Twiztid's debut album, Mostasteless, was originally released independently by Psychopathic in 1997, but was pulled, then re-released a year later on Twiztid's new label; Island with a somewhat different track listing as a result of uncleared samples in a few songs in the original release.
On October 31, 2000, Twiztid released their second studio album, Freek Show. The album peaked at #51 on the Billboard 200. In 2002, Twiztid released the extended play Mirror Mirror. Mirror Mirror peaked at #5 on the Top Independent Albums chart, and #103 on the Billboard 200.
In 2003, Twiztid released its third studio album, The Green Book. The Green Book peaked at #2 on the Top Independent Charts and #52 on the Billboard 200.
On June 28, 2005, Twiztid released its fourth studio album, Man's Myth, Vol. 1 the first half of a double album concluding with Mutant, Vol. 2 , released the following month. Man's Myth focuses on the angst of growing up in a lying world, while Mutant deals with the outcome of this upbringing. Man's Myth peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #62 on the Top Internet Albums chart and the Billboard 200. Mutant peaked at #11 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #80 on the Billboard 200, and #215 on the Top Internet Albums chart.
On July 4, 2007, Twiztid released its sixth studio album, Independents Day. The album featured guest appearances from rappers signed to independent record labels, such as The Dayton Family, Tha Dogg Pound, Hed PE frontman Jahred Shane, Tech N9ne and Krizz Kaliko. It also notably features appearances by D12 members Proof and Bizarre. Proof's colaboration with Twiztid entitled, "How I Live" was Proof's last song before his death in April 2007. The album peaked at #4 on the Top Independent Albums chart, #9 on the Top Rap Albums chart and #57 on the Billboard 200.
On March 17, 2009, Twiztid released its seventh studio album, W.I.C.K.E.D (Wish I Could Kill Every Day). W.I.C.K.E.D is Twiztid's currently highest charting album, peaking at #11 on the Billboard 200, #4 on the Top Rap Albums chart, and #1 on the Top Independent Albums chart.
Twiztid's ninth studio album, "Heartbroken & Homicidal," was released on September 21, 2010.
On October 22nd, 2012 Twiztid released their tenth studio album Abominationz. It featured The Insane Clown Posse, and Royce Da 5'9.
On December 12th, 2012 the group announced via Twitter and Facebook that they have parted ways with Psychopathic Records.
Screaming Out
Twiztid Lyrics
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Feelin' the urge ends up so priceless
Brought back from a hateful climate
When I get so cold and I'm violent
And I can't bring it to silence
I'm so fucking absurd and out of context
Listen to my words dead circus were rotten with adamant objects
Will keep you stuck in the process like cobwebs
And I guess I do it for the people who be lookin' for my chest to stake
With the hardest of conscious
And I'll be damn if I don't take it like god blessed
And put it to a song so you know its nonsense
Don't wanna end it all I was something so painless slittle dumb shit
I don't wanna hear any reason that you would come with
In this life, my situations fading
As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
Will you hear me screaming out?
Ahh get out my head out my nightmares
I'm all that I have left and any given day it seems that I don't care
Yo I could die happy then I feel fear, not afraid of dying
More afraid of living then tryna stay here
Stay clear, too many tainted visions of people perpetratin'
To be something greater than they appear
And my appearance is ignorance society
Social sickness an a vaccine lies that's broken nobody fixes
Still dreaming playing with both clenched fists
That the hate will be extracted and replaced with self forgiveness
Forgive this heart and sick son of a bitch
That spits shit self medicated mortalled enemy worst critic
Calling myself projection an working through infection
My perception is a bad radio station with no reception
As I sign off one last time then everything is all disconnected
In this life, my situations fading
As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
Will you hear me screaming out?
I'm ten feet from the ground
Was lost but now I'm found
Lost but now I'm found
I've been, kickin' it in the dark that's more hopin that I ever have
Never have I had to list the shit I would rather have
Rather than life I'm livin' now I been breakin' down
Feelin' like some prison and I'm think'n bout me breakin' out
And I know it's not sane when I cock that thang
And point it at my brain
If I let that bang get the thang that its aimed at
Put in the pain there be more blame when I came back
In the after life, lately I been thinkin' about the afterlife
Usually I'm thinkin' God and I'll be glad for life
But you wouldn't understand unless you had my life
Where I been, what I've seen
Your nightmares my good dream
And your love is what I need if you can hear me when I scream!
In this life, my situations fading
As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
Will you hear me screaming out?
I'm ten feet from the ground
Was lost but now I'm found
Lost but now I'm found
The lyrics to Twiztid Feat. Dominic & Irv Da Phenom's song "Screaming Out" depict the feeling of being lost, disconnected, and struggling to find a purpose in life. The singer is going through a tough time and feeling lifeless, but is fighting the urge to give up. They talk about being brought back from a hateful climate and feeling violent, but not being able to silence their thoughts. The lyrics also touch upon the theme of self-forgiveness and working through personal issues.
The chorus of the song talks about the singer screaming out as they take flight from the top of a skyscraper. This can be interpreted as a metaphor for wanting to escape from the pain and struggles of life. The second verse talks about the singer feeling like they are in prison and contemplating suicide. They touch upon the topic of social sickness and society’s broken lies that nobody fixes.
Overall, the lyrics are a powerful and honest depiction of the struggles of life and the importance of self-forgiveness and the need for love.
Line by Line Meaning
Feelin' lifeless wanna fight this
Feeling low and tired, but wanting to push through and overcome it.
Feelin' the urge ends up so priceless
Feeling compelled to fight back is incredibly valuable.
Brought back from a hateful climate
Recovered from a toxic environment.
When I get so cold and I'm violent
When feeling emotionally distant, it can lead to aggression.
And I can't bring it to silence
Unable to quiet the inner turmoil.
I'm so fucking absurd and out of context
Feeling out of place and confused in this world.
Listen to my words dead circus were rotten with adamant objects
Hear the pain and struggle that's hidden beneath the surface like a rotting circus act covered in sharp objects.
Will keep you stuck in the process like cobwebs
Continuing down the same path can feel like being entangled in sticky cobwebs.
My conscious and my progress will keep me comin' for the nonsense
My awareness and growth will push me forward to call out the irrationality.
And I guess I do it for the people who be lookin' for my chest to stake
Continuing on this journey not just for myself but for those who rely on me.
With the hardest of conscious
With the weight of my consciousness behind me.
And I'll be damn if I don't take it like god blessed
I will not let this gift go to waste.
And put it to a song so you know its nonsense
Turn this pain into something that can at least be expressed in a song.
Don't wanna end it all I was something so painless slittle dumb shit
Not looking to die, just want to escape the pain and the bad situation.
I don't wanna hear any reason that you would come with
Not interested in hearing the reasons for staying in a bad situation.
In this life, my situations fading
Life is slipping away and changing.
As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
As I lift off from this difficult place.
Will you hear me screaming out?
Will anyone listen to my cries for help?
I'm ten feet from the ground
Still close to the struggles of life.
Was lost but now I'm found
Once lost and directionless, but now recovering a sense of self.
I've been, kickin' it in the dark that's more hopin that I ever have
Been living in darkness, but holding onto hope as tightly as possible.
Never have I had to list the shit I would rather have
Never had to contemplate the things I'd rather have in life.
Rather than life I'm livin' now I been breakin' down
Feel like reality is breaking me down, and there's gotta be something better.
Feelin' like some prison and I'm think'n bout me breakin' out
The current situation feels like a prison, and it's time to break free.
And I know it's not sane when I cock that thang
I realize that it's not a sane option to consider ending it all.
And point it at my brain
Considering suicide as a way out.
If I let that bang get the thang that its aimed at
If I actually go through with it and pull the trigger, I'll hit what I'm aiming at.
Put in the pain there be more blame when I came back
If I give into the pain, there will be more responsibility when I return.
In the after life, lately I been thinkin' about the afterlife
Thinking about what comes after this life is over.
Usually I'm thinkin' God and I'll be glad for life
Usually grateful for life and thinking about God.
But you wouldn't understand unless you had my life
Difficult to understand without experiencing it.
Where I been, what I've seen
The experiences I've had and the things I've witnessed.
Your nightmares my good dream
What feels like a terrible nightmare to you, would feel like a relief or a blessing to me.
And your love is what I need if you can hear me when I scream!
The love and support of others is what's needed in these moments of desperation and despair.
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@mikegausnell7676
This track gives me the chills, it's just amazing through and through, from start to finish, Definitely one of my favorites, Thank You Jamie & Paul, I don't know where'd I'd be without y'all!!!
@shinigami-man5727
I absolutely love this track. In my darkest moments this song is a guiding light. Dim and vague, but real and within reach.
@RealLifeZatoichi
"As I sign off one last time then everything is all disconnected." I sat in my room twirlin my revolver on my finger one night, fully loaded, constantly cocking it back and decocking it, and one time i cocked it back and just pointed it at my head and wondered why I don't. And then i thought of this song and all I've persevered through. Idk how else to say this I don't even identify as juggalo but i love your alls music. It tugs at ye ole heart strings ❤
@pugchow187
TWIZTID MAKES MY DAY IN MY FKED UP DAYS............LOVE YA GUYS....
@davidsims8605
I love this song the lyrics im feeling this shit
@2BMeMisterReject
Much Love, Twiztid! Your music speaks to My Heart and My Mind. Thank you for The Therapy.
@TheGeneralZubas
nice of yall to post your albums n shit.....alwyas good to listen too, IMO.
@AloneOne187
Is it bad that I think about the End whenever I hear this song? like. What it would be like to actually do it?. Even though I couldn't do it.. They give me inspiration to live. to keep pushing through everyday and through all the bullshit.
@mayra67soto91
Fuk man ur words touched me like fuk I jus lost my family an I'm thinking of putting a 45 in my brain an shit like fuk
@mayra67soto91
Thank u