The Story Behind the Pain
Tumi and the Volume Lyrics


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Dear beloved unknown
Here regarded as gone
Appear flooding my poems
I wear pops under robes
Near, heart is home for him
Harbored enthroned
Here not catacombs
Yeah mummy I am grown
But shed nothing at all
But fear that I am at fault
For saying that is a false
Cuz where am I without flaws
Gem studded and lost
With Jinn loving the course
Clear charted for loss
Heavy hearted off course
Semi brother is poor
Already fathered a daughter
Made it hard to face morning
Twenty four, still on mummy's pay roll
Rhyme as hungry as orphans
Only my first album striving for resources
Live when I am performing
Died but I am not mourning no
I am living life and I’ll celebrate for you
Even when I am feeling like they stole memories of you
End up resorting to what I am supposed to do
Jog in the fog you are afraid of walking through
Gotta be brave money and I reckon it all depends on heart
Or lack of it, I figure its haunting all the same
Look in my eyes search for the story behind the pain
Life's a beast your breathing energy gotta tame
My pops deceased MCing remedy that okay
Taking me that ‘away
Towards the battle plains
Through wars examinations, chores
I'll handle fate
Ain’t much later but hard labour cause some say that
The love hater is far greater than thou made her




God tailor narrator hear the song prayer
Shake the room steady he can knock your wallpaper

Overall Meaning

In The Story Behind the Pain, Tumi Molekane raps about his innermost fears, struggles and pain. He talks about how the beloved unknown appears flooding his poems and how he wears pops under his robes. He also mentions that near is where his heart is home, harbored enthroned, and not in catacombs. He acknowledges that he is now grown, but afraid of shedding tears and being at fault for saying something false, because he knows that he is not without flaws. Tumi acknowledges that he is gem-studded and lost, but the Jinn loves his path even though it leads him to loss, and his heart is heavy and off-course.


He portrays a life full of challenges and perseverance, and how he is struggling to make ends meet even though he is on his first album, and his rhyme is hungry as orphans. Tumi also talks about how he is still on his mother's payroll at 24, but is giving it his all whenever he is performing. He celebrates life and remembers his loved ones even when it feels like their memories have been stolen, and keeps moving forward to do what he is supposed to do. He speaks about being brave, and that money depends on one's heart or the lack of it, and how he handles fate and battles through every obstacle. He ends the song on the note that the love hater is far greater than he has made her, but with God's tailor as his narrator, he sings his prayers and can shake the room steady enough to knock the wallpaper down.


Line by Line Meaning

Dear beloved unknown
Addressing someone who is not known or familiar, but still important in the singer's life


Here regarded as gone
Although physically present, the subject feels emotionally disconnected from their surroundings


Appear flooding my poems
Memories and emotions resurface and inspire the singer’s art


I wear pops under robes
The artist carries their father’s memory with them at all times, making peace with their loss


Near, heart is home for him
The subject’s father resides in their heart and is always present, despite being physically gone


Harbored enthroned
The father is seen as a King, and his presence is powerful and constant


Here not catacombs
The subject is not visiting a grave, but rather honoring their father’s memory in other ways


Yeah mummy I am grown
Acknowledging that they are an adult now, but still need support from their mother


But shed nothing at all
Bottling up emotions and putting on a brave face


But fear that I am at fault
Worrying that they are not doing enough to honor their father's memory


For saying that is a false
Recognizing that nobody is perfect and that it's okay to make mistakes


Cuz where am I without flaws
Accepting that imperfections are a part of life and integral to personal growth


Gem studded and lost
Feeling disconnected and unsure of one's place in the world, despite having potential and talent


With Jinn loving the course
Despite being lost and uncertain, the singer has a deep love and passion for their art, which motivates and guides them


Clear charted for loss
Despite loving one's craft, the singer recognizes the challenges and difficulties that come with pursuing it


Heavy hearted off course
Feeling weighed down and aimless, despite having a clear passion and purpose


Semi brother is poor
Acknowledging that they are not the only one struggling, and that others around them are also in difficult situations


Already fathered a daughter
Recognizing that the struggles of parenthood are real and impactful


Made it hard to face morning
Feeling overwhelmed and burdened by responsibilities, making it difficult to face the day ahead


Twenty four, still on mummy's pay roll
Acknowledging that they are still financially dependent on their mother, despite being an adult


Rhyme as hungry as orphans
Describing the artist’s passion and dedication to their craft as strong and unrelenting


Only my first album striving for resources
Despite being dedicated and passionate, the artist is still struggling to make ends meet and find success


Live when I am performing
Finding joy and purpose in performing and connecting with an audience


Died but I am not mourning no
Acknowledging the loss and pain of losing a loved one but choosing to celebrate their life and remember them positively


I am living life and I’ll celebrate for you
Making the most of life and living it fully, in honor of a lost loved one


Even when I am feeling like they stole memories of you
Recognizing the pain and feeling of loss when memories of a loved one are taken away, yet choosing to move forward


End up resorting to what I am supposed to do
Finding comfort and solace in doing what is expected of them and keeping busy


Jog in the fog you are afraid of walking through
Choosing to face challenges and difficulties head on, despite feeling lost or uncertain


Gotta be brave money and I reckon it all depends on heart
Being courageous in the face of financial struggles, knowing that success ultimately comes down to staying true to oneself and one's passions


Or lack of it, I figure its haunting all the same
Recognizing that a lack of passion and purpose can be just as difficult and haunting as financial struggles


Look in my eyes search for the story behind the pain
Encouraging others to understand the struggles and experiences that have shaped the singer's life


Life's a beast your breathing energy gotta tame
Describing life as a challenge that requires strength and vigor to conquer


My pops deceased MCing remedy that okay
Using music and creative expression as a way to honor and remember a lost loved one


Taking me that ‘away
Finding comfort and solace in focusing on creative pursuits


Towards the battle plains
Describing a creative journey as a challenging adventure, full of obstacles and struggles


Through wars examinations, chores
Acknowledging that pursuing a creative passion takes hard work and dedication, often feeling like a battle


I'll handle fate
Choosing to take control of one's life and destiny, rather than letting fate or external circumstances dictate one's path


Ain’t much later but hard labour cause some say that
Acknowledging that sometimes success requires hard work and dedication over time, rather than immediate results


The love hater is far greater than thou made her
Recognizing that negativity and criticism can be louder and more pervasive than love and support sometimes


God tailor narrator hear the song prayer
Using music and creative expression to connect with a higher power, and find solace and comfort


Shake the room steady he can knock your wallpaper
Describing the power and impact of music and creative expression, capable of moving and inspiring others in profound ways




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Comments from YouTube:

@diolofman17

what a powerful track ! ♥♥♥

@talbino7821

This really hurts. In awe of Tumi and these guys !

@siyabongashelembe8507

I dont understand how come you guys dont get as much attention as you deserve. you guys are the best band in SA probably Africa. May you grow in music. thanks for your work.

@thehouseofmourning

The Story Behind The Pain

@matlhokepaletswe6882

They dont make em like this anymore!

@darknessill7220

before he was stogie. pure poetry.

@mosurfer185

This guy does not get the credit he deserves

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