Insane
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M-m-many fuckin demons can’t control em
I am plagued by numerous inner struggles that I cannot manage

I’ll be dead by 22 I fuckin know it
I have a deep conviction that I will not live past the age of 22

Somebody cock it back and fuckin blow it
I hope someone loads a firearm and takes my life

Toss me in the casket gotta close it, tight
When I die, make sure the casket is sealed tightly

Sorry to my momma and my pops
I apologize to my mother and father for the pain I will cause

Leave me by myself don’t wanna talk
Please let me be alone, I do not wish to engage in conversation

I’m sorry if you see me in the chalk
I apologize for the potential outcome of my life being depicted in chalk outlines

I been chasing dreams not for the guap, I’m insane
My pursuit of my aspirations derives from passion rather than monetary gain

Said I’ll be happy in the dirt
I believe I will find contentment in the grave

Put my fuckin face up on a shirt
People may commemorate my life by printing my face on a shirt

Milli for the hit it’s what I’m worth
I hope to be worth a million dollars for my contributions to the music industry

Let me fuckin rest up in a hearse
Allow me to find eternal peace in a hearse

I ain’t giving up I gotta vent
Although I have thoughts of surrender, I still need to express my emotions

I just wanna die but fuck I can’t
While I desire death, I am unable to bring myself to do it

First I gotta live out all my plans
Before considering death, I want to fulfill all my aspirations

Make sure family straight, then die the man
I want to ensure my family's stability before succumbing to death