The Carouser
Within the Ruins Lyrics


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Woke up this morning and decided
Today wasn't good enough
So tonight I'm drinking for all the wrong reasons
Destruction at its best

As I point the bottle to the sky
I find what I've been looking for this whole time
As I point the bottle to the sky
I find what I've been looking for this whole time

I've really brought the best out in me
Or so I thought
As I remember why today wasn't good enough
Good enough

As I point the bottle to the sky
I find what I've been looking for my whole life

All went black in an instant
The sun poured down on me
And all I could repeat
Through my throbbing mind

All I could repeat
Through my throbbing mind




(Was)
My eyes have seen better days

Overall Meaning

The lyrics of Within the Ruins's The Carouser describe a moment of desperation where the singer wakes up feeling unfulfilled and decides to drink for the wrong reasons, seeking destruction. As they point the bottle to the sky, they finally find what they've been looking for their whole life, but it leads to everything going black in an instant. The sun pours down on them as they repeat the phrase "my eyes have seen better days" through their throbbing mind. The lyrics convey a self-destructive tendency, searching for something more through drinking, but ultimately leading to a darker place.


The lyrics paint a picture of someone delving into their own mind, looking for something beyond their current mundane existence. The search for something more leads them to drink, in hopes of finding something they can't quite explain. The chorus repeats the phrase "as I point the bottle to the sky, I find what I've been looking for this whole time" - this moment of clarity that drinking has provided. However, this search into the unknown ultimately leads to the blackouts and the phrase "my eyes have seen better days", perhaps acknowledging the negative consequences of their actions.


Line by Line Meaning

Woke up this morning and decided
I woke up and made a conscious decision


Today wasn't good enough
I didn't feel satisfied with my day


So tonight I'm drinking for all the wrong reasons
I'm drinking to escape my problems, rather than to enjoy a good time


Destruction at its best
My self-destructive behavior is at its peak


As I point the bottle to the sky
I lift the bottle up high


I find what I've been looking for this whole time
I finally feel like I've found something meaningful


I've really brought the best out in me
I thought my bad habits were helping me become a better person


Or so I thought
But in reality, I was just fooling myself


As I remember why today wasn't good enough
I reflect on why I was unhappy with my day


Good enough
I realize that nothing will ever be enough to satisfy me


I find what I've been looking for my whole life
I feel like I've finally discovered my purpose


All went black in an instant
I passed out suddenly


The sun poured down on me
When I woke up, I was met with bright light


And all I could repeat
The only thing I could say over and over again


Through my throbbing mind
Despite the pain in my head


(Was) My eyes have seen better days
I feel terrible and my eyes reflect my condition




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