I Never Wanted to Begin
Ultravox Lyrics


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Shadows cut across as stolen promises were broke
We wound our watch to stretch the time
In case that no-one got the joke
I never wanted to begin
Name that sin
Name that sin

Dim and distant kisses chill before I catch my death
Etch every name upon the door
And note the ones who never rest
We never knew who'd be within
Name that sin
Name that sin

Shattered captains climbing gates to hold new lamps of fame
For mad kings rowing over lakes
Connecting rooms in black sedans
They never wanted to begin
Name that sin
Name that sin

Evidence is stripped and torn and hidden in the minds
The negatives have all been fogged and blurred
Reduced a thousand times
We never wanted to fall in




Name that sin
Name that sin

Overall Meaning

The opening line of "Shadows cut across as stolen promises were broke" in Ultravox's "I Never Wanted To Begin" sets up a somber tone that dominates the rest of the song. The lyrics suggest feelings of regret, inextricably tied to secrets and unfulfilled hopes. There is a pervading sense that nothing quite went as planned; "stolen promises" imply a sense of betrayal, while "we wound our watch to stretch the time, in case that no-one got the joke" acknowledges a deep unease that has been suppressed. The phrase "I never wanted to begin" recurs throughout the song, and acts as a refrain that reinforces a sense of detachment or disillusionment that has taken hold of the singer. The use of the phrase "name that sin" provides a hint of a confessional, as if the singer wants to take responsibility for something, but is reticent or unsure about how to start.


The imagery is evocative, with "dim and distant kisses" in the second verse deepening the sense of melancholy, while "shattered captains climbing gates" in the third verse conjures up a feeling of futility. There is an interesting juxtaposition between "mad kings rowing over lakes" and "connecting rooms in black sedans" which implies that there is a sense of powerlessness, that behind even the most flamboyant displays of status, there are still hidden, intimate connections that are never acknowledged.


Line by Line Meaning

Shadows cut across as stolen promises were broke
Our hopes were shattered when promises were broken.


We wound our watch to stretch the time
We tried to make the most of the time we had.


In case that no-one got the joke
We pretended to laugh along even if we didn't understand the situation.


I never wanted to begin
I regret starting this journey.


Name that sin
Identify the wrongdoing we've committed.


Dim and distant kisses chill before I catch my death
Fading memories of distant kisses make me feel cold and vulnerable.


Etch every name upon the door
We want to remember and acknowledge all those who have been a part of our lives.


And note the ones who never rest
We remember those who have passed on and found peace.


We never knew who'd be within
We never knew who we would become or who we would meet on this journey.


Shattered captains climbing gates to hold new lamps of fame
People who have succeeded in the past are still trying to achieve new feats of greatness.


For mad kings rowing over lakes
Powerful people take drastic actions to maintain their status.


Connecting rooms in black sedans
People with power and status travel in luxury and secrecy.


They never wanted to begin
They regret the path they've taken.


Evidence is stripped and torn and hidden in the minds
The truth has been distorted and covered up to protect those in power.


The negatives have all been fogged and blurred
The past has been altered and obscured.


We never wanted to fall in
We never wanted to get caught up in this mess.




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Philip Kassabian


on The Frozen Ones

A great Ultravox song.

Philip Kassabian


on Dancing With Tears in My Eyes

A great and emotional song.

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