Influenced by bands like Boysetsfire, Strike Anywhere, Rise Against and Thrice, this album will be a varied composition of sounds. Hard, fast, angry and melancholic, noise mixed with melody.
The newest Album "Comparing Scars" comes out on in 2007.
Band Members:
Mathias Regotz (vocals)
Andreas "Andi" Bellwalder (guitar)
Viktor "Leiggi" Leiggener (drums)
Michael "Hutti" Hutter (bass)
Check out: http://www.whencameapril.ch/
Last Kiss
When Came April Lyrics
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SO I HAVE SHOWN THE WHITE LONG TIME AGO
I AM IN MY PRISON LOCKED AND I CAN'T FLEE
MY BACKGROUND SHADOWS ME ANYWHERE I GO
IN MY FOUR WALLS OF DISTRESS I LOST MYSELF
AND I AM LOOKING FOR THE ANSWERS TO MY PAIN
I AM A MEMBER OF THE FELLOWSHIP OF SADNESS
IT TEARS ME INTO PIECES
NO ONE CAN CATCH ME WHEN I FALL
NO TIME WITHOUT A THOUGHT ABOUT
WHAT WAS HAPPENING LAST TIME
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND SENSELESS TEARS
USELESS FIGHTS AND FUTURE FEARS
I WILL TELL YOU WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ALONE
I CAN TELL YOU ALL THESE THINGS YOU DIDN'T KNOW
I DID NOT SAY EVERY WORD YOU WANNA HEAR
ABOUT THE FEELINGS THAT I'VE HAD WHEN I WAS NEAR... BY YOU
I ALWAYS HOPED THERE IS SUN BEHIND THIS CLOUD
THAT ONE DAY YOU WILL TAKE ME TIGHT BY MY HAND
WHAT I REGRET TILL THE END OF MY WHOLE LIFE
I DID FORGET OUR LAST KISS
I AM TRYING TO FORGET IT
MAYBE I AM TRYING TO HATE
JUST FOR SECONDS I CAN FLY
BEFORE REALITY STRIKES BACK
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND SENSELESS TEARS
USELESS FIGHTS AND FUTURE FEARS
WERE THEY RIGHT THE DECISIONS THAT I'D MADE (WHAT DO I FEEL)
COULD IT BE, PAIN, SORROW OR JUST HATE (I CAN'T CONCEAL)
IT IS LIKE, I KILLED MYSELF AND DIED (IT SEEMS UNREAL)
I KNOW THAT I HAVE LOST MY FIGH
The song Last Kiss by When Came April is a hauntingly beautiful portrayal of a person who is trapped in their own mind and suffering from the pain of lost love. The lyrics speak of a constant war in their head that they know they can't win. The person has given up trying and has shown the "white" flag a long time ago. They feel trapped in their own prison cell and can't seem to escape from the pain that seems to follow them wherever they go.
The song speaks of a deep sense of loneliness, sleepless nights, and senseless tears that seem to have no end. The person feels like they have lost themselves in the four walls of their distress and they are looking for answers but can't seem to find any. They are a member of the fellowship of sadness and know that their last tatters of hope are gone. The person feels like they are torn into pieces, falling and no one can catch them. They are desperately trying to forget their pain and trying to hate but the reality always strikes back.
The song speaks from the perspective of a person who has lost a relationship and regrets never being able to forget their last kiss. They had always hoped that there was a sun behind the cloud and that one day they would be taken tight by their partner's hand. The lyrics speak of a person who can tell so much about their feelings and their pain but never said everything their partner wanted to hear.
Line by Line Meaning
THERE IS A WAR IN MY HEAD THAT I CAN'T WIN
I am struggling with a constant internal battle that I cannot overcome
SO I HAVE SHOWN THE WHITE LONG TIME AGO
I have surrendered and given up the fight a long time ago
I AM IN MY PRISON LOCKED AND I CAN'T FLEE
I feel trapped and helpless, unable to escape from my problems
MY BACKGROUND SHADOWS ME ANYWHERE I GO
My past experiences and trauma haunt me and affect my daily life constantly
IN MY FOUR WALLS OF DISTRESS I LOST MYSELF
My struggle with inner turmoil and external problems have caused me to lose my sense of identity
AND I AM LOOKING FOR THE ANSWERS TO MY PAIN
I am searching for solutions to ease the pain and suffering that I am going through
I AM A MEMBER OF THE FELLOWSHIP OF SADNESS
I am part of a group of people who are also feeling the same sadness and despair as me
I KNOW THAT MY LAST TATTERS OF HOPE ARE SLAIN
I have lost all hope and feel completely helpless and defeated
IT TEARS ME INTO PIECES
My pain and struggles are tearing me apart emotionally and mentally
NO ONE CAN CATCH ME WHEN I FALL
I feel alone and unsupported in my struggles, with no one to turn to for help or comfort
NO TIME WITHOUT A THOUGHT ABOUT
My thoughts are consumed by my pain and problems, leaving me with no mental rest
WHAT WAS HAPPENING LAST TIME
I am constantly dwelling on past events and experiences, unable to move forward
SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND SENSELESS TEARS
I am unable to sleep due to my overwhelming emotions and pain, causing me to cry for no apparent reason
USELESS FIGHTS AND FUTURE FEARS
I feel like my struggles and battles are pointless, and I am consumed by fear and anxiety about what the future may hold
I WILL TELL YOU WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ALONE
I will try to help you understand the feelings of loneliness and isolation that I am experiencing
I CAN TELL YOU ALL THESE THINGS YOU DIDN'T KNOW
I am willing to open up and share my deepest thoughts and emotions with you, in the hopes of finding some comfort or relief
I DID NOT SAY EVERY WORD YOU WANNA HEAR
I am not going to sugarcoat or hide the truth from you, even if it may not be what you want to hear
ABOUT THE FEELINGS THAT I'VE HAD WHEN I WAS NEAR... BY YOU
I will share my true feelings and emotions about our past relationship and the time we spent together
I ALWAYS HOPED THERE IS SUN BEHIND THIS CLOUD
Despite my hardships and struggles, I always held onto the hope that things would get better in the future
THAT ONE DAY YOU WILL TAKE ME TIGHT BY MY HAND
I hoped that you would be there for me and provide me with the support and love that I needed
WHAT I REGRET TILL THE END OF MY WHOLE LIFE
I will always regret not cherishing our last moments together more and saying goodbye properly
I DID FORGET OUR LAST KISS
I have lost the memory of our final goodbye, and I deeply regret it
I AM TRYING TO FORGET IT
I am attempting to push the memory of our last encounter out of my mind, but it is proving to be difficult
MAYBE I AM TRYING TO HATE
As a coping mechanism, I may be trying to replace my sadness and regret with hatred and anger towards you
JUST FOR SECONDS I CAN FLY
Even though it may only be for a brief moment, I experience a sense of freedom and lightness from my struggles
BEFORE REALITY STRIKES BACK
Unfortunately, my moment of peace and escape is always cut short by the harsh reality of my situation
WERE THEY RIGHT THE DECISIONS THAT I'D MADE (WHAT DO I FEEL)
I am questioning whether the choices I have made in life were the right ones, and I am unsure of how I truly feel about them
COULD IT BE, PAIN, SORROW OR JUST HATE (I CAN'T CONCEAL)
I am experiencing a mix of emotions, including pain, sadness, and possible hatred, that I cannot hide or suppress
IT IS LIKE, I KILLED MYSELF AND DIED (IT SEEMS UNREAL)
My emotional pain and struggles feel like they have completely taken over my life and identity, and it feels unreal
I KNOW THAT I HAVE LOST MY FIGHT
I am coming to terms with the fact that I am unable to overcome my struggles, and I feel defeated
Contributed by Makayla A. Suggest a correction in the comments below.
M MG
now THAT is how you write an actor out of the show without destroying the character's integrity.
Shelby Chaney
YESSSSS thank you!!! I'm grateful for it because like everyone, I always rooted for Japril, but this episode really shows how lazy the writers got when it came to giving any sort of closure for Izzy/Alex/Eva/Riggs/Hahn/etc
Demon
first time for greys anatomy tho lol
M MG
@Demon I don’t know about that. Arizona’s exit, for instance, made sense both personally and professionally for the character.
Demon
@M MG ohh lol I totally forget about that... 💓💓
Sarah Swomley
@M MG it did, but it was all one-sided, we weren't able to see Callie
Shelby Mink
I don’t care what anyone says these 2 were meant for each-other and by far the best relationship on the entire show
Sentry
I will still fight for lexie and mark😅
lilyluh
@Sentry my 2 favorites tv shows couples.
Jabril win because they're the last ones standing. But Slexie were hot, fun, unforgettable 🥺
Kaitlyn Marie
merder was the best