If I Was There
Tourniquet Lyrics


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I close my eyes and think about Calvary,
I see it happening right in front of me.
The back that bore the whip,
The head that held the crown of thorns,

What if I was there,
Would I even care?
Would I even care?
Or would I only stare?

[1st Bridge]

What if I was there, just a face in the crowd?
Would I hide in shame or would I laugh out loud?
Would I pity Him or think that he is just a fool?
Another criminal,
Or just the truth?
Or just the truth?
He is heaven's jewel!


And as He marched up that hill,
I can picture him still,
In my mind;
All the blood and the sweat on His brow,
And as he passed me on by,
I could see in His eyes,
That His pain,
Was a gift of His Love.

2nd Bridge (Into Key Change)

He was the sacrifice, the lamb
And He is the great I Am,
And He paid the price for me,
The price or you & me,
You and me.

He made the deaf to hear again
He called the sinful man a friend.
He walked that hill for me,
So my blind soul could see.

And as He marched up that hill,
I can picture him still,
In my mind;
All the blood and the sweat on His brow,
And as he passed me on by,
I could see in His eyes,
That His pain,
Was a gift of His Love.

I close my eyes and think about Calvary,
I see it happening right in front of me.
Two criminals were there,
One on either side of him,
One hurled insults
And one believed,




And one believed,
Which one am I?

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Tourniquet's song "If I Was There" present a contemplation of one's reaction and actions if they were present during the crucifixion of Jesus Christ. The song begins by describing a vivid mental image of the scene at Calvary and the physical agony Jesus endured. The first verse then questions whether the singer would even care if they were in attendance at this historic event, which prompts a deep reflection on the behavior of people who witnessed Jesus' final hours.


The first bridge imagines the singer as a simple face in the crowd, posing essential questions about their response to the event. Would they hide in shame or laugh out loud? What would they think of Jesus' suffering? As the lyrics progress, the singer comes to realize the profundity of the events at Calvary and sees Jesus as the great I Am, and the sacrifice paid for their sins and the sins of all believers. The second bridge depicts the transformative power of Jesus' sacrifice, recounting how He healed the deaf, called the sinner to friendship, and walked up the hill to offer salvation to a blind world.


The lyrics reach a climax in the final verse, asking which of the two criminals next to Jesus we would be, the one who was mocking Him or the one who believed. The song creates a powerful, intimate, and transformative understating of Christ's sacrifice and the importance of belief in His work.


Line by Line Meaning

I close my eyes and think about Calvary,
The singer imagines the scene of Jesus' crucifixion at Calvary in their mind.


I see it happening right in front of me.
The singer visualizes the event as though they were present as a witness.


The back that bore the whip,
The image of Jesus' whipped back comes to mind.


The head that held the crown of thorns,
The artist envisions the crown of thorns piercing through Jesus' head.


What if I was there,
The artist wonders how they would react if they were present at Calvary.


Would I even care?
The singer questions whether they would feel any emotional connection to Jesus at his crucifixion.


Or would I only stare?
The singer questions whether they would be paralyzed and unable to do anything but look at Jesus.


What if I was there, just a face in the crowd?
The artist wonders what their role would be in the crowd watching Jesus' crucifixion.


Would I hide in shame or would I laugh out loud?
The artist is unsure whether they would feel ashamed or mock Jesus.


Would I pity Him or think that he is just a fool?
The artist wonders whether they would feel sympathy for Jesus or think that he was foolish.


Another criminal,
The singer notes that Jesus was crucified between two criminals.


Or just the truth?
The artist acknowledges that Jesus was executed for claiming to be the truth.


He is heaven's jewel!
The singer acknowledges Jesus as a precious and divine figure.


And as He marched up that hill,
The singer imagines Jesus carrying his cross up the hill to be crucified.


I can picture him still,
The singer is able to visualize Jesus clearly in their mind.


In my mind;
The artist stresses that these are all thoughts and images in their mind.


All the blood and the sweat on His brow,
The artist envisions Jesus' agony and suffering on the cross.


And as he passed me on by,
The singer visualizes Jesus walking past them while carrying the cross.


I could see in His eyes,
The singer imagines gazing into Jesus' eyes.


That His pain,
The artist recognizes and acknowledges the pain that Jesus was enduring.


Was a gift of His Love.
The artist believes that Jesus experienced this pain out of love for humanity.


He was the sacrifice, the lamb
The artist regards Jesus as a sacrificial lamb.


And He is the great I Am,
The singer acknowledges Jesus as a divine figure.


And He paid the price for me,
The artist believes that Jesus suffered and died for their sins.


The price or you & me,
The singer recognizes that Jesus paid the price for the sins of humanity.


You and me.
The singer emphasizes that all people are included in Jesus' sacrifice.


He made the deaf to hear again
The singer recalls Jesus performing a miracle.


He called the sinful man a friend.
The artist reflects on Jesus' compassion towards sinners.


So my blind soul could see.
The artist believes that Jesus' sacrifice gave them spiritual enlightenment.


One hurled insults
The singer notes that one of the criminals who was crucified with Jesus insulted him.


And one believed,
The singer acknowledges that one of the criminals who was crucified with Jesus believed in him.


Which one am I?
The artist reflects on which of the two criminals they identify with more.




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