INSOMNIA
Vader Lyrics


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[Lyrics: Pawel Frelik]

This is my love song
My great and secret show
My pornographic confession
Emblems of the season of fury
Flash and wobble and jar
I toss and scream
I shake and yell
I weep and curse
Like a madman
I can't sleep

I strip myself naked of my words
I lay them bare for all of you to see
More whimper then fury
For the world to listen, watch and laugh

I toss and scream...

I mumble the words
I do not understand
Figures appear at go at no will

I toss and scream...

I'm still in control of my mind

[Lead: Mauser]

So many voices
In my head
None of them can replace yours

I toss and scream...

Fever drums the war song in my brain
Perfect memory of time and place is a curse




Savage god raises his hand
In the fields of rape in my head

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Vader's song Insomnia convey a sense of frustration, desperation, and a loss of control. The opening line, "This is my love song," may sound ironic given the dark and chaotic tone of the rest of the song. However, it highlights the idea that the singer pours all of his emotions and feelings, no matter how painful or uncomfortable, into this song. The following lines, "My great and secret show/My pornographic confession," imply that these feelings are intense and private, yet the singer wants to reveal them through his music.


The phrase "Emblems of the season of fury" suggests a cyclical pattern of anger and restlessness that the singer experiences. The use of repetitive and violent verbs such as "toss," "scream," "shake," "weep," and "curse" evokes a sense of disorder and torment. The line "I strip myself naked of my words/I lay them bare for all of you to see" means that the singer exposes his vulnerability and raw emotions, yet he does it with a sense of resignation, almost as if he has no control over it. The reference to "whimper" instead of "fury" implies that the singer's anger and pain have been subdued and reduced to a pitiful expression.


The repetition of the chorus throughout the song reinforces the theme of insomnia and the inability to sleep. The reference to "voices" in the singer's head may suggest that he has mental health issues or that he is haunted by past traumas. The line "None of them can replace yours" highlights the singer's longing for someone or something that he has lost. The closing lines "Fever drums the war song in my brain/Perfect memory of time and place is a curse/Savage god raises his hand/In the fields of rape in my head" are disturbing and evoke images of violence and suffering, suggesting that the singer's insomniac state is not only a physical but also a psychological one, where disturbing memories and emotions invade his mind.


Line by Line Meaning

This is my love song
This is a song about my love


My great and secret show
It's a grand and private exhibition of what I feel


My pornographic confession
It's an intimate admission of my raw emotions


Emblems of the season of fury
It's a symbol of the time when I lost my temper


Flash and wobble and jar
It's a sudden and unsteady burst of energy


I toss and scream
I'm restless and screaming out loud


I shake and yell
I'm trembling and shouting


I weep and curse
I'm crying and swearing


Like a madman
I'm behaving like a lunatic


I can't sleep
I'm unable to rest


I strip myself naked of my words
I'm exposing my true feelings


I lay them bare for all of you to see
I'm revealing myself to the world


More whimper then fury
It's more of a whimpering lament than furious rage


For the world to listen, watch and laugh
Everyone can hear, see and mock me


I toss and scream...
I'm restless and screaming out loud


I mumble the words
I'm uttering unclear sounds


I do not understand
I'm confused and uncertain


Figures appear at go at no will
Images come and go without my control


I toss and scream...
I'm restless and screaming out loud


I'm still in control of my mind
I'm aware and holding onto my sanity


So many voices
There are numerous sounds and thoughts


In my head
Inside my mind


None of them can replace yours
None of them are as important as your voice


I toss and scream...
I'm restless and screaming out loud


Fever drums the war song in my brain
Passion play a part in exacerbating my thoughts


Perfect memory of time and place is a curse
Remembering deeply certain events can be a burden


Savage god raises his hand
An uncivilized deity is symbolizing my violence


In the fields of rape in my head
In my mind, there are places where violence has occurred




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Written by: PAWEL FRELIK, PIOTR WIWCZAREK

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