Emancipate Myself
Thirsty Merc Lyrics


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every breath you ta...

As if I'd sing that song to you,
you probably think you deserve it at the present time
But if only you knew how you treated me
when we were together then you might understand

Remember the time you made me wait for a month
when you had exams which I was cool about
but then the night you finished
you barred me from all your plans
and you went out with other people

Now I'll always give you the benefit of the doubt
and I think there's enough natural maturity floating around
for the tension and release time to even out
between two people like you and me

And I've been thinking and since we've broken up
I realised things were mostly in your favour
and a normal person wouldn't put up with this
but for some stupid reason I don't wanna move on

Now I'm stuck in a moment
It's bad for my health
But I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself

Now I gotta say that all of this is coming down
on me like a tonne of bricks
at this present time, I don't have much cash
and I'm just trying to figure out the rest of my life

But I think a lot of people would agree that
all you need is a feeling of freedom
and when you're in emotional limbo
everything you think about and do is filtered through that

But I don't wanna make you unhappy or jealous in any way
because ultimately in life it's your own choice
who you surround yourself with
and I'm responsible for those things too

And I've treated people badly at times in relationships
and maybe what you're doing is some kind of payback
for all those past lives,
but that also doesn't change the fact that

Now I'm stuck in a moment
It's bad for my health
Now I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
There's no spirit to find me
And no wishing well
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
Set me free

So whatcha gonna do now (you gonna keep me hanging on or something?)
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on
You gonna keep me hanging on

'Cos I have a feeling it's all in my own mind
and if i have anything to do with it
knowing me I enjoy putting myself through this
kind of trauma to a degree
how 'bout you? Thought so

Maybe you shouldn't call me anymore
because I need some time to get to know myself again
and once again we say it's final
then I'm gonna miss you even more, even the most

But I don't want you to know that I'm missing you yeah
let's establish even more communication breakdown and wonder why
later on all the honesty and trust is gone between us

Now I'm stuck in a moment
It's bad for my health
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
There's no spirit to find me
And no wishing well
Well I'm gone
If I don't emancipate myself
Gotta get out





(Chorus to fade)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Thirsty Merc's song "Emancipate Myself" address the feelings associated with a breakup and the desire for emotional freedom. The beginning of the song employs a sarcastic tone when the singer suggests the person they are addressing probably thinks they deserve a song written about them. However, the singer goes on to express the ways in which they were mistreated during the relationship and how the breakup has caused them to realize that things were mostly in their partner's favor.


The singer acknowledges their own responsibility for treating past partners poorly, but the focus of the song is on their need for independence and self-discovery. They express a desire to be free from emotional "limbo" and establish trust and honesty in future relationships. The song ends with a final plea for the singer to be set free from their emotional turmoil.


Overall, "Emancipate Myself" is a candid expression of the emotional complexity that often comes with the end of a relationship. It highlights the struggles to establish boundaries, move on, and ultimately find emotional freedom.


Line by Line Meaning

As if I'd sing that song to you,
It seems like I owe you an explanation, but I don't think you deserve it.


you probably think you deserve it at the present time
You may have a sense of entitlement right now.


But if only you knew how you treated me
If you knew how you treated me, maybe you would understand.


when we were together then you might understand
It's possible that you might understand how you hurt me if you reflected on our past relationship.


Remember the time you made me wait for a month
Recall when you made me wait for a whole month.


when you had exams which I was cool about
I didn't mind that you had exams to study for during that time.


but then the night you finished
However, the night you finished your exams,


you barred me from all your plans
you excluded me from all of your plans.


and you went out with other people
You went out with other people instead of spending time with me.


Now I'll always give you the benefit of the doubt
I will try to believe the best of you, even if you don't deserve it.


and I think there's enough natural maturity floating around
I believe that there is enough inherent maturity in us for a healthy, balanced relationship.


for the tension and release time to even out
I hope we can balance our time together and apart.


between two people like you and me
Especially between two people like you and me.


And I've been thinking and since we've broken up
I've been thinking a lot since we broke up.


I realised things were mostly in your favour
I realized that you had an unfair advantage in our relationship.


and a normal person wouldn't put up with this
Most people wouldn't tolerate this treatment.


but for some stupid reason I don't wanna move on
But for some reason, I don't want to move on from you.


Now I'm stuck in a moment
Right now, I feel like I'm stuck in place.


It's bad for my health
This is taking a toll on my well-being.


But I'm gone
I need to leave this situation behind.


If I don't emancipate myself
If I don't free myself from this situation.


Now I gotta say that all of this is coming down
I have to confess that everything is overwhelming me right now.


on me like a tonne of bricks
It feels like a huge weight on my shoulders.


at this present time, I don't have much cash
Currently, I'm not in a great financial situation.


and I'm just trying to figure out the rest of my life
I'm just trying to sort out the other aspects of my life too.


But I think a lot of people would agree that
I think many people would concur that


all you need is a feeling of freedom
All you really need is a sense of liberty.


and when you're in emotional limbo
When you're caught between emotional states.


everything you think about and do is filtered through that
Your mental state colors everything you do and think.


But I don't wanna make you unhappy or jealous in any way
I don't want to upset you in any regard.


because ultimately in life it's your own choice
Ultimately, you make your own choices in life.


who you surround yourself with
You decide who you want to associate with.


and I'm responsible for those things too
I'm accountable as well.


And I've treated people badly at times in relationships
I'll admit I haven't always been great in past relationships.


and maybe what you're doing is some kind of payback
Maybe what you're doing is a sort of payback for my past behavior.


for all those past lives,
For all the past relationships I messed up.


but that also doesn't change the fact that
But that doesn't mean that


Now I'm stuck in a moment
Right now I feel like I'm caught and can't move forward.


It's bad for my health
This is hurting my mental and emotional wellbeing.


Now I'm gone
Now I have to leave behind this situation.


If I don't emancipate myself
If I don't liberate myself from this toxic relationship.


There's no spirit to find me
I'm not feeling quite myself lately.


And no wishing well
I can't rely on a miracle to get me out of this.


Well I'm gone
I'm leaving this situation behind me.


If I don't emancipate myself
If I don't free myself from this bad relationship


Set me free
Please help me move on.


So whatcha gonna do now (you gonna keep me hanging on or something?)
I'm curious what your next move is going to be. Are you just going to keep me in this emotional limbo?


You gonna keep me hanging on
Are you going to perpetuate this uncertainty?


You gonna keep me hanging on
Are you going to dangle me along like this?


You gonna keep me hanging on
Are you going to keep me in suspense?


You gonna keep me hanging on
Are you going to prolong this emotional rollercoaster?


'Cos I have a feeling it's all in my own mind
I get the sense that most of this is my own doing.


and if i have anything to do with it
If I'm contributing to this mess.


knowing me I enjoy putting myself through this
I think I might be addicted to the drama and self-punishment.


kind of trauma to a degree
Like, I'm probably causing myself undue stress.


how 'bout you? Thought so
What do you think? I bet you feel the same way.


Maybe you shouldn't call me anymore
Maybe it's best for you not to contact me anymore.


because I need some time to get to know myself again
I need some time to focus on healing myself and rediscovering who I am.


and once again we say it's final
If we break up again and declare it final this time,


then I'm gonna miss you even more, even the most
I know I'm going to miss you a lot, to the point of longing for you.


But I don't want you to know that I'm missing you yeah
I won't let you know how much I miss you.


let's establish even more communication breakdown and wonder why
Let's keep failing to communicate and then complain about it later.


later on all the honesty and trust is gone between us
As a result, we'll lose our honesty and trust in one another.




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