Jade
Wiseboy Jeremy Lyrics

Nights don’t get high but I’m still faded
Even though the nights are not exciting, I still feel numb and detached

Monotony in routine why, yo
I wonder why I feel tired and unfulfilled from my repetitive daily life

Rollin’ nights, don’t get high but I’m still faded
Constantly going through nights, feeling disconnected even though I'm not intoxicated

Monotony in my routine why I feel jaded
The repetitive nature of my routine is making me feel worn out and uninspired

Scattered scars in my regime when we picture paintin’
My daily habits and routines are marked by unseen wounds and struggles

Monetary spike is for the moment but I’m still gainin’
Although I may experience temporary financial success, I am still striving for long-term growth

I feel pain but I’m still waitin’
I am experiencing emotional pain, but I continue to have hope and patience

For a different day that I can say
I long for a future day when I can confidently say

My past life isn’t still changin’
My previous experiences and circumstances have not yet transformed

My current endeavors and situations
The tasks and circumstances I am currently involved in

The demons stray around my head
Negative thoughts and struggles continuously haunt my mind

I guess that’s the way that they demonstrate it
Perhaps this is how the demons choose to showcase their presence

I been havin’ little patience
I have been lacking patience

I don’t really like you niggas to be frank
To be honest, I don't have a favorable opinion of certain individuals

And when I say it you should know that
When I express such feelings, you should understand

I don’t gotta rain over
I don't need to dominate or control

I got dogs who gon’ really spray you
I have loyal friends who will protect and defend me

To that I tell you let’s be dangerous if you feelin’ gangsta
In response to that, I suggest we embrace a risky and daring attitude if you are seeking that kind of lifestyle

The drums breakin’ over instrumentals
The powerful beats overwhelm the background music

I’m tryin’ not to be complacent, write my pieces when my thoughts erasing
I am striving to avoid becoming stagnant, writing my thoughts down before they vanish

Brought myself together now they’re breakin’
After gathering and composing myself, I am faced with new challenges

Never racin’ with doubt, steady pacin’ with myself
I refuse to rush forward with uncertainty, instead finding a steady pace within myself

For worse or for better until I swerve in my Jetta
Through both difficult and positive times, until I make a change in my circumstances

My words never let up
My words never cease or weaken

The first to break the curse in my generation
Being the first to overcome the generational curse

Stayin’ strong in my relationship, everyday it’s been something different
Maintaining strength in my personal connection, facing different challenges each day

Battling frustration, ain’t shared a laugh in a minute
Constantly fighting against frustration, not having shared a genuine laugh in a while

It’s like I ain’t been sad but I ain’t been happy, what is it?
I haven't exactly been sad, but I also haven't been truly happy, causing confusion and uncertainty

Oh, what I wouldn’t give to count a stack in the back of a Sprinter
Oh, how much I desire to have a stack of money in the back of a luxurious Sprinter van

You know I’m standin’ on the edge of what I used to be
You are aware that I am at the verge of leaving behind my old self

Throwin’ old habits out the window isn’t new to me
Getting rid of old harmful behaviors is something I am familiar with

Funny as it may seem
Ironically, even though it may seem strange

Channel through a pen so I can summon what I can’t see
Using writing as a medium to manifest things that are beyond my current vision

Trap your feelings in your heart, the love isn’t escaping
Restrain your emotions within your heart, preventing love from disappearing

Tryna get on track just like a runaway train is
Trying to find stability and direction, similar to a runaway train trying to find its path

Above the clouds gazing
Looking upwards, contemplating beyond the everyday reality

Scribblin’ a pattern like a butterfly wings is
Writing down ideas and thoughts in a pattern similar to the intricate patterns on butterfly wings

If something don’t make sense attention ain’t paid there
If something doesn't make sense, it's because I haven't given it enough attention

Tryna find a way to drop the tension I created here
Attempting to find a solution to release the tension I have caused

Feel no need to mention that these writtens how I make amends
There is no need to state that my writings are how I make up for my wrongdoings

Ain’t no love for friends if their intention isn’t genuine
I don't have any affection for friends who don't have genuine intentions

I’ve committed sins I can’t repent
I have done wrongs that I cannot make amends for

They still livin’ with me
The consequences of my actions still linger and affect me

Sacred how I’m livin’, patience is the mission
My way of living is precious and meaningful, and patience is my main goal

On a chase for bigger pictures
I am actively pursuing greater ambitions and aspirations

I been pacing myself different
I have been approaching things at my own pace, distinct from others

Payin’ close attention see they changin’ colors vivid
Carefully observing, I notice that they are changing colors vibrantly