Holding On
Under The Flood Lyrics


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Oh I'm so close to giving up
While I am staring at the ceiling
Cause it's too much I've had enough
And I don't think I'm strong enough
To survive this fear, I hope I disappear.

Cause we're lost in this empty place
When all we wanna do is walk away
Caught in an endless race
Searching for saving grace
And everytime you call out don't look down
Cause there's hope and I want you to know
You're better than it all so hold on
Cause you don't have to fall

All alone I pace the shadows
Can I face another minute of this life
So many things that I wanna be

So many dreams that I wanna see
So desperately, to save me from the neverending

[Chorus]

It's so hard to see the strength in me
I wonder am I breathing?
I'm beggin please don't give up on me
My heart's still beating alone
But I'm still bleeding, don't let go of me.

[Chorus]





Oh I'm so close to giving up but I, I can't let this fall.

Overall Meaning

The song Holding On is a deeply emotional song about struggling with the fear of giving up and succumbing to the pressures of life. The singer is in a state of despair and is losing hope about being able to survive the fear that is consuming them. The lyrics speak of the emptiness of their existence and the desire to simply disappear. The feeling of being lost and trapped in an endless race is a recurring theme throughout the song.


However, in the midst of this desperation, there is a glimmer of hope that is presented in the form of a voice calling out, urging the singer to hold on and not give up. This voice represents the hope that still remains even when everything else seems bleak. The singer is reminded that they are better than the struggles they face and that they have the strength to hold on.


Overall, the song is a powerful reminder to all of us that even in our darkest moments, there is always hope and that, with strength and perseverance, we can overcome any adversity.


Line by Line Meaning

Oh I'm so close to giving up
I'm feeling helpless and thinking about quitting.


While I am staring at the ceiling
I'm overwhelmed and lost in thought.


Cause it's too much I've had enough
The burden is too heavy and I can't take it anymore.


And I don't think I'm strong enough
I doubt that I have the power to endure.


To survive this fear, I hope I disappear.
I wish I could vanish to escape this fear that paralyzes me.


Cause we're lost in this empty place
We feel directionless and stuck.


When all we wanna do is walk away
We're tempted to abandon everything and disappear from sight.


Caught in an endless race
Trapped in a cycle with no end in sight.


Searching for saving grace
Looking for a way out of this predicament.


And everytime you call out don't look down
Keeping hope and faith alive through encouragement.


Cause there's hope and I want you to know
Believing that there's a brighter future and holding onto that possibility.


You're better than it all so hold on
Believing that we have the capability to persevere.


Cause you don't have to fall
Holding onto the hope that we won't fail.


All alone I pace the shadows
Feeling lonely and lost in the darkness.


Can I face another minute of this life
Wondering if I can continue enduring this way of life.


So many things that I wanna be
Having aspirations for the future.


So many dreams that I wanna see
Having dreams and goals that we want to accomplish.


So desperately, to save me from the neverending
Wishing for a way out of this endless situation.


It's so hard to see the strength in me
Feeling inadequate and unable to see our own abilities.


I wonder am I breathing?
Questioning whether or not we're even alive and present.


I'm beggin please don't give up on me
Pleading for support and not wanting to be abandoned.


My heart's still beating alone
Feeling isolated and alone despite being alive and present.


But I'm still bleeding, don't let go of me.
Despite having survived, we're still wounded and needing support.


Oh I'm so close to giving up but I, I can't let this fall.
Despite feeling helpless and wanting to quit, we're also determined to not let things fall apart.




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