In September 1994, Today Is The Day saw its popularity in the metal underground gather steam with the release of their second album, entitled Willpower. That same year, Willpower was followed by the Clusterfuck '94 split EP with labelmates Chokebore and Guzzard. Today Is The Day made another appearance on 7" that year, as they contributed to the tenth volume of AmRep's Dope-Guns-'N-Fucking In The Streets 7" series with Brainiac and Steel Pole Bath Tub.
Today Is The Day's eponymously-titled March 1996 effort furthered the band's legacy within the metal community. This album was the first Today Is The Day release recorded at Austin's own studio, Austin Enterprise, in Nashville. For this release, Steve Austin shifted the band's sound slightly and opted to replace bassist Mike Herrell with keyboardist Scott Wexton. Today Is The Day would be the band's final recording for AmRep.
In 1997 Today Is The Day left the AmRep fold and signed with Philadelphia, Pennsylvania-based metal label Relapse Records. Temple Of The Morning Star was released in September of 1997. For this release, Steve Austin built an entirely new lineup, this time joining forces with bassist/keyboardist Christopher Reeser and drummer Mike Hyde. In addition to Temple Of The Morning Star, Today Is The Day added to their 1997 output by contributing to the In These Black Days 7" series. Released by Hydra Head Records, this series is comprised of six volumes of Black Sabbath covers performed by the following bands in addition to Today Is The Day: Anal Cunt, Eyehategod, Converge, Brutal Truth, Coalesce, Cavity, Cable, Jesuit, Overcast, Cave In, Botch, Neurosis and Soilent Green. For this series, Today Is The Day contributed their rendition of Sabbath Bloody Sabbath, which can also be found as a secret track at the end of Temple Of The Morning Star.
For Today Is The Day's August 1999 release, entitled In The Eyes Of God, Steve Austin once again altered Today Is The Day's lineup. For this record Reeser and Hyde were replaced with bassist Bill Kelliher and drummer Brann Dailor, formerly of Rochester, New York's Lethargy and current members of Atlanta, Georgia-based Mastodon. Audiences got their first glimpses of this new lineup live at the Milwaukee Metalfest and the New England Metal and Hardcore Festival. Having moved to Massachusetts in 1998, this was the first Today Is The Day album to be recorded at Austin Enterprise's new location in Clinton, Massachusetts.
The years 2000 and 2001 were relatively quiet for Today Is The Day in terms of releasing new material. Live Till You Die was released in August of 2000, and included live tracks recorded during the tours in support of Temple Of The Morning Star and In The Eyes Of God, covers of songs by The Beatles, Bad Company and Chris Isaak, and various odds and ends compiled from studio sessions held at Austin Enterprise during the late-1990s. In 2001 fans were treated to new Today Is The Day songs that were released on splits with Metatron and 16, the first glimpse of new material since 1999.
The new songs put out on the split releases in 2001 would prove to be but the tip of the iceberg, as these songs would appear on Today Is The Day's monolithic release Sadness Will Prevail. Sadness Will Prevail was released as a double album in September of 2002 and clocks in at approximately 2 1/2 hours. Taking roughly three years to record, mix, and master, Sadness Will Prevail is the band's most ambitious project to date. In addition, this album kept with Steve Austin's habit of rotating band personnel and Kelliher and Dailor were replaced by Chris Debari and Marshall Kilpatric, respectively. Despite the sheer size of Sadness Will Prevail, Today Is The Day also released their second live album, entitled Temple Of The Morning Star Tour, in 2002.
Today Is The Day returned in June of 2004 with an incredibly fast, brutal, and short album entitled Kiss The Pig. While Sadness Will Prevail plays like a progressive rock album, Kiss The Pig exists to be its predecessor's antithesis. Kiss The Pig featured the debut of new drummer Mike Rosswog, previously of Circle Of Dead Children. Rosswog replaced Anal Cunt's John Gillis, who performed live with the band in 2003. Kiss The Pig was the last album released by Today Is The Day on Relapse Records.
In December 2006 it was announced that former Hate Eternal drummer Derek Roddy had joined the band and would appear on their next studio album, Axis Of Eden, due in 2007. Roddy is the latest entry in Today Is The Day's rotating drummer slot, following short stints by drummers Jeff Lohrber and Graham Leduc.
In 2008, French drummer Julien Granger (Four Question Marks, Darkness Dynamite) joined the band.
Golden Calf
Today Is The Day Lyrics
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Don't go too far Blade to
My throat I'm just not
Healing I hate my life
And what I been doing
Trust me never close
Your eyes I've lost my
Hope I've died inside My
From hide You don't love
Me and I don't care
The lyrics of Today Is The Day's song Golden Calf seem to be expressing the feelings of someone who is struggling with self-harm and suicidal thoughts. The line 'wrist my slit' suggests that the person has cut themselves, while 'blade to my throat' could be indicating that they are having suicidal thoughts or have attempted suicide in the past. The repeated phrase 'don't go too far' could be interpreted as both a plea for help and a warning to themselves not to take their self-harm too far. The line 'I hate my life and what I been doing' suggests that the person is struggling with feelings of worthlessness and regret.
The line 'you don't love me and I don't care' is particularly heartbreaking, suggesting that the person has given up on the idea of finding love or support from others. The repeated mention of bleeding and tears seems to indicate that the person is in a lot of pain and is struggling to cope with their emotions. Despite all this, the song is not entirely without hope - the line 'trust me never close your eyes' could be interpreted as a hopeful message to others who are struggling, encouraging them to keep fighting and not give up.
Line by Line Meaning
Wrist my slit Don't go far
I've cut my wrist, so please don't leave me alone
Don't go too far Blade to My throat
I don't want to be alone, or I might end up ending my life
I'm just not Healing I hate my life
I'm not getting better, and I absolutely despise my existence
And what I been doing Trust me never close
I don't want to be trusted, and don't ever turn your back on me
Your eyes I've lost my Hope
My optimism is gone when I look into your eyes
I've died inside My Tears I'm bleeding
I'm emotionally dead, and my tears are a physical manifestation of my pain
Ripped From hide You don't love Me
I'm deeply wounded, and I am convinced that you don't love me
and I don't care
I don't care about anything, including my own well-being
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Written by: PADDY MCALOON
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