To Love Somebody
Tina and the B-Sides Lyrics

I know how it feels to love somebody that don't love you
I understand the emotional pain of loving someone who doesn't return the same feelings

Broken hearted status from the pain so now it's fuck you
Feeling emotionally devastated, I now hold resentment towards you

All the love is hate, I got to put someone above you
The love I once had for you has turned into hate, I need to prioritize someone else

All the jealousy and negativity is going to come through
My feelings of jealousy and negativity towards you will manifest in my actions

I used to wish for more, I thought we were living in bliss
I had hoped for a better future, believing we were happily together

I should've saw it coming, I was blind aint call it's quits
I should have anticipated the end, but I was oblivious and didn't end the relationship

Xany's calm me down when I'm sinking in the abyss
Taking Xanax helps me cope when I'm feeling overwhelmed and lost

Now it's, lower and lower and lower, I'm just done with this
My emotional state continues to decline, and I have reached my limit with this situation

Can't believe I really let you break my heart
I struggle to accept that I allowed you to break my heart

Why do I miss all the butterflies you gave me
Despite the pain, I still long for the excitement and joy you once brought me

Every second that we kissed
The moments we shared intimately still hold significance to me

My heart and brain are telling me different
My emotions and logical thoughts are in conflict

My feelings twist
My emotions are distorted and confusing

And If I had a genie, you're the wish that's on the list
If I had the power, I would still desire to have you back in my life

I'm sorry that I let you down (Let you down, down, down, down)
I apologize for disappointing you and not meeting your expectations

I just never came around (Came around, 'round, 'round, 'round)
I never fully committed or embraced the relationship

In the alcohol I drown (I drown, drown, drown, drown)
I use alcohol to escape and numb the pain

I got to leave Cus you're still in this town
I must leave this town to distance myself from you

I used to talk to God about everything that we did
I used to confide and pray to God about our every action and experience

And girl it's really hard, but I'm trying to just forgive
It's immensely difficult, but I'm attempting to find forgiveness within myself

We used to be so worth it, now I'm going off the grid
Our relationship used to be valuable, but now I'm distancing myself completely

Now I'm sinking, and sinking and sinking, lost my will to live
I feel trapped and hopeless, losing all motivation to continue living

Can't believe you really did that, yea you know, I won't forget
I can't fathom that you actually did what you did, and I will never forget it

All the memories we shared, and all the lies came off your lip
All the deceitful lies you told emerged from your lips, tarnishing the memories we made

Fucked up how I'm thinking drugs the only way to live
It's messed up that I feel like drugs are the only way to cope with life

Now I'm popping, I'm popping, I'm popping, I just need a sip (damn)
Now I'm resorting to drug use and constantly seeking a sip of something to escape