Shadowman
Tristania (Ashes - 2005) Lyrics


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At night, asleep
Nightmares, not dreams
Drag me through the dirt
There is no place to run, nor hide

He's in my blood
I try to keep him out
He rules the pain
He makes up the ugly thoughts
The rotten words
He distracts my nerves

His claws
His poisoned laughter twists the knife
His long sharp teeth
Motionless silence
Sullen muttering

He holds the blame
He's in my veins

He holds the blame
I try to keep him out
He rules the pain inside
He makes up the ugly thoughts
The rotten words
He distracts my nerves

I've never seen his face
But I have felt his breath so many times
Soaked in sweat
Sleeping pills and cigarettes




But when the day
Chases the night awayâ?¦

Overall Meaning

The lyrics to Tristania's "Shadowman" are heavily focused on the internal struggle of someone haunted by a shadowy figure, the titular "Shadowman." The opening lines describe the singer's nightmares as dragging them through the dirt with no escape, highlighting the inescapable nature of the Shadowman's grip. The singer tries to keep him out of their blood, indicating a sense of ownership or responsibility for his presence, but ultimately he rules the pain and makes up the 'ugly thoughts' that plague them.


The lyrics take a more tangible turn in the second verse, highlighting the physical nature of the Shadowman's presence with his claws and sharp teeth, as well as the emotional impact of his 'poisoned laughter' and blame. Despite the internal turmoil he causes, the singer has never seen his face, a detail that makes the Shadowman even more sinister and unknowable. The use of sleeping pills and cigarettes suggests an attempt to cope with the Shadowman's influence, but the final lines leave some hope for the singer as the day begins to break through the night.


Overall, "Shadowman" portrays a haunting struggle with internal demons, represented by the shadowy figure of the titular character. The lyrics capture the frustration and pain felt by someone struggling to keep control of their mind and emotions in the face of overwhelming dark forces.


Line by Line Meaning

At night, asleep
When I am sleeping at night


Nightmares, not dreams
I experience nightmares instead of pleasant dreams


Drag me through the dirt
My nightmares are terrifying and make me feel helpless


There is no place to run, nor hide
My nightmares are inescapable


He's in my blood
The terror of my nightmares has become a part of me


I try to keep him out
I try to prevent the terror from taking over my thoughts


He rules the pain
The terror causes me deep emotional pain


He makes up the ugly thoughts
The terror creates unpleasant and disturbing thoughts in my mind


The rotten words
The terror causes me to think negative and harmful things


He distracts my nerves
The terror causes me to feel anxious and unsettled


His claws
The terror's hold on me is sharp and painful


His poisoned laughter twists the knife
The terror's cruel and mocking laughter worsens my suffering


His long sharp teeth
The terror's hold on me is threatening and dangerous


Motionless silence
I am paralyzed with fear when the terror strikes


Sullen muttering
The terror's voice is unpleasant and gloomy


He holds the blame
The terror is responsible for my misery


I've never seen his face
I do not know what the source of my terror looks like


But I have felt his breath so many times
I have experienced the terrifying presence of the source of my terror many times before


Soaked in sweat
I wake up sweating and afraid from my nightmares


Sleeping pills and cigarettes
I use these vices to try and cope with my fear and anxiety


But when the day
However, when the day comes


Chases the night awayâ?¦
My terror subsides and I can try to move on from its hold




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Most interesting comment from YouTube:

@altemirpeixoto493

At night, asleep
Nightmares, not dreams
Drag me through the dirt
There is no place to run, nor hide
He's in my blood
I try to keep him out
He rules the pain
He makes up the ugly thoughts
The rotten words
He distracts my nerves
His claws
His poisoned laughter twists the knife
His long sharp teeth
Motionless silence
Sullen muttering
He holds the blame
He's in my veins
He holds the blame
I try to keep him out
He rules the pain inside
He makes up the ugly thoughts
The rotten words
He distracts my nerves
I've never seen his face
But I have felt his breath so many times
Soaked in sweat
Sleeping pills and cigarettes
But when the day
Chases the night awayâ?¦



All comments from YouTube:

@keesh390

I feel bad for people who haven't heard this song or similar bands. Amazing and hauntingly beautiful music in a materialistic and cruel world.

@Visse90

I generally prefer Tristania's older albums, but this song has always been one of my favs. It's a masterpiece. Sadly, it hasn't been available on Spotify for a very, very long time. Such a shame.

@imaginary92

I just discovered it wasn't available on Spotify the other day as well, I was so disappointed! I love this album too, it's the only one I own in a physical copy.

@cybercroatoanband

que MUSICA meus amigos... QUE MUSICA ......

@kazenriq

BUT why isnt it on SPOTIFY!? FFS!!
Por que não está no SPOTIFY, pelo amor de Deus!?

@sachimcavalli

ia comentar a mesma coisa 🤣🤣🤣

@vanessacosta6640

Já entrei em contato com a banda pelo facebook, parece que são questões burocráticas e eles não podem resolver por enquanto...

@AZyzk

Gente, parem de buscar coisas boas no ispotchifái.

@k9angrypanda482

Falta muita coisa boa no spotify mesmo por isso nem uso

@kazenriq

@Vanessa Costa poha, muito bem. Foda isso...

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