I Spoke As A Child
Todd Snider Lyrics


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Everyone has days
Like I'm having
Holding onto to anything that I can
To keep myself
From anything but laughing
Looking back as far as I can stand

Out my window, winter is almost over.
I can almost see the sun behind the clouds
Looking back on where I was one year ago today, laughing at the shape I'm in now.

When I was a child, I spoke as a child.
But all I heard was how I should get ahead.
Now growing up, it ain't anything but all this indecision
With these debts and doubts and worries
Hanging over my head.
When I was a child,
I spoke as a child.
I wish I could remember what I said.

I'd like to find that old-time feeling
Somewhere in between what I've become
Somewhere down the line, it must have seemed appealing,
So I suppose that it must work for some.

But I wanna go back to going crazy,
Believing every word that I was told.
You know, sometimes, growing up, I think I'm getting wiser,
And then other times, I think I'm getting old.

When I was a child, I spoke as a child.
But all I heard was how I should get ahead.
Now growing up, it ain't anything but all this indecision
With these debts and doubts and worries
Hanging over my head.
When I was a child,
I spoke as a child.
I wish I could remember what I said.

When I was a child,




I spoke as a child.
God, I wish I could remember what I said.

Overall Meaning

The song "I Spoke As A Child" by Todd Snider reflects upon the confusion and nostalgia that comes with growing up. The lyrics are written from the perspective of someone who, in their youth, felt encouraged to dream big and pursue their passions, but now feels weighed down by responsibilities and the pressures to succeed. The opening lines depict the internal struggle of trying to maintain a positive outlook while feeling disconnected from oneself and life. The next verse speaks to the passing of time, and the realization that as we move forward, we're not always moving towards an ideal or the life we imagined. The chorus, which repeats throughout the song, laments the loss of the energy and innocence of childhood and wishes to return to a time when life was less complicated.


The second verse speaks to the disappointment and disillusionment that many experience as they enter adulthood. The youthful hope and optimism fades, replaced by a state of indecision and worry. The repetition of the chorus becomes more poignant, as the singer longs for the clarity and drive of their youth.


The final verse embraces the idea of embracing the childlike qualities, the refusal to give up on what we once thought impossible, and the ability to believe in ourselves. The singer acknowledges the pendulum of growing up, how we oscillate from wise to old, and reminds the listeners of the importance of keeping the youthful drive in life.


Overall, the song captures the melancholic sentimentality and emotional nuances that come with the journey of growing up.



Line by Line Meaning

Everyone has days Like I'm having Holding onto to anything that I can To keep myself From anything but laughing Looking back as far as I can stand
I am having a tough day and trying to hold onto anything that makes me happy. I am reflecting on my past and trying to find a silver lining.


Out my window, winter is almost over. I can almost see the sun behind the clouds Looking back on where I was one year ago today, laughing at the shape I'm in now.
Winter is ending and I can see brighter days ahead. Reflecting on the past year, I am amused at how much I have changed.


When I was a child, I spoke as a child. But all I heard was how I should get ahead. Now growing up, it ain't anything but all this indecision With these debts and doubts and worries Hanging over my head. When I was a child, I spoke as a child. I wish I could remember what I said.
As a child, I was only told to focus on the future and success. Now, adulthood is filled with uncertainty, anxiety and stress. I miss the simplicity of childhood and wish to remember the joy and innocence of my youth.


I'd like to find that old-time feeling Somewhere in between what I've become Somewhere down the line, it must have seemed appealing, So I suppose that it must work for some.
I want to find a balance between who I have become and who I was as a child. Although adulthood has its difficulties, some people must find success in it.


But I wanna go back to going crazy, Believing every word that I was told. You know, sometimes, growing up, I think I'm getting wiser, And then other times, I think I'm getting old.
I miss the wild, carefree nature of childhood and the ability to believe everything you hear. Sometimes I feel like I am growing wiser as an adult, but other times I just feel old and tired.


When I was a child, I spoke as a child. But all I heard was how I should get ahead. Now growing up, it ain't anything but all this indecision With these debts and doubts and worries Hanging over my head. When I was a child, I spoke as a child. I wish I could remember what I said.
As a child, I was only told to focus on the future and success. Now, adulthood is filled with uncertainty, anxiety and stress. I miss the simplicity of childhood and wish to remember the joy and innocence of my youth.


When I was a child, I spoke as a child. God, I wish I could remember what I said.
I spoke with such innocence and purity as a child, and I long to remember what I said and how I thought before the world and its expectations got in the way.




Lyrics © Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
Written by: TODD SNIDER

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