curious/furious
Willow Lyrics

I always knew there was an order to this
I have always understood that there is a sense of structure and organization in life

The wind in the trees whispering mathematics
The natural world, like the wind blowing through the trees, communicates a hidden language of patterns and logic

I always knew I tried my best to talk back
I have always made an effort to engage with and respond to these hidden truths

Refract the wisdom to heal the abyss
By channeling and dispersing the knowledge gained, I aim to mend the deep emptiness or uncertainty

Somebody needs to know that
It is crucial for someone to understand this truth

And when this life is looking dark, it's all that we have
During the challenging times in life, this understanding is our only source of solace

And when nobody wants to talk about it
When others are unwilling to discuss or acknowledge these truths

All that we can do is step into dread, that's what I said
The only choice left for us is to embrace uncomfortable or fearful situations, as I had previously mentioned

And I'm takin' this adventure on my own
I am embarking on this journey of discovery alone

Walkin' through a darkened forest, goin' home
Navigating through unknown and challenging circumstances, heading towards a place of familiarity and comfort

Curious, furious, I feel alone, oh, ooh
Feeling a mix of intrigue and anger, experiencing a sense of isolation

Getting over it now and I
Moving past the difficulties and overcoming them now, as I have been doing

Never wear a frown because life doesn't choose
I never show sadness or disappointment because life is impartial and does not cater to personal choices

Either side, win or lose, right or wrong, it's a battle
Regardless of the options or outcomes, life is a constant struggle or contest

That's all in your mind, you better open wide
It all exists within your own perception and mindset, so you should be receptive and receptive to different perspectives

Shielding myself from the depths of my heart
Protecting myself from delving too deeply into my emotional vulnerabilities

The surface is calm, inside the chaos restarts
Externally, I may seem composed, but internally there is a constant resurgence of turmoil

Don't know what to do, my questions endless
Feeling uncertain and overwhelmed, with countless unanswered questions

And the only thing that I want
The sole desire I have

I don't wanna start a fight
I do not wish to initiate a conflict

But you know when it gets heated, that's just what I like
However, when things become intense or energetic, that is when I find satisfaction

And I never wanna talk about it
I never have the intention to discuss or address the matter

I just wanna sit in my room instead, that's what I said
My preference is to be alone and spend time in my personal space, as I have expressed

Getting over it now and I
Overcoming the situation now, as I have before

Never wear a frown because life doesn't choose
I never exhibit sadness or disappointment because life is impartial and does not favor particular individuals

Either side, win or lose, right or wrong, it's a battle
Regardless of the options or outcomes, life is a constant struggle or conflict

That's all in your mind, you better open wide
These perceptions exist within one's own mind, and it is important to be open-minded and receptive