Jungle
Torrian Ball Lyrics

My ex broke my heart to a bunch of pieces
My former partner caused me immense emotional pain and heartbreak, to the point where I felt shattered.

Fake friends sucked me dry like some fucking leaches
People whom I thought were my friends took advantage of me and depleted my energy, leaving me drained and worn out.

Whole family turned against me when I was at my weakest
Even my own family members abandoned me during my most vulnerable and difficult times.

What hurt the deepest is they knew that I was fightin' demons
The most painful part was that they were aware that I was struggling with inner turmoil and personal demons.

I stopped drinkin', had to stop partyin′ every weekend
I realized that my self-destructive behaviors were only making matters worse, so I made the conscious choice to give them up.

I started reading tryin' to be a better human being
To improve myself and grow as a person, I began to read and educate myself on various topics.

I found purpose then I started changin' like the seasons
Once I discovered my sense of purpose and direction, I underwent a significant transformation and changed in noticeable ways.

I made a switch from mumble rap to rhymin′ with a reason
I transitioned from making shallow and meaningless music to creating lyrical content with depth and purpose.

Now the word of mouth is on the hottest out
People are talking about my music, and it has become increasingly popular and well-received.

I heard they love this real shit that I be talking ′bout
The content of my lyrics is resonating with listeners, who appreciate the authenticity and rawness of what I have to say.

A skeleton's trapped in the closet of that haunted house
There are dark secrets and hidden truths lurking in the shadows, just waiting to be uncovered.

Gotta perform an excorcism just to get them out
To confront and banish these negative forces, I need to undergo a spiritual cleansing and ritual.

Not today devil, I′m on another level
I am not going to let my personal demons defeat me, as I am now operating on an entirely different plane of existence.

They gave calls to a rebel rapping for the ghetto
I am an advocate for and represent the struggles of those living in poverty and facing discrimination.

Foot on the pedal like I'm tryin′ to win a gold medal
I am working hard and relentlessly to achieve my goals, with the same level of focus and determination as a world-class athlete.

I'm just a vessel that′s remindin' women that they special
Through my music and message, I aim to uplift and empower women, reminding them of their inherent value and worth.

Fuck a real nigga, I'm a real man
I do not aspire to be simply a stereotypical and macho 'real' man; instead, I strive to embody true strength, compassion, and integrity.

I built this foundation with my bare hands
I have worked tirelessly and from the ground up to establish myself and my career, with no shortcuts or handouts.

My supporters are family, I don′t call them fans
The people who appreciate and follow my music are not just 'fans' to me, but rather a true and supportive family.

This shit is deeper than Facebook and Instagram
My life and experiences go beyond the superficiality and facade of social media platforms such as Facebook and Instagram.

The ladies fuckin′ with me 'cause I give ′em truth
Women are drawn to my music and message because I am honest and authentic with them about my experiences and emotions.

You know the one and only thing they never got from you
Other men in their lives were not able to offer them the same level of truth and emotional intelligence that I can.

I mixed my dreams with a mustard seed and it finally grew
Despite facing numerous obstacles and setbacks, I have remained steadfast and cultivated my dreams with diligence and patience, until they finally blossomed into reality.

I never thought I'd ever live to see a million views
Achieving a million views on my music is a dream that I never thought would come true, but through perseverance and hard work, it has become a reality.

But this is what that jungle do
The harsh realities and struggles of life can make someone feel like they are in a jungle, where only the strongest can survive.

The pain turned me to a monster
The extreme pain and difficulties that I faced caused me to transform into a more powerful and formidable person.

The pain made me go harder
Instead of letting pain and adversity defeat me, it only fueled me to work harder and persist through the challenges.

R.I.P my mother
A tribute to his deceased mother, expressing love and sadness for her loss.

R.I.P. my brother
A tribute to his deceased brother, expressing love and sadness for his loss.

(I do this for y′all man)
Acknowledging that his loved ones who have passed away are a source of inspiration for him to continue pursuing his dreams.