Depressionesque
Vendetta Red Lyrics


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Imprisoned in perfume
I smell her in my blanket when I'm sleeping
Strange how they hurt you
stinging memories they break your heart
And it's gone so fast
The only girl I ever loved is slipping through my hands
I blew a kiss, waved goodbye
turned my head and hid my eyes so you wouldn't see me cry

Count me out cause I'm a mess
A twisted accident a psychological wreck
A bruising sentiment

We'll count back and curtsey
The curtain falls and I begin to burn




We stand out like statues
impervious to pardoning our French

Overall Meaning

The first lines of "Depressionesque" by Vendetta Red give us a feeling of imprisonment, of being trapped. The line “imprisoned in perfume” suggests an overbearing scent, one that is suffocating, which alludes to the idea of being trapped or stuck. The singer is haunted by the scent of someone, who has hurt them deeply. Memories of this person haunt them, the bittersweet memory stings them, tearing at their heartstrings. The sentiment of loss and pain is felt in the repetition of the line, “And it's gone so fast” while the singer tells of the girl who he lost- who has slipped through his fingers despite being the only person he ever loved.


The chorus of “Depressionesque” conveys sadness, self-loathing, and despair. The singer feels like they are a mess, words like “twisted” and “psychological wreck” make that clear. They feel like they are a mistake, an accident, something that should not have happened. They are consumed by their pain, which is evident in the line “A bruising sentiment,” which can mean that their emotions are heavy and painful, and this feeling is something that they can't shake off.


Line by Line Meaning

Imprisoned in perfume
Trapped in the scent of her perfume, unable to escape the memories it brings


I smell her in my blanket when I'm sleeping
Even in his sleep, he's haunted by the lingering scent


Strange how they hurt you
It's surprising how memories can be painful and cause heartache


stinging memories they break your heart
The memories of the past sting and cause emotional pain


And it's gone so fast
The love he had for the girl vanished quickly, leaving him with only memories


The only girl I ever loved is slipping through my hands
He's losing the only girl he ever loved, and he's helpless to stop it


I blew a kiss, waved goodbye turned my head and hid my eyes so you wouldn't see me cry
He tries to hide his pain and tears as she leaves, but he can't keep it all inside


Count me out cause I'm a mess
He's excluded himself from the world because he's a mess emotionally


A twisted accident a psychological wreck
He feels like he's been damaged beyond repair, a casualty of his own psychological state


A bruising sentiment
The emotions he's experiencing are hurting him deeply


We'll count back and curtsey
He's reflecting on the past and the way things used to be


The curtain falls and I begin to burn
As things come to an end, he feels like he's on fire and everything is crashing down


We stand out like statues impervious to pardoning our French
Both of them are frozen in the moment, unable to move forward despite the things left unsaid




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Comments from YouTube:

Futures Passed

Wow, this doesn't sound like the rest of the Sisters of the Red Death tunes, other than the chorus's guitar distortion. This is my first listen, though. I thought I had all their songs already!

The Thing in the Basement Productions

@FuturesPassed Thanks for listening!

wheresthefuckinbunny

hey thanks for posting this. have wanted to hear it for awhile but suck too much to have vinly.

HangmanSwingset

This song. Right now. Makes me ;-;

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