Homesick
The Youngins Lyrics

My walls don’t talk to me anymore
I feel isolated and disconnected from my surroundings.

I am not the man who was on the floor, I’m blue
I have changed and now I feel sad and lost.

I have tried to recreate, what ya’ll made
I attempted to replicate the happiness and memories we had together.

But I can’t lie to you, you know it’s not the same
I can't pretend that things are still as they were, because they're not.

Maybe I’m just homesick (homesick)
Perhaps I am yearning for the comfort and familiarity of home.

I can’t find the frame of mind, at this time
I am struggling to find the right mindset or perspective in this moment.

Maybe parts of me that died, I can’t revive (oh no no no)
I may have lost aspects of myself that I cannot bring back.

I can’t lie to you, you know that lately you’ve been feeling so far away (you’re so far away)
I can't hide the fact that I feel emotionally distant from you lately.

Maybe I’m just homesick (homesick)
It's possible that my longing for home is causing this emotional strain.

Forgive me for the times I’ve missed
I ask for forgiveness for the moments I wasn't there for you.

Forgive me for the things I’ve said
I apologize for the hurtful words I have spoken.

Forgive me for all my mess
I ask for forgiveness for the chaos and mistakes I have made.

I love you, I love you
My love for you is sincere and unwavering.

I know it’s my fault I know I did wrong
I understand my mistakes and take responsibility for them.

I know I messed up the things we worked on
I am aware that I have jeopardized the progress we made together.

I can say I know, it doesn’t make it right
Acknowledging my faults doesn't automatically make them right.

I can say I’m sorry, it doesn’t mean we’re fine
Apologizing doesn't erase the challenges we are facing.

I can say whatever you would like to hear
I can offer comforting words, but honesty is more important to me.

My dear but I would rather be sincere
I value genuine feelings and authenticity over empty promises.

You can do whatever you would like and I won’t mind
You have the freedom to make your own choices and I will respect them.

But I’m gonna do what I want to, whatever to survive
I will prioritize my own well-being and do what is necessary to endure.

I won’t take a break, I’ll take a another plate
I won't pause or give up, I will persevere and try a different approach.

I’ll take another way, I’ll take whatever fate
I am willing to explore different paths and accept whatever destiny awaits me.

So take whatever you could think
Feel free to share your thoughts and opinions with me.

Away from me to help me out this place
Provide me with guidance to navigate through the challenges I am facing.

(Help me out)
(Assist me in finding a way out of this difficult situation.)