Losing Sleep
The Wildhood Lyrics

I'm sick of thinking about that hotel bed
The singer is tired of being reminded of a painful past experience.

And whatever the fuck you meant
The singer is confused and upset about something the other person said in the past.

When you said you'd have left
The other person made a statement about leaving, causing the singer to feel abandoned.

When I go to bed
The artist struggles to forget about the past experiences when trying to sleep.

It's something I wish I could ignore
The artist wishes they could forget the painful memories and move on.

But we've been here before
The singer and the other person have had similar conflicts in the past.

And I don't think about why you left any more
The singer has given up trying to understand why the other person left them.

Pick myself back up
The artist tries to move on despite the past experiences.

And fall back on the floor
The artist experiences moments of weakness and relapses into negative emotions.

Hope the life that you found
The artist wishes the other person finds happiness and fulfillment.

Is what you needed more
The singer acknowledges that the other person's needs are different from their own, and they may not have been enough.

I'm fucked up and losing sleep
The artist is emotionally distressed and struggling to rest at night.

The nights made it so hard to breathe
The singer feels suffocated by their emotions at night.

And I gave my everything
The singer invested heavily in the relationship, but it was not reciprocated.

It's hard to explain that I Just wanna listen to the same sad songs
The singer finds comfort in sad music and wishes to listen to it without judgment.

You called over and over
The other person repeatedly contacted the artist despite their desire for space.

And I slip away
The artist is trying to distance themselves from the other person.

Time to myself is what I try to communicate to you
The singer is actively communicating their need for space.

All the things you do
The singer is frustrated with the other person's behavior.

Faking a feeling like it's nothing
The artist feels like the other person is not genuine in their emotions or actions.

Hold on to something
The artist is trying to find something to hold onto in a difficult situation.

And I'd wait for you anytime
Despite everything, the artist is still willing to wait for the other person if they change their mind.

Don't know what's good for me
The singer is unsure of what is best for them in the situation.

But I can't help but stay
Despite their conflicting emotions, the artist cannot bring themselves to leave entirely.

And I know That I have no self-control
The singer is aware that they struggle with maintaining self-control and boundaries in the relationship.

And you know That I can't hold on
The other person is aware that the singer is struggling to hold onto the relationship.

To something that's not there
The singer acknowledges that the relationship is not fulfilling or healthy.

All gone into thin air
The artist feels like the relationship and their efforts have disappeared or been wasted.

Wasted my time
The artist feels like they have spent time on something that did not result in positive outcomes.

I'm fucked up and losing sleep
The singer is emotionally distressed and struggling to rest at night.

The nights made it so hard to breathe
The singer feels suffocated by their emotions at night.

And I gave my everything
The artist invested heavily in the relationship, but it was not reciprocated.

It's hard to explain that I Just wanna listen to the same sad songs
The artist finds comfort in sad music and wishes to listen to it without judgment.

I'm fucked up and losing sleep
The artist is emotionally distressed and struggling to rest at night.

The nights made it so hard to breathe
The singer feels suffocated by their emotions at night.

And I gave my everything
The artist invested heavily in the relationship, but it was not reciprocated.

It's hard to explain that I Just wanna listen to the same sad songs
The singer finds comfort in sad music and wishes to listen to it without judgment.