King Of My Castle
V Lyrics

My life, my life
This is a reflection of the singer's ownership and personal connection to their own life.

This is my story
The singer acknowledges that their life is a narrative they have control over, emphasizing their agency.

Always lived the life that was hard for me
The singer has consistently faced difficult circumstances throughout their life.

Thought about every time that I felt sorry
Reflecting on moments of regret and sadness experienced by the artist.

Alone, never knew it'd be this boring
The artist expresses surprise and disappointment about the loneliness they experience, finding it dull and unexciting.

Now, I know my life was always bad for me
The singer has come to the realization that their life has been consistently negative and detrimental to their well-being.

Every night went crying, kinda sad for me
The singer recounts a pattern of nightly crying, indicating emotional pain.

couldn't take it, couldn't live, now that's bad for me
The artist reaches a breaking point where they feel unable to endure their circumstances any longer, recognizing the negative impact on their existence.

No one there just my thoughts
The artist expresses a sense of isolation and lack of support, with only their own thoughts to rely on.

That's all I had for me
The artist perceives their thoughts and internal reflections as their sole source of comfort or companionship.

No one there, called the phone
The singer notes the absence of anyone reaching out to them, highlighting their isolation.

I wanna die homie
The artist expresses a desire for death, using the term 'homie' to address an unspecified person.

No one there, pick up, can I get help homie
The singer pleads for assistance and support, hoping the person they address will offer help.

Can't live, jumping off, what is there for me
The singer debates whether life is worth living, questioning the purpose or meaning they perceive in their existence.

Look down, start thinking about my life homie
The singer contemplates their life while metaphorically looking down, possibly from a higher perspective.

Will you really be there when I'm dead homie
The artist questions if the person they address will genuinely support them even after their death, suggesting doubt about the person's loyalty or care.

Cant' live, what's the point
The artist expresses a feeling of hopelessness and questions the purpose of continuing to live.

Just end it for me
The singer desires someone else to end their life on their behalf.

Help me out, put a forty to the head for me
The singer pleads for someone to assist them in suicide by using a firearm, specifically referencing a 'forty' caliber gun.

Quick, pull it, keep pulling until I'm dead homie
The artist implores the person to quickly and continuously pull the trigger of the gun until they are dead.

You ain't gotta end it like this go do something else
The person being addressed encourages the artist to find an alternative solution or activity instead of resorting to ending their own life.

To take your mind off it, man, I think you need some help
The person advises the artist to seek assistance and support to divert their thoughts and find relief from their distress.

Grab a pen and some paper and just write your shit
The person suggests that the singer should express their feelings and thoughts through writing as a form of emotional release and self-expression.

We all struggle in this bitch, that's what we don't get
The person acknowledges that everyone faces challenges and difficulties in life, emphasizing the shared nature of struggles.

To take a brother's life, that just ain't a thing we do
The person emphasizes that harming or ending another person's life, especially within their community, is not an acceptable action or behavior.

We in this bitch together, we just pray we make it through
The person conveys a sense of unity within their community, expressing the hope that they will all overcome their challenges and survive together.

Scary thoughts going through your mind
The person acknowledges the presence of frightening and distressing thoughts in the singer's mind.

Don't give a damn if I pull the trigger wanting me to end your life
The artist states that they don't care about the consequences or impact on themselves if they were to harm the person, reflecting a desire for their own life to end.

Don't think like that, man, you just as important
The person urges the artist to refrain from such thoughts, emphasizing their own worth and value as an individual.

If I was someone else, probably would've gone for it
The person admits that if they were in a different position or mindset, they might have acted on the harmful thoughts and intentions expressed by the singer.

You need to be happy, man, just try and feel euphoric
The person encourages the singer to pursue happiness and experience a state of intense joy or happiness, hoping to uplift their mood.

Obstacles in the way, my mind as just distorted
The artist acknowledges the presence of obstacles or challenges in their life that have caused their mind to become disordered, possibly referring to mental health issues.

You talk about your life, calling this your fucking story
The person points out that the artist often speaks or refers to their life as their personal narrative, expressing frustration or disbelief at the negative perspective the artist holds.

Now, flip it to the next chapter, can you do that for me
The person suggests a shift in the artist's mindset, encouraging them to view their life as a series of chapters and to approach the next chapter with a more positive outlook.

Why you gotta think shit you gon' regret
The person questions why the singer continuously entertains negative thoughts that they will likely regret or feel remorseful about later.

Ain't doing this cause this ain't how it ends
The artist reassures that they won't go through with their harmful intentions because they believe that this isn't the way their life story should conclude.