As It Penetrates
Trail of Tears Lyrics


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(Hansen, K.R. Hagen, Thorsen, Nordhus. Lyrics: Thorsen, Nordhus)

When your thoughts are carried
down the savage filthy lane
and winter flushes feelings down the drain
Let me be the one who pulls you towards the sun
Let me be the one
to chase your demons on the run

(Chorus:)

The future is memories to be shared
and we know those memories will remain
The more I try, the more I love
and the more I do makes the demons fly
and the day you die
will even make the flowers cry

Venomous feelings as your thoughts are dragged
through the smoke of life
As it penetrates it's time to cease the day
Intoxication to control the hate
Whatever comes will kill your faith
Leave it be
and pour the blame all over me





(Chorus)

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Trail of Tears's song "As It Penetrates" speak of a nihilistic worldview and a desperate attempt to escape existential pain. The opening lines describe a state of emotional decay and despair, with recurring thoughts being pushed down a "savage filthy lane." The imagery of winter flushing away feelings emphasizes the transience and hopelessness of emotions. However, in the second verse, the singer offers hope to the person experiencing this despair, promising to be the one to pull them towards the sun and away from their demons. The chorus speaks of the value of shared memories, contrasting the fleeting nature of life with the lasting impact of experiences we have with others.


The final verse suggests that this despair cannot be escaped easily. The imagery of "venomous" feelings suggests a toxic, corrosive effect on the psyche, and the line "as it penetrates, it's time to cease the day" suggests that the only way to end the pain is through death. However, the singer offers an alternative to this fatalistic mindset, suggesting that the person should "leave it be" and "pour the blame all over me." This self-sacrifice and offer of support embodies the message of the song - while life may be difficult and painful, we can find comfort and meaning in sharing its joys and sorrows with others.


Line by Line Meaning

When your thoughts are carried
When your mind is burdened


down the savage filthy lane
with negative and impure thoughts


and winter flushes feelings down the drain
and sadness takes over your emotions


Let me be the one who pulls you towards the sun
Let me be the one who guides you towards happiness


Let me be the one
Let me be there for you


to chase your demons on the run
to help you overcome your inner struggles


The future is memories to be shared
Our future consists of moments to be cherished and remembered


and we know those memories will remain
and those memories will stay with us forever


The more I try, the more I love
The harder I work, the more I care


and the more I do makes the demons fly
and my efforts help me overcome my inner struggles


and the day you die
Even after you pass away


will even make the flowers cry
Your death will cause sorrow and grief to those who loved you


Venomous feelings as your thoughts are dragged
Your negative thoughts can poison your emotions


through the smoke of life
through the challenges and difficulties of life


As it penetrates it's time to cease the day
It's time to stop and reflect


Intoxication to control the hate
Using harmful substances to cope with negative emotions


Whatever comes will kill your faith
Challenges and adversity can shake your beliefs


Leave it be
Let it go


and pour the blame all over me
and blame me for any negativity or mistakes




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