for your heart break.
Every day, I will keep giving my all, knowing deep down that it will end with a broken heart.

I know you feel me...
I know that you understand and feel what I am going through.

You are so weak, you tell me No
Yet, you are too weak to let me go and still say 'no' to me.

But you do not mean it.
You say 'no' but you do not really mean it and still want me to stay with you.

I keep it all inside to be the way you like.
In order to appease you and make you happy, I keep all these emotions inside.

And it is a shame that I,
It is regrettable that I,

I never was enough.
Could never be enough for you, no matter how hard I tried.