Understand
The Tank Lyrics

I numb the pain with the drugs I don't have real feels
I use drugs to avoid feeling pain and emotion

Just went and copped some perks I hope these real pills
I just bought some pills, hoping they are genuine and effective

Feel like I'm crashing out in hell, hope Jesus grab the wheel
I feel like my life is falling apart, and I hope for some divine intervention to save me

Baby please just hold my hand and please don't make it weird
I need someone to comfort me, without making the situation uncomfortable

We can stroll through hell together fighting all our fears
We can support each other through difficult times, facing our fears head-on

Just bring a cup of lean, so we can hit a cheers
Just bring some codeine syrup, so we can toast and celebrate

Yeah, leave your heart at home cause you won't need it here
Leave your emotions behind, as they won't be necessary in this situation

Please don't tell me about no love I don't wanna hear it
Please don't talk to me about love, as I don't want to listen

I'm off drugs and she off drugs so who is gonna steer
Both of us are no longer dependent on drugs, so who will guide us now

Voices always in my head
I constantly hear voices in my mind

Shit who really hear
Who actually listens to those voices

Even though I know they there
Even though I'm aware of their presence

I'm not even scared
I am not afraid

Let's throw a party in this bitch for the fucking of the year
Let's have a wild party to make this year unforgettable

Like what a year it been? It's been a lot of twisted turns
This year has been filled with unexpected and complicated situations

But I will never bend I turn my lessons into blessings
Despite challenges, I stay strong and find positivity in my experiences

So I always win yeah, yeah
I always come out on top and succeed

I just hope you understand me
I just hope you can comprehend my feelings and thoughts

Money in my pockets, yeah, forever banded
I always have money, continuously stacked

I never fall in love again, forever standing
I will never fall in love again, always remaining independent and strong

If you gon' toss around my heart, just underhand it
If you're going to play with my emotions, do it subtly and gently

Life is full of questions I hope I don't fail the test
Life presents many uncertainties, and I hope to overcome them successfully

My soul is gone I'm just stuck in this flesh
I feel disconnected from my true self and trapped in my physical body

They know I'm hard but they don't know I got these scars
People perceive me as strong, but they are unaware of the emotional pain I carry

I try to hide them but I can't
I attempt to conceal my scars, but it's difficult

So I'm steady writing songs
I express my emotions and struggles through my music

I try to be the best I can
I strive to be the best version of myself

But I know I got some flaws
However, I am aware that I have imperfections

They tryna judge me off my past
They attempt to criticize and evaluate me based on my past actions

So I'm steady ducking laws
Therefore, I constantly avoid getting involved in legal troubles

Wait, judge me off my past? that's why I'm steady ducking laws
Wait, they want to judge me based on my past? That's exactly why I'm continuously cautious and evading trouble with the law

Yeah, you wouldn't get that bar cause you ain't go that hard
Yeah, you wouldn't understand that line because you haven't experienced the same level of intensity or struggle

Anyways, I'm going far like i'm Brett Favre, yeah
Regardless, I am determined to go far in life, just like Brett Favre (a successful football player)

Can't forget the firearm that's like my other arm, yeah
I always carry a gun, it feels like an inseparable part of me

Trapping so damn hard I had to switch the car
I engage in illegal activities (likely drug dealing) so intensely that I had to change my vehicle to avoid suspicion

My last bitch turned to feds, I had to switch my braud
My previous romantic partner became an informant for the authorities, so I had to find a new girl

Yeah, shout out to the gang them niggas not my guards
Yeah, I acknowledge and appreciate my group of friends, but they are not responsible for protecting me

Yeah, 40 on me, that's my wand, i'll wish a nigga off, yeah
Yeah, I carry a 40 caliber gun, considering it my magical wand that I can use to make someone disappear

Don't get too deep up in that water you'll get lost
Don't get too involved or invested in risky situations, or you'll find yourself in trouble

Yeah, my niggas hopping out like frogs
Yeah, my friends are quick to act and react like frogs jumping out of water

They'll leave you in the pond, yeah yeah
They will abandon you and leave you in a difficult or dangerous situation