Caught In The Balance
Toto Lyrics


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What happened to me
Oh it seems so long ago
The cuts run deep
But the scars still show

I live in the shadows
Where it's been so hard to grow
I'm still a servant in a nobleman's robes

You know my weakness girl you know my kind
You helped me see when I was blind

It's a crime to live my life without you
Serve out my years in darkness
Inside these walls I die without you
And when I close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance

Afraid of the hurricane
I hide in my domain
I need release from all this pain
Please don't forsake me
In these ruins of your home
I can't wait forever
Don't leave me alone

I have a secret if you want to learn
I will surrender in return

It's a crime to live my life without you
Serve out my years in darkness
Inside these walls I die without you
And when I close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance

You know my weakness girl you know my kind
You helped me see when I was blind

It's a crime to live my life without you
Serve out my years in darkness
Inside these walls I die without you
And when I close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance

It's a crime to live my life without you
Serve out my years in darkness
Inside these walls I die without you




And when I close my eyes
I'm caught in the balance

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Toto's song "Caught in the Balance" describe a person who is living in the shadows of their past mistakes and regrets. They feel as though they are still wearing the clothes of the nobility, even though they are just a mere servant. The scars from their past run deep, and they cannot seem to escape from them. Despite their efforts to hide from the world and its storms, they know they need to release themselves from the pain that they are experiencing.


The person reaches out to their love interest, desperate for them to not to leave them alone in the ruins of their home. They admit to having a secret and willing to surrender it in return for their love. The lyrics imply that the person needs their love interest to survive and cannot continue living this way without them. When they close their eyes, they are caught in the balance between the past and present, haunted by their mistakes and their desperate desire to escape.


Overall, the song "Caught in the Balance" speaks to the human condition of facing the consequences of our actions and the desire for redemption and forgiveness. It emphasizes the need for a human connection to help us navigate through difficult times.


Line by Line Meaning

What happened to me
Reflecting on past events that still affect me deeply


Oh it seems so long ago
The time passed since that moment makes it seem distant but the memory is still vivid


The cuts run deep
The emotional wounds have a lasting impact


But the scars still show
The evidence of the past pain is still visible


I live in the shadows
I exist in a place where there is little opportunity for growth or change


Where it's been so hard to grow
The circumstances have made it very difficult to move forward


I'm still a servant in a nobleman's robes
Despite having the trappings of success, I still feel like a subordinate


You know my weakness girl you know my kind
You understand my flaws and tendencies better than anyone else


You helped me see when I was blind
You opened my eyes to things I couldn't see on my own


It's a crime to live my life without you
My existence feels incomplete and unjust without you


Serve out my years in darkness
I feel trapped and isolated without you


Inside these walls I die without you
Without you, I feel like I'm just going through the motions and not truly living


And when I close my eyes
Even in moments of respite, my thoughts are consumed by you


I'm caught in the balance
I'm constantly trying to maintain equilibrium between the different aspects of my life, and your absence throws everything off-kilter


Afraid of the hurricane
I'm terrified of being overwhelmed by things beyond my control


I hide in my domain
To shield myself from the chaos, I retreat to my familiar surroundings


I need release from all this pain
I'm desperate for an escape from the agony of being without you


Please don't forsake me
I'm begging you not to abandon me


In these ruins of your home
I'm surrounded by the physical remnants of our love, which only serves as a cruel reminder of what's missing


I can't wait forever
I have limited time and energy to suffer without you


Don't leave me alone
I need your support and companionship to make it through


I have a secret if you want to learn
I have something important to share with you, if you're willing to listen


I will surrender in return
I'm willing to give up control and vulnerability if it means strengthening our connection




Lyrics © Royalty Network, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Written by: Mike Porcaro, Steve Lukather, Simon Phillips, Bobby Kimball, David Paich, Stan Lynch

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