Please Don't Wait Up
The Murder of My Sweet Lyrics


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Please, don't wait up

I was a mess
When you came to me
I thought impossible,
It's like a fairy tale

I'm taught to fight
Put up a wall
It felt unnatural
To be so chill with you
This happiness is cruel

Inside my mind I was going insane
But on the outside I felt calm, no pain

Please don't wait up
Please don't wait up
I leave the light, it's on for you
But really it's for me, oh
Please don't wait up
Please don't stay up
I leave the light, it glows for you
But really it's for me
To find my way home

Drunk on this love
I still had a job
It broke my heart when I
Had to be late again
Wish I could tell you
What I do when you're asleep
So no, I can't
I need you to be pure
My haven and my cure

Bridge chorus

Under the bed, there a box with bullets
Above the shower, there's a gun, I use it
We live a lie, you don't know me, it's appalling
It's my fault, for leading you on

This will end once I am done with
All the loose ends with this corpse
In time for some dinner and dance

Chorus





Leave me alone

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to "Please Don't Wait Up" by The Murder of My Sweet are a poignant exploration of inner turmoil and deception within a relationship. The singer, feeling like a mess when their partner came into their life, initially struggled to believe in the possibility of happiness - viewing it as something akin to a fairy tale. Despite being taught to fight and put up walls, they found it unnatural to be so at peace with their partner, highlighting the unexpected nature of finding solace in someone else.


As the internal turmoil and conflicting emotions escalate, the singer confesses to feeling like they are losing their mind on the inside, while wearing a facade of calmness and painlessness on the outside. The repetition of the plea "Please don't wait up" serves as a desperate request for understanding and acceptance, even as the brightness of happiness feels cruel and unreal to them.


The juxtaposition of leaving the light on for their partner, yet revealing that it's actually for themselves to find their way home, hints at a deeper struggle with self-reliance and the fear of vulnerability. The lyrics delve into the complexities of being in love while feeling the weight of responsibilities and secrets that threaten to unravel the facade of happiness and stability.


The bridge introduces a darker twist, with references to hidden weapons and a sense of impending violence or betrayal within the relationship. The admission of living a lie and the self-blame for leading their partner on adds a layer of complexity to the singer's character, hinting at a deeper conflict and a looming sense of guilt.


Ultimately, the chorus's plea to be left alone echoes the singer's inner turmoil and the desire to escape from the facade and the dark secrets they carry. The song's haunting lyrics and emotional depth capture the internal struggle of maintaining appearances while battling inner demons, creating a compelling narrative that delves into complex emotions and the complexities of human relationships.


Line by Line Meaning

Please, don't wait up
I don't want you to expect me to come home


I was a mess when you came to me
I was in a bad place emotionally when you entered my life


I thought impossible, it's like a fairy tale
I never thought I could be happy, it felt like a dream


I'm taught to fight, put up a wall
I've been conditioned to be defensive and distant


It felt unnatural to be so chill with you
It was strange to feel comfortable and relaxed around you


This happiness is cruel
I don't know how to handle feeling happy


Inside my mind I was going insane, but on the outside I felt calm, no pain
Internally, I was struggling, but externally, I tried to appear composed


I leave the light, it's on for you, but really it's for me, oh
I pretend to leave the light on for you, but it's really for my own comfort


Please don't wait up, please don't stay up
I'm warning you not to expect me to come home


I leave the light, it glows for you, but really it's for me, to find my way home
I leave the light on to guide myself back, not for you


Drunk on this love, I still had a job
Despite being consumed by love, I still had responsibilities


Wish I could tell you what I do when you're asleep
I wish I could share my secrets with you


My haven and my cure
You are my safe place and the one who heals me


Under the bed, there a box with bullets
I hide dangerous secrets out of sight


This will end once I am done with all the loose ends with this corpse
Everything will be over once I finish dealing with this dead body


In time for some dinner and dance
I will be ready to enjoy a meal and celebration


Leave me alone
I want to be left in peace




Lyrics © O/B/O APRA AMCOS
Written by: Angelica Rylin, Daniel Flores

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