Clean Me Up
Thomas Headon Lyrics

Sometimes my bed sheets smell like you in the morning after
Occasionally the scent of you remains on my bed sheets when I wake up

I'm left to fix shit on my own when you're already home
I must resolve everything by myself because you took off without assistance

You must a left out my window when I was sleeping
You had to have sneaked out through my window whilst I was unawares

And you took my sweatshirt, along with my feelings
You absconded with my emotions and my hoodie

My friends keep telling me that I should just probably forget you
My companions recommend that I let go of thoughts of you

It's not that easy when you're constantly wearing my clothes
It's difficult when I frequently see you clothed in my attire

I know the plan was just one night and act like strangers
I realize our agreement was to spend merely one evening and follow it up with complete unfamiliarity

But I told a lie, cause I crossed my fingers
But, I deliberately fibbed, by interlocking my fingers

Perfume on the sink
There's still your scent lingering in the sink

And my breath still smells like drink
My breath reeks of alcohol

I can't feel my head or think
I'm incapable of thinking or analyzing

And I gotta work today
I have a job to attend today

This mess is worse than what I thought
My condition is more chaotic than I initially presumed

It's not just clothes thrown on the floor
The mess isn't limited to just discarded garments on the ground

I've done this too many times before
I've found myself in this situation numerous times in the past

That's why I need you to, clean me up
This is why I require your help in fixing myself

That's why I need you to clean me up
That's why I want you to aid me in rectifying my behavior

That's why I need you to I need you
I'm requesting that you help me because I'm incapable of fixing myself

My mum keeps telling me to get all my life together
My mother insists that I take responsibility for my life

But she doesn't know you cause you only arrive at night
However, she's unaware of you because you only show up at night

But then you're leaving when she's waking up in the morning
Though, you leave when she's awake in the morning

I swear she'd love you, if you'd stay for breakfast
If you stayed for breakfast, she'd adore you without a doubt

I still keep my window open, for you
My window is still open should you wish to return

I still keep my bedsheets dirty, cause of you
My sheets remain unwashed because of you

And if you come back please excuse the mess and don't touch anything
If you decide to return, kindly disregard the untidiness and avoid touching anything