Window
Veronica Petrucci Lyrics
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Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift
All of the people Iβ²ve ghosted stand there in the room
I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crises
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day I'll watch as youβ²re leaving
'Cause you got tired of my scheming
For the last time
It's me
Hi!
Iβ²m the problem, itβ²s me
At teatime
Everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And Iβ²m a monster on the hill
Too big to hang out
Slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart but never killed
Did you hear my covert narcissism
I disguise as altruism?
Like some kind of congressman
Tale as old as time
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I'll watch as youβ²re leaving
And life will lose all its meaning
For the last time
It's me
Hi!
Iβ²m the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, itβ²s me)
At teatime
Everybody agrees
Iβ²ll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
I have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money
She thinks I left them in the will
The family gathers 'round and reads it
And then someone screams out
"Sheβ²s laughing up at us from hell!"
It's me
Hi!
Iβ²m the problem, it's me
Itβ²s me
Hi!
I'm the problem, it's me
Itβ²s me
Hi!
Everybody agrees
Everybody agrees
Itβ²s me
Hi! (Hi!)
I'm the problem, itβ²s me (I'm the problem, itβ²s me)
At teatime
Everybody agrees (everybody agrees)
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
The song "Window" by Veronica Petrucci portrays the artist's self-awareness of her own flaws and shortcomings. She acknowledges that she is getting old but not necessarily wiser. Instead of midnights being a time for sleep, they are a time of reflection and deep contemplation for her, thinking about all the people she has "ghosted" or left behind without a trace. She admits that she should not be left to her own devices because it ultimately leads her to negative consequences. The artist also confesses that she feels like a monster compared to other people, and the only thing she can do is just watch them from a distance.
The lyrics delve deeper into the artist's psyche, where she reveals her narcissistic tendencies disguised as altruism. She acknowledges that she is the problem and the reason behind all her crises. The artist has a recurring dream where her daughter-in-law kills her for the money, and she is amused by the thought that her family will read her will and discover her ultimate plan. The song's chorus repeats the phrase "it's me, hi!," emphasizing that the artist is fully aware that she is the problem and everyone around her agrees.
Overall, "Window" is a powerful and honest portrayal of the artist's struggles with self-awareness and self-acceptance.
Line by Line Meaning
I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
I struggle to learn from life's experiences and mistakes, and age does not necessarily bring greater wisdom.
Midnights become my afternoons
My depression makes it hard to keep track of time, and I feel trapped in a perpetual state of darkness and sadness.
When my depression works the graveyard shift
My depression often hits me hardest at night, when I feel the most alone and helpless.
All of the people Iβ²ve ghosted stand there in the room
My past mistakes and failures haunt me, and I feel the weight of my regrets and all the people I've hurt or pushed away.
I should not be left to my own devices
I struggle to make good decisions and often fall into negative patterns or addictions when left to my own devices.
They come with prices and vices
My bad habits and tendencies always come with consequences and can lead me down a destructive path.
I end up in crises, tale as old as time
I often find myself in difficult or dangerous situations due to my own actions, and this is a common pattern seen throughout history and in many people's lives.
I wake up screaming from dreaming
My past traumas and fears often intrude on my sleep, causing me to struggle with nightmares and sleepless nights.
One day, I'll watch as youβ²re leaving
I fear that my mistakes will eventually push away the people closest to me, and that I will be left alone with my regrets.
'Cause you got tired of my scheming, for the last time
I worry that my manipulative or selfish behavior in relationships will eventually cause someone to leave me for good, and that this will be the last straw for me.
It's me, hi! Iβ²m the problem, itβ²s me
I acknowledge that I am the source of many of my own problems and challenges, and that I need to take responsibility for my actions and choices.
At teatime, everybody agrees
Others can see that I have issues or flaws, and that I need to work on myself in order to be a better person and live a happier life.
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
I often avoid confronting my own flaws or looking at my own reflection, instead focusing on external distractions or trying to escape my own thoughts and feelings.
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
I recognize that my tendency to see myself as a misunderstood or flawed protagonist can be draining or self-destructive, and that I need to try to break out of these negative patterns of thought.
Sometimes I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
I sometimes struggle to see other people as fully-formed individuals with their own lives and experiences, and instead view them as infantilized or objectified caricatures.
And Iβ²m a monster on the hill, too big to hang out
I feel like an outcast or an outsider, and like I don't fit in with other people or belong in certain social settings due to my own flaws and issues.
Slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Despite my feelings of being an outcast, I still crave connection and a sense of belonging, and often feel like I am moving towards something or someone that I hope will fill this void in my life.
Did you hear my covert narcissism, I disguise as altruism?
I recognize that I have a tendency to subtly manipulate or use other people, and that I often try to mask this behavior behind a facade of kindness or generosity.
Like some kind of congressman, tale as old as time
This pattern of behavior is not unique to me, and has been seen in many people in positions of power or influence throughout history.
I have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money
Even in my subconscious thoughts and fears, I feel like my own mistakes and manipulations could come back to haunt me in the form of betrayal or violence.
She thinks I left them in the will, the family gathers 'round and reads it
My past mistakes and poor decisions could have long-lasting consequences for myself and my loved ones, even after my death.
And then someone screams out, 'Sheβ²s laughing up at us from hell!'
My legacy could be one of negative consequences and pain for those around me, due to my own actions and choices.
Everybody agrees
People see that I have issues and problems, and that I need to work on myself in order to be a better person and live a happier life.
Writer(s): Taylor Swift, Jack Antonoff
Contributed by Savannah L. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
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@harrietegardner1568
WOW what an encouraging message form God love it
@calimerot1
This song is awesome I just love it. God bless
@angelbrown723
Absolutely awesome and amazing. Thanks for letting God use you to bring forth this deeply touching song. I love it!!!
@05Godschild
Love it!!! Beautiful voice and song!
@saintben2008
if you look carefully, you can see that she is a seasoned saint. life in the word brings experience that is very precious. i don't know her personally, but i can definitely tell that she is singing from a place of experience in her walk with God.
@Believerfearless
Thank you π this is a blessing
@jeffalger5237
Love love love this song.
@MichaelDaniels241
Very nice...awesome...
@keyron861
Thank you for making this awesome song. May God bless you Veronica