September
Upside Lyrics


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Just shut my eyes, no lie
Protruding into me I plug my ears
I try eluding but I know I'll have to save
Myself watch you go under
Nothing left for me but plunder

No matter how I try to say
Things I know i need to say
These truths come out so painfully
But I know there's no other way
Now run away
Catch you below when I say

You push your faith away
You'd offer it to me and shut your eyes
To lie, it's easier than facing down
Your self-inflicted situation
Suffocating your own creation

No matter how I try to say
Things I know I need to say
These truths come out so painfully
But I know there's no other way
Turn away
Can't let go of disdain for you
Cuz now I'm free from you

No matter how I try to say
Things I know I need to say
Don't think you got the best of me
Take another look
I look you in the eye
In my mind I watch you die

No matter how I try to say
Things I know I need to say
These truths come out so painfully
I know there's no other way
Turn away
I let go of disdain for you




Cuz now I'm free from you
To do what I say

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Upside's song "September" explore the pain and difficulty encountered when ending a relationship. The singer is struggling to come to terms with the end of a relationship, represented by the metaphor of watching someone "go under." They are trying to avoid the reality of the situation by shutting their eyes and plugging their ears, but they know they must face the truth eventually. The lyrics suggest that the other person in the relationship may have pushed away their faith, perhaps in the relationship or in general, and is avoiding facing their own mistakes. The singer is finally letting go of disdain for the other person and embracing their own freedom to do what they want.


Despite the pain and heartache present in the lyrics, there is a sense of triumph and liberation by the end of the song. The singer has confronted their own truth and come out stronger on the other side, free from the chains of the failed relationship. The repetition of the lines "No matter how I try to say things I know I need to say" and "turn away" emphasizes the struggle and conflict the singer is facing, but ultimately they come out victorious.


Line by Line Meaning

Just shut my eyes, no lie
I close my eyes and give in to the moment, without any falsehood.


Protruding into me I plug my ears
I block out the world, allowing myself to be fully absorbed in my own thoughts.


I try eluding but I know I'll have to save
I attempt to avoid a situation, but I realize that eventually, I will need to confront it head-on.


Myself watch you go under
I witness your downfall, but I do nothing to save you.


Nothing left for me but plunder
After your demise, there is nothing left for me to gain but the spoils of your life.


You push your faith away
You reject your beliefs and values, putting distance between yourself and your spiritual or religious convictions.


You'd offer it to me and shut your eyes
You present your faith to me as an option, but you do not want to see if I accept it or reject it.


To lie, it's easier than facing down
You find it simpler to deceive yourself and others than to confront the truth.


Your self-inflicted situation
You find yourself in a predicament that you caused yourself, and you are responsible for fixing it.


Suffocating your own creation
You are smothering your own work, preventing it from reaching its potential due to your self-doubt and lack of confidence.


Can't let go of disdain for you
I cannot release my bitterness towards you and the pain you caused me.


Cuz now I'm free from you
Because I have overcome the negative influence you had on me, I now feel liberated from your grasp and control.


I look you in the eye
I confront you directly, without any avoidance or hesitation, and make my thoughts known.


In my mind I watch you die
I envision your downfall, and I relish in the thought of your defeat and suffering.


Don't think you got the best of me
Do not believe that you have triumphed or defeated me because of your actions towards me.


Take another look
I urge you to reconsider your actions and behaviors towards others and the impact they have on our relationships.


I know there's no other way
I am confident that speaking the truth is the only viable option and the best course of action to resolve the situation.


Turn away
I choose to walk away and remove myself from the situation, rather than remain in a toxic or negative environment.


I let go of disdain for you
I release my hatred and resentment towards you, no longer holding on to the pain and hurt you caused me.


Cuz now I'm free from you to do what I say
Now that I have broken free from your hold, I can freely pursue my own goals and aspirations, without being held back by your negative influence.




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@dustin628

This was 15 years ago... they really should make a sequel to this before Ana retires or is replaced. Fashion and print magazines have changed exponentially and it would be so interesting to see what the September issue is like today. It definitely doesn't get the same hype and fanfare it used to.

@theamberheardplaylist6768

Come over an see Johnny Depp pursuing Amber Heard with a blade as she begs him to stop, a recording played at trial that I transcribed and loudened

@dustin628

LATINAS FOR TRUMP PHILLY lol lucky! Do you know how that happened? After watching this I kinda wanted to get a subscription and I think it's down to a dollar an issue or something crazy like that lol.

@joycekessler5615

I agree!!

@Beatles0223

@@theamberheardplaylist6768 Amber lost. 👏 👏

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@skyfam2377

Grace needs her own magazine. What she is creating and bringing to her table is ART, LUXURY, TIMELESS PIECES!

@BabsChannel

Anna Wintour influences fashion trends constantly, and she's a great capitalist. She knows what the consumer is going to wear, she knows what's modern.
But if Grace were in charge, she could change fashion for the better. Getting dressed could be an art again. What a shame. What a waste.

@aavalestormiconicperformer

He has a romantic eye. I do like the photo shoots she was in charge of and the pictures she chose where beautiful.

@BabsChannel

@@videodude23 I mean, Walt Disney did the same thing, eventually. And he was the busiest man on the planet at one time. He did just as much work as the people below him, because there always has to be a brain. Walt knew what would work, with an astonishing level of confidence. He never finished school, but he was a savvy businessman, he had a gift for marketing and sales, and just knowing what people wanted, how and when. I'm sure Anna has her own gifts, but what she does is tiring and time consuming and not something everyone can do.

@Thisshannonfox

She’s hot!

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