Obsession
The XI Lyrics

Losing my grip on reality
I can no longer distinguish between what is real and what is not.

There's no escape coz I'm never free
I am trapped and incapable of finding freedom from her control.

I feel her permeate my soul
She has completely infiltrated and taken over my inner being.

And I'm helpless as she takes control
I am powerless as she dominates and manipulates every aspect of my life.

No way to fight
I have no means of resisting or opposing her influence.

Coz she intensifies
In fact, her power over me only grows stronger.

No end in sight
There seems to be no resolution or escape from this situation.

Coz to own me is her greatest prize
What she desires most is complete control and possession over me.

She's the devil in disguise
She presents herself as something she is not, deceiving and manipulating me.

A mistress of deceit and lies
She excels at manipulating and fooling others with her dishonesty.

Obsession, Deception
This relationship is characterized by an unhealthy fixation and continuous deceit.

How much further can I fall
I wonder how much deeper I can sink into this destructive situation.

Another plaything in her eyes
To her, I am merely another object to control and manipulate.

Obsession, Possession
Her obsessive need for control has led to her total possession of me.

I can't walk away
I am unable to break free from the grip she has on me.

She captured me through isolation
She gained control over me by isolating and separating me from others.

And she rules me with manipulation
Her primary method of control is through cunning and manipulative tactics.

She'll never rest til I'm on my knees
She will not stop until she has completely broken me and I am utterly submissive.

But it's never enough just to beg for mercy
Even when I plead for mercy, it never satisfies her sadistic desires.

Black is the night
My life has become dark and devoid of any hope or happiness.

Without a compromise
There is no middle ground or negotiation with her.

There's no more light
She has extinguished any source of positivity and brightness in my life.

Coz she knows she's won her greatest prize
She takes pleasure in knowing that she has achieved her ultimate goal of complete control over me.

Torture me, Punish me
She derives satisfaction from inflicting pain and torment upon me.

Well it's all the same
Whether through physical or emotional abuse, the result remains unchanged.

Use me, Abuse me
She takes advantage of me and subjects me to mistreatment.

Well it's just a game
To her, my suffering is merely a source of entertainment and amusement.

Poison me with love
Her so-called love for me is actually toxic and harmful.

You nurture me with pain
Instead of providing care and support, she feeds off causing me emotional and physical distress.

Do you want more?
She constantly craves to inflict more suffering upon me.

Well you got it all
She has successfully taken everything from me, leaving me with nothing.

There's nothing left of me
I have been reduced to nothing, stripped of my identity and autonomy.

Unless I crawl
My only option for survival is to submit and grovel at her feet.