Messiah… Isn't It Me?
Vicious Crusade Lyrics

Hailed... Failed... Jailed... Nailed...
The song starts with a series of rhyming words, all referring to the theme of suffering; being applauded, being let down, being imprisoned and being crucified.

So, going down again with all your life in vain,
The singer talks about a cycle of failure, implying that the listener is experiencing a defeat or setback in their journey.

But "blessed are you who mourn" - does not it ease your pain?
The singer offers a piece of religious consolation, citing a biblical verse that praises those who suffer as they will be comforted by God.

You tell me who's to blame? Who's that one to shame?
The artist implies that the listener is responsible for their situation and suggests that they should feel a sense of guilt, asking who they are ashamed of.

Found the one in mirror? Oh, it looks so lame!
The artist questions whether the listener has reflected on their own image and finds it unimpressive, mocking the idea of self-revelation.

Who told you "Sacrifice!"? (I think it sounds like good advice)
The singer criticizes the wisdom of making sacrifices and suggests that the listener has been misguided into believing such an act is noble.

So tell me where are those the virtuous? Hiding from your eyes!
The singer questions whether there are any truly honorable and moral people around and notes that they appear to be absent from the listener's life.

No one to suffer with? But know that suffering is bliss!
The artist suggests that suffering is desirable, even if it is endured alone, and that it may be the only way to find true happiness.

You are the "righteous" tag on punching beg - I love the way it is!
The artist mocks the listener's portrayal of themselves as righteous, noting that they are not truly serving a good cause, but merely putting on a show for sympathy.

And when they beat - you deserve it,
The artist suggests that the listener should accept punishment for their supposed moral failures.

(The) way they treat - you should love it,
The singer advocates for the listener to embrace their suffering as a positive force, even if they are being mistreated by others.

(And) when they twit - you should know it's right.
The artist goes further, suggesting that self-doubt and criticism are healthy and appropriate responses to possible wrongdoing.

They seal you from the tempting wishes,
The singer describes someone or something that is sheltering the listener from temptation or desire.

Heal you from the thoughts so vicious,
The singer describes a process of mental and emotional recovery, purging them of harmful or negative attitudes.

Peel you till you're clean to guide to Light -
The singer uses an analogy of peeling to describe a process of spiritual purification and transformation, leading the listener towards positivity and enlightenment.

Messiah be your Guide!
The artist calls on the Messiah or Savior to take charge and lead the way, providing guidance and support.

[Chorus:]
The chorus is repeated throughout the song, with each iteration drawing attention to the overarching themes of sacrifice, suffering, and divine intervention.

And you hate what you've got and you love what you've lost,
The singer suggests that the listener is deeply dissatisfied with their life, simultaneously regretting what they have and cherishing what they have given up.

And you hope you do right but too high is the cost.
The singer notes that the pressure to do the right thing is overwhelming and often comes at a great price.

And you pray for this cup to be taken from you,
The artist alludes to Jesus in the Bible when he prays to have his fate changed in the Garden of Gethsemane.

But it's yours - drink it up, ain't you longing to?
The artist suggests that the listener should face their challenge head-on and embrace their fate, even if it is unpleasant.

Messiah died for you!
The artist invokes the idea that the Messiah (or Jesus) gave his life as a sacrifice for the listener, emphasizing the importance and meaning of such an act.

But wasn't it me who taught you wisdom they're sweetly calling "sin"?
The singer challenges the idea of what is considered morally right or sinful, suggesting that their wisdom has been incorrectly labeled as wicked.

I did not promise Heaven's Kingdom but gave you everything...
The artist suggests that they may have played a major role in the listener's life, providing guidance and support despite not promising a spiritual reward.

The One they blame for the wrongs they do,
The singer describes someone or something that carries the weight of the responsibility for other people's mistakes, even if they are not directly involved.

I am the Evil that always does Good!
The singer uses a paradoxical statement to describe their ambiguous or unpredictable nature, suggesting that they may be cruel but for a greater cause.

Just like a snake I crept in your bed,
The singer alludes to the Biblical story of the Garden of Eden, where the serpent tempts Adam and Eve to eat the forbidden fruit, introducing sin into the world.

made you feel the flame you'd never had.
The artist suggests that they introduced a new kind of passion or desire into the listener's life, possibly through temptation or seduction.

I made you dare the things you never would,
The artist suggests that they encouraged the listener to take risks or pursue opportunities that they would not have pursued otherwise.

I made you feel beloved and understood.
The singer claims to have given the listener a sense of love or connection, perhaps providing emotional companionship or support.

I made you wish... you wished - you got.
The singer boasts of their ability to grant the listener's desires, suggesting that they have great power over them.

Now, will you tell me that you loved me not?
The artist questions whether the listener still respects them, despite everything that has been said so far.

I let you be, I made you see - so, tell me who's Messiah if not Me?
The artist claims to have given the listener wisdom and insight, asking who can take credit for this guidance if not them.

One and two, two and three... telling "A" you tell me "B",
The artist uses a counting rhyme to describe a scenario where someone is reporting information to another person, implying that information might be going back and forth.

Three and four, four and five... what you wish the most in life?
The singer implies that they are asking the listener introspective questions, trying to uncover their deepest desires and motivations.

Six and seven, seven - eight... hurry up, don't make me wait,
The artist uses a counting rhyme to add a sense of urgency to their questions, emphasizing that waiting is not an option.

Eight and nine, nine - ten... if answer's wrong - we'll start again!
The singer uses a counting rhyme to imply that there may be consequences or stakes to the answers, implying that their inquiries are both important and difficult.

Father, why me? Why has it to be? Did You know? Did You see? Sacrifice me!
The singer invokes the idea of God the Father and pleads for divine guidance, asking why they are chosen to suffer and be challenged.

Why am I the one? Chosen - Your own Son.
The singer uses a phrase that refers to Jesus in the Bible when he is described as God's Son.

Why shall it be done? Crucify me, Father!
The artist alludes to the suffering of Jesus on the cross, making a metaphorical connection with their own pain.

Sins my blood atoned... Hearts my love unstoned...
The artist suggests that all their sins are forgiven and that their love is pure, despite their questionable actions.

Faith (I brought) they owed... Sanctify me!
The singer claims to have introduced faith to others and insists that they are deserving of redemption.

Father, why me? Why has it to be? You did know! You did see!
The singer reiterates their plea for God's guidance and insists that they have been chosen for a particular purpose.

Why have You forsaken me?!
The artist quotes Jesus on the cross, expressing a sense of abandonment and loneliness.