Reflections
Torre Lott Lyrics

Don't keep no mirrors I'm terrified of reflection
I avoid mirrors because I am afraid of facing my own flaws and insecurities.

Searching for answers my life I constantly question
I am always seeking answers and questioning the purpose of my existence.

This pressure breaking me down inside
The pressure I feel is causing me to mentally and emotionally deteriorate.

Often I'm tossed In the gauntlet lost in my feelings
Frequently, I find myself overwhelmed and confused by my emotions, struggling to navigate through life's challenges.

In need of spiritual healing, I'm fearing I ain't gone make it
I long for spiritual rejuvenation, but I am afraid that I may not survive or overcome my struggles.

I'm losing patience and sight of my destination displacing my motivation
I am becoming impatient and losing focus on my goals, which is causing me to lose the drive and determination to keep going.

I'm praying cause I can't take it
I am turning to prayer because the weight of my circumstances has become unbearable.

Feel like I'm walking through mazes
I feel like I am constantly navigating through confusing and intricate situations.

Stuck in amazement as faces watch and then follow you
I am overwhelmed and surprised as people observe my actions and start imitating me.

Trace the pace & then follow suit
They mimic my behavior and try to keep up with me.

But never follow through
However, they never fully commit or accomplish what they set out to do.

The path I walk is lonely
I often feel isolated and alone on my journey.

Only got a couple homies way to many phonies
I only have a few true friends, while there are many fake and deceitful people around me.

That keep me guarded far from darkness gotta keep my distance
These genuine friends protect me from negative influences and encourage me to stay away from harmful situations.

Forever wishing for something better
I continually yearn and hope for a better future or outcome.

But all I get is shitty weather
Unfortunately, I often face unfavorable circumstances or bad experiences instead of the positive changes I desire.

Shine bright Like the sun up in the summer
I want to radiate positivity and happiness, just like the shining sun during summertime.

White light Kiss your body kill your troubles
The purity and warmth of light have the power to comfort and alleviate my worries.

Shine bright
I aspire to shine brightly and overcome the darkness in my life.

I'm at crossroads I'm torn between a short existence and a long toll
I am facing a difficult decision, torn between taking a shortcut that may lead to a short-lived life or enduring a longer, more challenging path.

Look to my left I see my death escaping all my problems
When I glance to my left, I imagine death as an escape from all the difficulties and struggles I face.

And to my right a shining light providing higher guidance
On the other hand, to my right, there is a radiant light that offers spiritual guidance and direction.

To my surprise I'm still conflicted on which way I should go
Despite the opposing choices before me, I am still uncertain about the right path to choose.

I'm running out of time
I feel a sense of urgency as if time is running out for me to make a decision.

And my perception so distorted I can't trust my mind
My perception of reality has become distorted, making it difficult for me to trust my own thoughts and judgment.

To cope with fear been relying on smoke and mirror
In order to deal with my fears, I have been depending on illusions and deceptions.

I'm so lost inside the illusion I'm drowning I hope you hear
I feel completely lost within these illusions, drowning in my own confusion, and I desperately hope that someone can understand and help me.