Intro
Timothy Brindle Lyrics

The pain she feels, makes me squeal
The singer is deeply disturbed by the pain felt by the person being referred to in the song.

It deeply grieves me I pray you heal
The singer is praying that the person being referred to in the song is healed of their pain.

Her strife that seems cancerous
The singer feels that the pain suffered by the person being referred to in the song is very deep, like cancer.

Her soul cries out to you, please answer it
The artist believes that the person being referred to in the song is calling out to God, asking for help.

Confused by illusions and she's depressed
The person being referred to in the song is having a hard time distinguishing reality from illusion, and is feeling very down because of it.

Her feelings are to deep they can't be expressed
The pain and emotions felt by the person being referred to in the song are very profound, and cannot be described with words.

By sinful words, show knows she needs you lord
The person being referred to in the song knows that they need God, but feels like their sinful behavior is preventing them from truly embracing their faith.

but feels trapped by her sinful urge
The artist believes that the person being referred to in the song is struggling with a desire to commit sin, and feels trapped by it.

She writes the dopest poetry, while crying
Despite her pain, the person being referred to in the song is able to create beautiful poetry that resonates with the artist.

her thoughts her emotions spoke to me
The artist feels like the poetry created by the person being referred to in the song echoes their own thoughts and emotions.

Battered and bruised, and torn and scraped
The person being referred to in the song has suffered physical and emotional trauma.

Shattered abused, forced and raped
The person being referred to in the song has been subjected to abuse and sexual violence.

Splattered and used scorned and ripped apart
The pain and trauma experienced by the person being referred to in the song is severe, and has left them feeling overwhelmed and torn apart.

I failed when I tried to stitch her heart
The singer feels like they were unable to provide adequate support to the person being referred to in the song.

But your the great physician, you make incisions
Although the singer feels like they failed to help the person being referred to in the song, they believe that it is ultimately up to God to heal them.

So I pray for her, and have faith you listen
The artist is praying for the person being referred to in the song, and believes that God is listening.

Hear her prayer
The artist is asking God to hear the prayers of the person being referred to in the song.

Oh lord
The singer is addressing God in this line.

And give ear to her cry
The singer is asking God to listen to the cries of the person being referred to in the song.

Do not be silent at her tears
The artist is asking God to comfort the person being referred to in the song, and not to remain silent in the face of their tears.

Our love was so deep, I knew she was right
The artist is referring to a deep romantic love that they shared with the person being referred to in the song.

To soon be my wife, then she introduced me to Christ
The person being referred to in the song introduced the artist to Christianity, and helped them find their faith.

Lord you allowed her to bring me to you,
The singer believes that God used the person being referred to in the song to help them find their faith.

You found her first when I was bound by dirt,
The artist believes that God helped the person being referred to in the song find their faith before helping them find theirs.

Then she bounced to the air force in Texas
The person being referred to in the song joined the air force and moved to Texas.

Were dreams get reinforced of a Porsche and Lexus
The singer feels like joining the air force and moving to Texas reinforced materialistic values and the desire for luxury cars.

By the time I was baptized, she would back slide
The singer was baptized into their faith, but the person being referred to in the song began to stray from theirs.

Then she started drinking mad wine.
The person being referred to in the song began to drink heavily.

Now she's convinced it was all just a waste
The person being referred to in the song feels like their faith and religious experiences were meaningless and a waste of time.

That you use her for me, and she's falling from grace
The person being referred to in the song feels like they were simply a tool for the singer to find their faith, and that this has caused them to fall from grace.

And every day she's stressed and aching,
The person being referred to in the song is struggling with ongoing pain and stress.

Thanking her destination, is repabation,
The person being referred to in the song feels like they are destined for punishment or condemnation.

Now I'm simply pleed, and intercede
The artist is praying and advocating for the person being referred to in the song.

Cause my sister needs be striped and freed
The artist believes that the person being referred to in the song needs to be liberated from their pain and suffering.

Of her sickness and her sin and greed
The person being referred to in the song is struggling with both physical and emotional pain, as well as a sense of desire or greed that is fueling their sinful behavior.

Show her Jesus that's why you was sent to bleed
The artist believes that Jesus was sent to help people like the person being referred to in the song find their way to salvation and redemption.

I was gonna ask her to marry me,
The singer had intended to propose marriage to the person being referred to in the song before their relationship fell apart.

but after two years, I broke up with this African Cherokee
The singer ended their relationship with the person being referred to in the song after two years together.

I never thought we'd break and split,
The singer never imagined that their relationship with the person being referred to in the song would end.

For sake of Christ, I gave up this relationship
The artist ended things with the person being referred to in the song because they felt their faith was more important than their relationship.

I felt like piece of me broke, I couldn't breathed
The artist felt a sense of deep pain and loss after ending their relationship with the person being referred to in the song.

I would choke, Jesus you are the reason I coped
Despite feeling deeply hurt, the singer found comfort in their faith and in Jesus.

She was my dreams and hope,
The person being referred to in the song was very important to the singer, and they had envisioned a life together with them.

but what grieves me the most
The artist is particularly upset by the loss of the relationship with the person being referred to in the song.

Is we was unequally yoked,
The artist believes that their relationship with the person being referred to in the song was not aligned in terms of their values and faith.

Now every night I stay on my face
The artist spends their nights in prayer, seeking guidance and forgiveness.

To embrace the savoir and pray for pain erased
The singer is seeking solace and guidance from Jesus, and is asking for the pain and suffering caused by their failed relationship to be alleviated.

Give her the bread you ate at your supper,
The artist is asking Jesus to provide comfort and sustenance to the person being referred to in the song, referencing the bread from the Last Supper in Christianity.

She thinks she's been created to suffer
The person being referred to in the song feels like they are destined to suffer, rather than find happiness or redemption.

But your near to those that call on your name,
The singer believes that those who look to Jesus for guidance will find comfort and support.

In truth so please take away all her pain,
The singer is asking Jesus to alleviate the pain experienced by the person being referred to in the song.

She seeks and swims, to search for peace within
The person being referred to in the song is looking for inner peace, but is struggling to find it.

She'll never find it, being deep in sin
The artist believes that the person being referred to in the song will not find peace until they are able to free themselves from sin.

She thanks she's out sinned your grace
The person being referred to in the song feels like they have committed too many sins to be redeemed by God's grace.

With thousand mistakes, show her sins erased,
The singer is asking God to forgive the many mistakes and sins committed by the person being referred to in the song, and to wash them clean of their negative actions.

By taking her scene of the cross,
The artist is referencing the crucifixion of Jesus, and is asking for the person being referred to in the song to be absolved of their sins in the eyes of God.

were you bleeded a lot, so she could be easily washed
The artist is referencing the blood that Jesus shed during his crucifixion, and is suggesting that this blood can be used to wash away the sins of the person in the song.

Jesus she believes that she's lost,
The person being referred to in the song feels like they are lost and beyond redemption.

So leave the others, and return this lost sheep to your flock
The singer is asking Jesus to focus on the person being referred to in the song, who they believe is in need of guidance and support.

Take control your the everlasting master
The artist is acknowledging that Jesus is in control, and is asking for his guidance and support.

Just save her soul, I don't even have to have her,
The singer is suggesting that saving the person being referred to in the song is more important than any romantic relationship between the two of them.