Broken Heart
V-nax Lyrics

I was always taught to love wit yo mind
I was raised to prioritize rational thinking over impulsive emotions when it comes to love.

Even if the feeling in yo heart could be right at times
Even if I understand that sometimes it feels like following your heart is the right thing to do in love.

Know they promised me so many things found out they was lying
People made a lot of promises to me that turned out to be false.

And they did me dirt they say they didn't know they really lying
People hurt me and then lied about not knowing they were doing wrong.

Fell out wit my bro Ian never thought that day would come
I had a falling out with my friend Ian, and I never expected it to happen.

Switched up for a hoe they don't even talk he looking dumb
Ian changed for a woman and it ended up making him look foolish since she doesn't even talk to him now.

Empty out my pain like brand new clip up in a gun
I am releasing my emotional pain, comparable to loading a brand new clip into a gun.

Shit is coming fast so put on yo shoes it's time to run
Life is moving fast, so it's time to take action and be prepared for anything that comes my way.

Rello been the realest they Kant never say that nigga switched
I trust my friend Rello because he has always been genuine and never acted deceptively.

Never say he acted out that nigga never even glitched
Rello has always maintained stability and consistency in his behavior and character.

Left me wit sum wounds that I know the doctor kan not fix
Someone has caused me emotional pain that cannot be healed by any professional medical intervention.

Love that girl so much but the other one labeled a bitch
I had strong feelings for one woman, but another woman tried to ruin things for us and now I consider her a derogatory term.

Popped like 20 pills yea I'm going thru it
I took a large quantity of pills because I am going through a difficult time.

Started drinking bottles doing this shit fluent
I began drinking large quantities of alcohol and can now do it with ease.

Covering up my tracks I Kant let em know I'm ruined
I am hiding the true extent of my problems from others because I don't want them to know how badly I am struggling.

Feeling really lost yea my life is really ruined
I am lost and struggling, and it feels like my life is falling apart.

I'll say I'm sorry knowing that I won't enough to please y'all yea my bad
I will apologize, even though deep down I know it won't be enough to make everyone happy with me.

Really got so close I really thought that we would last
I formed a close connection with someone and believed it would be long-lasting.

Poppin wen I think of you I'm stuck all in the past
I am emotional and upset when I think about someone from my past.

Said what you had said and that shit had hurt like it was glass
The things that someone said to me were incredibly painful, almost like being cut by glass.

Gave you all dem test and it's so crazy cause you passed
I tested someone in various ways, and they passed all the tests, which makes it hurt even more that things didn't work out.

Took it really slow I swear we shared so many laughs
We took our time in our relationship and had many happy moments and laughs together.

Picked you up and took you to the crib that's like an autograph
I brought someone back to my place, which was significant almost like signing an autograph to commemorate the occasion.

I don't enn like to pick the flow so you can choose our path
I am not particular about what we do, and I am willing to go where they want to take us.

I been thinking for awhile wishin' I could get you back
I have been spending a lot of time thinking about how to get someone back and still want to be with them.

Talking to myself like man you krazy she ain't coming back
I am starting to feel like I am delusional for thinking someone will come back to me when it's clear they won't.

Took so many L's never thought that you'd be one of that
I have experienced so many losses, and I never expected that someone I loved would be one of them.

Giving you the last of my heart I'm having heart attacks
I am giving everything I have left to try to make things work, and it is causing me immense stress and anxiety.

Cant talk to other bitches
I am not interested in talking to other women.

They jus wanna stay around till I hit the richest
Women are only interested in me because they want to be with me when I am successful.

Shawty know she been around she could've been the littest
There is a woman who has been around for a while and could have been the best, but I am not interested in her.

Could've had my name but she can not be my misses
She could have been my partner, but I am not interested in her that way.

Rello never tweaking gotta 30 in this brand new Mac
My friend Rello is always prepared, with a weapon at the ready.

Shooting thru the screen never thought that it would come to that
I am shooting at someone through a screen, something I never expected I would have to do.

Always onna perky ima tweak if I'm not high of that
I am always taking stimulants to keep going, and I feel like I am not myself without them.

Telling me you riding I'm starting to think that the love is fake
Someone is telling me they are committed to me, but I am starting to doubt their sincerity.

Broke me down to pieces but I got it rello always straight
Someone hurt me deeply, but I am still stable and have my friend Rello to rely on.

All my niggas eating Ian thinkin bout what's on they plate
My friends are doing well, and I am thinking about how they are all succeeding.

Love can be so pure but I'm telling you it's really hate
Love can be beautiful and genuine, but sometimes it can turn into intense hatred.

Females always changing but I really don't be tripping tho
Women tend to be changeable, but I am not overly bothered by it.

Parts that make me trip is when they lying why they switching tho
The part that bothers me is when women lie and are deceptive in their changes.

Said too many things I swear you sounded like that other hoe
Someone said things that reminded me of another woman who had been hurtful to me.

Finna work the game I need sum money finna make sum dough
I am going to work the system to make money and become successful.

Ian showing love cause wen I did I swear she hurt my soul
Ian is showing me love, but it hurts me because of how he hurt me before.

Give that girl a ring and a baby man we had some goals
I had plans to marry and have children with a woman, but things did not work out.

Trippin off sum gas grab the wheel cause we Can't crash wit poles
I am driving while under the influence, but I am confident I will not crash into any poles.

If the police find us we all getting put up in the hole
If the police catch us, we will all be going to jail.

Love ain't in my system
I am not prioritizing love in my life right now.

Got too many niggas gone I promise you I miss em
I have lost a lot of friends and I miss them a lot.

Everybody saying that they round but they lying if you ask me
People say they are there for me, but I think they are lying.

Ima really tell you niggas I can never fuckin list em
I am not able to list everyone who has ever been there for me.

Trippin wit the gun kuh it jammed now
I am having trouble with my gun because it has jammed.

They tryna run em down man I really think the 30 shot really end up kissing em
Someone is trying to harm me, and I believe I will end up shooting them with my 30-shot gun.

Rello going in like fukk my ex's y'all gon hate me
Rello is expressing disdain for my exes, making it seem like people will dislike me for it.

When I blow I'm tryna stunt tell Alia that I'm dissing em
When I become successful, I want to show off and prove to a woman named Alia that I have moved on from my exes.

Said she promised me so many things found out they was lying
A woman made a lot of promises to me that turned out to be untrue.

And they did me dirt say they didn't know that really lying
Someone hurt me and then claimed they didn't know they were doing anything wrong when that is clearly untrue.