Now You're Gone
V.A. Lyrics

Where do I go now that you're, now that you're gone
I'm lost and unsure of what to do without you in my life

You're not in my life how can I move on
I can't move forward or let go of the past because you're not a part of my life anymore

Lil' baby I love you
My affectionate nickname for you, expressing my deep love and care

I don't mean the rapper
Referring to someone else using the same nickname, clarifying that it's you I'm referring to

My feelings was true yeah I wasn't no actor
I truly loved you, and my emotions were genuine and authentic, not a facade

I'm missing the sound of your voice and your laughter
I long for the joy and happiness that your voice and laughter brought into my life

You know you the one I was after
You were the person I pursued and desired above all others

And you know it too other women ain't matter
You are aware that no other women held any significance to me because my heart belonged to you

You know we been through any kind of disaster
We have faced and overcome various challenges and hardships together

But we made it through yeah you had me in rapture
Despite the difficulties, we managed to overcome them, and you had me in a state of bliss and ecstasy

My heart was a Pokémon you had to capture
You had the power to capture and seize my heart, just like capturing a Pokémon in a game

And you succeeded
You successfully captured my heart and became an important part of my life

You had me trapped
I felt trapped and captivated by my intense feelings for you

Stuck in submission and forced me to tap
I felt compelled to surrender and give in to my emotions because of the power you held over me

Chilling with friends and you'd sit on my lap
We would spend quality time together, and you would often sit on my lap, creating a sense of closeness and intimacy

Those days were great and I want them back
I cherish and long for those wonderful moments we shared, wishing to experience them again

But then you was gone, it was quick as a snap
Suddenly, you were no longer in my life, and the change happened abruptly and unexpectedly

I made a mistake
I acknowledge that I made a wrong decision or took the wrong action

Yeah I want you back
I deeply desire to have you back in my life

Myself I hate
I feel self-disgust and remorse for what I have done

How could I do that
I question and regret my own actions, unable to comprehend how I could make such a mistake

What we had was great
I recognize that the relationship we had was wonderful and special

Can we try again
I'm hopeful and willing to give our relationship another chance

I swear that I changed
I promise that I have undergone personal growth and transformation

Stop treating me strange
I urge you to stop acting distant or cold towards me

Please, please
I plead with you earnestly and desperately

Just let me in
Please allow me back into your life and heart

I remember the taste of that sweet cinnamon
I have fond memories of the delightful sensation of your lips or perhaps a shared experience involving cinnamon

Now you get flooded by all kinds of men
I observe with jealousy that you are now receiving attention and advances from numerous suitors

Even the ones that's supposed to be taken
Even those individuals who are already in committed relationships are showing interest in you

Loyalty shaken
The faithfulness and loyalty of those around you seems questionable and uncertain

That's what happened to me
I experienced a similar situation, where my loyalty and commitment were tested and ultimately failed

So now my heart breaking
As a result, my heart is filled with pain and suffering

You slashed it like Jason
You inflicted severe emotional pain upon me, likened to the slashing actions of the horror character Jason Voorhees

And I do not blame you
Despite the hurt, I do not hold you responsible for my emotional distress

I don't deserve haven
I believe that I am not worthy of finding solace or sanctuary

But damn, I'm really missing my maiden
However, I can't deny that I deeply yearn for and miss the love and companionship of my former partner

What will I do now that you're gone
I'm uncertain of how to proceed and navigate my life without you by my side

Cry and complain in all of these songs
I find solace and release my emotions by expressing my sorrow and grievances through my music

Listen with him is not where you belong
You are meant to be with me, not with someone else

I know I been wrong but just hear me out
I admit that I have made mistakes, but I ask for the opportunity to explain myself and share my perspective

I love all the things that you do with your mouth
I have affection and adoration for the way you express yourself verbally

I love all the things that you tell me about
I deeply appreciate and cherish the thoughts, stories, and experiences that you share with me

Your day, you're great
I find joy and admiration in hearing about your daily life and acknowledge your greatness as a person

You don't need no makeup all over your face
I believe that your natural beauty shines through without the need for excessive makeup

Natural beauty is one of your traits
Your inherent and authentic beauty is one of your defining characteristics

Baby just wait up
Wait for me, have patience, because I want to be with you

I got some paper
I have some money or resources

I'm tryna see you all naked and laid up
I desire to see you in an intimate and vulnerable state, embracing and enjoying each other's company

Now not later
I want to experience this intimacy and connection with you as soon as possible, without further delay

What you doing later, huh
I'm curious about your schedule and if you are available to spend time together

Besides me
Other than being in my company, what are you planning to do?

I'm beside myself
I feel overwhelmed or ecstatic with joy, being unable to contain or control my emotions

Taking a look up inside myself
Engaging in self-reflection and introspection, examining my thoughts and emotions

It's no surprise that it's you that I see
It's unsurprising that my internal examination leads me to think of you, as you are constantly on my mind

Physical picture of all of my dreams
You embody and represent all my hopes, desires, and aspirations

Call you my queen, I'll be your knight and your king
I consider you my royal partner, and I am willing to protect and serve you as your devoted knight and king

I'll bend the knee
I will humble myself and show reverence and commitment to you

I'll kiss the ring and I'll put glass slippers all up on your feet
I will demonstrate my love and devotion to you by showing respect, adoration, and providing for your comfort and happiness

Freezing your tongue with the ice on my teeth
I intend to give you chills and excitement, taking your breath away with my impressive and captivating presence

Babe what you need cause I got it all
I possess everything that you could possibly need or desire, and I am ready to provide it for you

I'll be on call
I will always be available and ready to assist or fulfill any requests or needs you have

The winter the summer the spring and the fall
I am willing to support and care for you throughout all seasons and phases of life

Babe what you need cause I got it all
I have the resources, love, and support that you require, and I am eager to provide them

I'll be on call
I will always be accessible and responsive, ready to assist or be there for you whenever you need me

The winter the summer the spring and the fall
Regardless of the time of year or circumstances, I am committed to being by your side and supporting you

Babe what you need cause I got it all
I possess everything that you could possibly need or desire, and I am ready to provide it for you

I'll be on call
I will always be available and ready to assist or fulfill any requests or needs you have

The winter the summer the spring and the fall
I am willing to support and care for you throughout all seasons and phases of life

I'll be on call for you, yeah
I am dedicated and committed to being available for you whenever you need me