If Only
Tristan Lyrics


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I've drove every road
Walked every path
I've loved and lost again
To get that feeling back
Sank my emotions
Searched the ocean
I wonder if you'd feel the way I do
If you only knew
If I told you the truth
Even through all the games
All of the pain
I'd still choose you
If you only knew
If you only knew
I've lived through the rain
Cleared all the clouds
I've hurt and hurt someone
So I wouldn't drown
Lip stick stained bed
Your voice runs through my head
I wonder if you'd think about me too
If you only knew
If I told you the truth
Even through all the games
All of the pain
I'd still choose you
If you only knew
Oh
If you only knew
If you only knew
I finally see
Your love and your heart
Was all that I need
If you only knew
Maybe you'd see
Falling in love
It is our destiny
If you only knew
If I told you the truth
Even through all the games
All of that pain
I'd still choose you
If you only knew
If you only knew




Only knew
If you only knew

Overall Meaning

In these poignant lyrics of Tristan's song "If Only," we witness a soul bared raw with the pain and longing of unrequited love. The singer expresses a sense of having explored every avenue, both physically and emotionally, in their pursuit of that elusive feeling of connection and passion. The imagery of driving every road and walking every path signifies a journey taken in search of love, with each step and turn leading them further down the path of seeking solace in another.


The repeated motif of love and loss weaves throughout the verses, highlighting the singer's deep sense of yearning and vulnerability. The act of sinking their emotions and searching the ocean suggests a profound sense of immersion in the depths of their feelings, as they grapple with the complexities of their own heart. The uncertainty and doubt expressed in wondering if the object of their affection would feel the same way if they knew the truth speaks to the fear of rejection and the desire for reciprocation.


The lyrics paint a picture of a tumultuous emotional landscape, where past hurts and sacrifices have colored the singer's experience of love. The reference to hurting someone to avoid drowning in their own pain underscores the destructive patterns and choices made in the name of self-preservation. The image of a lipstick-stained bed and the haunting echo of the beloved's voice in their head evoke a sense of longing and memory, further deepening the emotional intensity of the song.


As the song reaches its crescendo, the singer's revelation of finally seeing that the love and heart of the one they desire is all they truly need is a moment of clarity and acceptance. The acknowledgment that falling in love is their destiny, despite the trials and tribulations faced, brings a note of hope and resolution to the narrative. The repetition of "If you only knew" underscores the theme of missed opportunities and unspoken truths, leaving the listener with a sense of bittersweet longing and the eternal question of what could have been.


Line by Line Meaning

I've drove every road
I have explored every possible path or option


Walked every path
I have experienced every scenario or situation


I've loved and lost again
I have gone through the pain of losing love multiple times


To get that feeling back
In hopes of experiencing that deep connection once more


Sank my emotions
I buried my feelings deep inside


Searched the ocean
I looked everywhere for answers


I wonder if you'd feel the way I do
I am curious if you would understand my emotions


If you only knew
If you could truly comprehend


If I told you the truth
If I shared my innermost thoughts


Even through all the games
Despite the complications and challenges


All of the pain
Every bit of suffering


I'd still choose you
I would still pick you above all others


I've lived through the rain
I have endured hardships and tough times


Cleared all the clouds
I have removed obstacles in my path


I've hurt and hurt someone
I have caused pain to another person repeatedly


So I wouldn't drown
In order to avoid being overwhelmed by emotions


Lip stick stained bed
Memories of intimacy linger on


Your voice runs through my head
I can't get your words out of my mind


I wonder if you'd think about me too
I question if you also consider me


Oh
Expressing a deep emotion


I finally see
I now realize


Your love and your heart
Your affection and your compassion


Was all that I need
Is what truly fulfills me


Maybe you'd see
Perhaps you would understand


Falling in love
Embracing a romantic connection


It is our destiny
It is meant to be


Only knew
Had a full understanding




Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid
Written by: Aaron Haugabrook

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