Hatred
Warhead Lyrics

a little room with a lattice window
I am trapped in a small space surrounded by concrete.

Here I live there's nothing more
My living situation is bleak and unfulfilling.

Outside concrete, grey and cold
The world outside my home is unpleasant and depressing.

This is my home, I'm the one who's left
My home is the only thing I have left, but it feels empty and isolating.

The second made me be the one I am
Something that happened in the past has shaped who I am today.

The stories people tell here are heavy
The people around me have dark and difficult experiences to share.

And this is mine...
My story is my own and it is filled with pain and heartache.

oh my love was great,
I loved someone deeply and completely.

Thought that I am the only one you need
I believed that my love was reciprocated and exclusive.

You gave me the only
My love interest was the only person who mattered to me.

Meaning to my life
Without them, life feels empty and meaningless.

I changed everything for you
I made significant sacrifices to be with them.

Said that we'd love until we die
We promised to love each other forever.

And somehow
Despite the challenges, we managed to make our love last.

We made the words come true
Our love was able to conquer all obstacles.

the first year we were together
Our love was strong and uncomplicated during the early days of our relationship.

Nothing bad I did expect
I did not foresee any problems in our relationship.

Two people in a world full of honey
We were in love and the world around us seemed sweet and full of promise.

And slowly I got blind
Over time, I began to overlook the problems in our relationship.

Something happened in the second year
Our relationship began to change in the second year.

We were kissing but our eyes weren't closed
Our intimacy began to feel distant and disconnected.

And sex became a different thing
Our physical relationship began to feel different and unsatisfying.

Than we did a few weeks ago
Our intimacy had changed significantly from earlier in our relationship.

I didn't want to realize it
I tried to ignore the problems and maintain my idealized view of our relationship.

I didn't want to see
I was in denial about the issues in our relationship.

You said you went to the doctor
My love interest lied to me about seeing a doctor.

What a beautiful lie
I believed the lie because I wanted to maintain the illusion of our perfect relationship.

For the time we didn't speak too much
Our communication began to break down around this time.

And what we spoke was simply shit
Our conversations were meaningless and unsatisfying.

I knew I would like to get rid of it
I began to think negatively about our relationship and wanting to end it.

so one day you were calling the "doctor"
My love interest was seeing someone else and lied to me about it.

And I saw you leaving our home
My love interest left our home to be with someone else without my knowledge.

I followed you to his place
I stalked my love interest to see where they were going.

And looked through the window
I spied on them through a window.

You were kissing
My love interest was being intimate with someone else.

You were pissing
My love interest was engaging in vulgar, demeaning behavior.

You were fucking that man
My love interest was being unfaithful and sleeping with someone else.

And I was watching you
I was a witness to the betrayal and heartbreak I was experiencing.

so believe, I jumped through the window
In my rage and pain, I acted impulsively by jumping through a window.

To get you, my dear
I was motivated by a desire to hurt my love interest for what they had done to me.

I was taking the knife that I had
I was armed with a weapon and intending to cause harm.

And ram it into your head
I was planning to attack my love interest with the knife I was carrying.

good-bye!
The song ends on this note of finality and closure.