Breakeven
The Script(더 스크립트) Lyrics

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
I'm alive and breathing but not really living. I'm struggling with pain and heartbreak.

Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
I am reaching out to an entity I don't really believe exists in the hopes of finding relief from my emotional pain.

'Cause I got time while she got freedom
I have the time to grieve, while she has moved on to a more free life.

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even
A heartbreak is not a balanced, equal occurrence. One person always ends up suffering more.

Her best days will be some of my worst
The person I lost is now living their best life, but for me, the days ahead will be full of sadness and pain.

She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
The person I lost has found someone who values them more, and I can't compete with that.

While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
I can't stop thinking about what I lost, but she doesn't have the same problem. She's able to move on and sleep peacefully.

'Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even, even, no
A heartbreak is never fair. One person always suffers more, and the pain doesn't go away easily.

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
I don't know how to move on or move forward when the person I lost was the best part of my life.

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK
I can't even express how much pain I'm in, while they seem to be doing just fine.

I'm falling to pieces, yeah, I'm falling to pieces
I'm breaking down completely, and I can't seem to pick up the pieces and move on.

They say bad things happen for a reason
People tell me that there is a reason for the pain and heartbreak, but it doesn't help me feel better.

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
No words of wisdom will help me heal from the deep emotional pain I'm feeling.

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
The person I lost has moved on, while I am still trying to find a way to heal and move forward.

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
I feel lost and helpless without them, as they were the most important part of my life.

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're OK
I'm left speechless in my pain and confusion, while the person I lost seems completely unaffected.

They say that things fall apart for a reason
People tell me that what happened was for the best or had a reason, but it doesn't bring me any sense of closure.

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
No words can make the pain go away or ease my heartbreak.

Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
The person I lost has moved forward, while I am still stuck in my pain and heartbreak.

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
The person I lost is with someone else, and they both seem to be in a good place, while I'm left with all the emotional pain and baggage.

You took your suitcase, I took the blame
They left, and I was left to deal with the aftermath of the relationship and the pain it caused me.

Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
I am struggling to find meaning or closure in what is left of the relationship or my life without them.

'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name
I am left with no love, emotionally drained and empty after the heartbreak.

Oh it don't breakeven no
A heartbreak is never fair or balanced, and it doesn't always work out in the end.