"The Opiates" opens like a journey: on "The Siren Songs," an anxious orches… Read Full Bio ↴"The Opiates" opens like a journey: on "The Siren Songs," an anxious orchestra buoys the captivating baritone of singer Thomas Feiner. But Feiner takes a powerful turn at the chorus when, instead of fighting, he succumbs to the sirens, letting himself drown. This sets the tone for an album that's stunning in its beauty – and that once lay on the brink of disaster.

2001's "The Opiates" was the band's third full-length, and its last. With support from their label, Clearspot (run by Andreas Schaffer), the band constructed its own simple studio in two basement rooms in Gothenburg. But while the album began as a group effort, the band dissolved in the two years it took to complete – leaving Feiner to finish the project alone. "As the project progressed, it became apparent that we all had very different ambitions. I was the person most committed to making this record, and as it became obvious that the band members had grown apart – without conflicts or harsh words – I remained alone on the project most of the time, occasionally assisted by drummer Kalle and bass player Mikael."

The band's new studio lay empty having played out its role, and eventually Feiner moved the recording to his own graphic studio – "A stately heavily ornamented place, perfect to go crazy in." As he recalls, "I worked and slept during the days, and made music at night, when the building was empty. I think I suffered some kind of burn-out during this period. Being around people had always caused me some tension and discomfort, but this time the problems took on new dimensions. When I went to Warsaw for the symphonic session, I was a nervous wreck... On the other hand, musically this was one of the greatest moments for me."

The final album is intoxicating yet unsettled, a wanderer's record that loses itself on the way. On the Scott Walker-like ballad "Dinah & the Beautiful Blue," Feiner tests his lowest register over the brooding strings of the Warsaw Radio Symphony Orchestra. Atmospheric ballads blend seamlessly with more traditional rock songs such as "Mesmerene," and the album's romantic impulses temper its intricate arrangements - like the swirling woodwinds and delusional guitar of "Postcard," or the gentle woodwinds on "Toy," which echo Mark Hollis' self-titled album. And while the lyrics of closing track "All That Numbs You" ridicule a quiet suburban life spent hiding behind fences, Feiner's narcotic delivery sounds curiously sympathetic.

"At the time of making the record I had a sense of us all gradually being dragged into the 'doing job you hate to buy things you don't need' kind of lifestyle. Coming of age and getting respectable, in short. And once those glasses were on, I'd see this all around me. A kind of sleepiness, people being lulled into their respective roles, compromising dreams, ideals and inspirations in the process."

This updated edition of "The Opiates" includes two of Feiner's more recent songs: "Yonderhead," and "For Now," which was also featured in the German film "Love in Thoughts". The reissue on David Sylvian's SamadhiSound label comes several years after Sylvian first heard the album, which he regards as a lost classic. Sylvian recalls, "The dark, brooding, romantic nature of the material and, in particular, the emotional gravity of Thomas' voice, came as something of a surprise to me as it was quite out of keeping with my listening habits of the time but I couldn't help but be drawn into its widescreen, colour-drained, soundscapes."

Sylvian tracked down Feiner at his workplace in Gothenburg, Sweden, with an invitation to bring his work to samadhisound. This meeting led to Feiner's appearance on Steve Jansen's "Slope", where he performs on the track "Sow the Salt," and now to this well-earned reissue. In addition to his career as a digital artist and illustrator, Feiner continues to make music, developing a solo album which is intended for release on SamadhiSound.

Seven years after its original release, "The Opiates" remains a crucial discovery. The wild ideas and late, lonely nights that Feiner gave to this record are still here – and so is its sensual, uneasy beauty.

Giant
Thomas Feiner & Anywhen Lyrics

Jump to: Overall Meaning ↴ Line by Line Meaning ↴

Ever did you hold my hand
Ever was I part of your fist
These have been the busiest days

Ever did you shelter me
Ever was I part of your mouth
Never failed to ask for more

Yet still I listen
For your bones to break
When you fall asunder
Giants
Who were greater than you
They fell too

Never did I count the miles
Ever was I part of the ride
Never failed to wave the flag

These have been the loudest days
Ever did I sing along
Ever did you bring me on

And still I'm waiting
For the day to come
When you're going under

Giants who stood taller than you
They fell too

Overall Meaning

These lyrics from Thomas Feiner & Anywhen's song "Giant" convey a sense of loyalty, dependency, and the eventual downfall of someone who held a significant presence in the singer's life. The first verse speaks about the singer being intertwined with the person in question, metaphorically represented as holding hands and being part of a unified fist. The line "These have been the busiest days" suggests that this relationship was filled with constant activity and intensity.

The second verse continues to describe the deep connection between the singer and the person they are addressing. The singer was sheltered and included in the other person's "mouth," symbolizing being embraced and protected. The line "Never failed to ask for more" implies that the person always demanded more from the singer, suggesting a one-sided relationship or perhaps a feeling of being taken for granted.

Despite these experiences, the singer remains attentive and hopeful. They listen intently, waiting for the other person's metaphorical "bones to break" and for them to fall apart or face some kind of downfall. The reference to "Giants who were greater than you" suggests that the person being addressed was once significant and influential, but even they eventually faced their own demise.

In the fourth and final paragraph, the singer reflects on their journey together. They express their unwavering loyalty, their willingness to participate in the ride without counting the distance traveled, and their consistent support by waving the flag. However, these days have also been described as the loudest, implying a sense of turmoil and chaos.

The line "Ever did I sing along, ever did you bring me on" suggests that the singer was always willing to participate and be involved, despite any challenges they faced. They still anticipate the inevitable day when the person they address will face their downfall, just like the other giants who were once more significant. This could represent a desire for justice or a longing for the imbalance in their relationship to be rectified.

Line by Line Meaning

Ever did you hold my hand
You were once there for me, holding my hand

Ever was I part of your fist
I was once included in your strength and power

These have been the busiest days
These days have been filled with constant activity and busyness

Ever did you shelter me
You always protected and provided a safe haven for me

Ever was I part of your mouth
I had a voice and presence in your words and expressions

Never failed to ask for more
I never hesitated to seek more from you

Yet still I listen
But I remain attentive and receptive

For your bones to break
Waiting for your vulnerability and downfall

When you fall asunder
When you collapse and come apart

Giants
People of immense influence and power

Who were greater than you
Even those who seemed more impressive than you