Once
Vickers Diana Lyrics


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Here we are, a careful distance
Here's my heart, what's left of it
In this town, I used to listen
Once, Once, Yeah

I had hope, blind faith
had as much as you can take
I'm only gonna let you kill me once
I'm only gonna let you kill me then some
I'm only gonna let you kill me
Once, Once, Once, yeah

Once, Once, Once, yeah

Once, Once, Once, yeah

Once, Once

Ashes burn the morning after
Only know I'm here to stay
I was so, I let you see me
That was dumb, but that's OK
Tripping down to your place
What is love anyway

I'm only gonna let you kill me once

I'm only gonna let you kill me then some

I'm only gonna let you kill me
Once, Once, Once, yeah
Once, Once, Once, yeah
Once, Once, Once, yeah
I'm only gonna let you kill me

Who or whatever you do
Don't let anyone love you
Touch them where it hurts
And then you'll leave

I'm only gonna let you kill me once

I'm only gonna let you kill me then some

I'm only gonna let you kill me
Once, Once, Once, yeah
Once, Once, Once, yeah
Once, Once, Once, yeah





I'm only gonna let you kill me

Overall Meaning

The song "Once" by Vickers Diana discusses a relationship that has come to an end but the singer can't seem to let go. The lyrics begin by stating that there is now a careful distance between the two individuals, a distance that has not always been there. The singer reveals that what is left of their heart is still present and they used to listen to their partner in this town before. Then we have the repetition of the word "Once" which suggests that the singer wishes to take it back to the time when everything was fun and could be done again if only once.


The second verse makes it clear that the singer was foolish to reveal too much of themselves to their partner. They were blinded by hope and faith and allowed themselves to be hurt. They now intend to protect themselves by ensuring that they are only hurt once. The singer believes that love is not a good thing and is rather confused about what love is. The bridge advises caution and warns not to let anyone love you as you will end up hurt.


Overall, the song discusses the complexities of love and pain in relationships. The singer is aware of their previous mistakes and wants to protect themselves from further pain.


Line by Line Meaning

Here we are, a careful distance
We are present here, yet we are keeping a careful distance from each other.


Here's my heart, what's left of it
I'm giving my heart to you, even though it's broken and damaged.


In this town, I used to listen
I was a good listener when I lived in this town before.


Once, Once, Yeah
I used to have hope and enthusiasm in the past, but not anymore.


I had hope, blind faith
I believed in you without any doubts or reservations.


had as much as you can take
I gave you all that I could and held nothing back.


I'm only gonna let you kill me once
I won't let you hurt me repeatedly, only once.


I'm only gonna let you kill me then some
If you do hurt me, I won't let it be the end of me; I'll come back stronger.


Ashes burn the morning after
I regret letting you hurt me.


Only know I'm here to stay
Despite the hurt, I'm not leaving.


I was so, I let you see me
I was vulnerable and let you in, even though it was a mistake.


That was dumb, but that's OK
I made a mistake, but I'll learn from it and move on.


Tripping down to your place
I keep coming back to you despite the hurt you've caused me.


What is love anyway
I question whether what I feel for you is really love.


Who or whatever you do
No matter who you are or what you do, don't let anyone truly love you.


Don't let anyone love you
Don't allow yourself to be vulnerable and let anyone in.


Touch them where it hurts
If someone does let their guard down and love you, hurt them in the most painful way.


And then you'll leave
Once you've caused enough hurt, you'll move on to the next person.


I'm only gonna let you kill me
I'm not going to allow you to completely destroy me.




Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Written by: FRANCIS EG WHITE, CATHY DENNIS

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@francescopons6326

this video is so iconic: the onesie into a dress transition, the aerial work in a dress, the hair, the bathroom floor scenes??? literally werk

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I'm watching this video after I don't know how many years and it still look so stylish. Simple but such a good video. And of course the song is great too.

@kerry9660

This is honestly a time capsule of late 2000s/early 2010s trend in fashion and music 😂 and I still love it so much 10 years later!

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I will never understand why Diana didn't hit it big time, her voice is so unique. just randomly had this song in my head today and came back. Can't believe it was 2010 when this came out!

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