Visions
Wolf Lyrics

The skin on my bones is leather cold
My outward appearance may seem tough, but it only serves as a shield for my inner vulnerabilities and fears.

Poisoned my heart beats slow
My heart is slowly losing its ability to feel love and joy, poisoned by my own negative thoughts.

Fear of crashing and not coming back
I'm afraid of taking risks and making mistakes that could ruin my life irreversibly.

I'm a curse to my friends, to be condemned
The weight of my own problems and insecurities affects those around me, damming me to a cycle of negativity and isolation.

Mistakes I made and won't mend
There are certain choices and actions I've taken in the past that I can't fix, and the regret weighs heavily on me.

I dream of death, its violent breath
I often fantasize about a release from the overwhelming pain and darkness that clings to me, even if that release comes in violent form.

I could bleach clean my soul but he knows I know I'm coming to dine in his hole
I could try to rid myself of my flaws and wrongdoings, but I'm painfully aware that my fate still lies in the hands of something more powerful than myself (the devil, perhaps).

Visions of a life Where I was satisfied Feed my hungry mind Where are you when I close my eyes?
I often yearn for a different life where I'm at peace with myself and my surroundings, but I'm haunted by the knowledge that I am still alone in this state of mind.

I left this world behind For the world I'd built inside Feed my hungry mind Where are you when I close my eyes?
I've created a world within myself that I've retreated to, in hopes of escaping my external problems, but I'm still searching for someone or something to fill the void.

Why do I feel so strange? A nuclear family and friends my own age I follow the rules, do what it says on the tin But I'm still on the outside still looking in
Despite trying to conform to societal expectations and having a seemingly perfect, normal life, I still feel disconnected from everyone around me and don't know why.

People's ideals give me the chills to the bone I got one thousandmillion friends and I feel so alone
The values and beliefs of others that I encounter on a daily basis make me question myself even more, while the fact that I have a large amount of superficial friends only serves to isolate me further.

Stay as you are Everybody likes you Everybody cares There's some insight for you I'll get my coat I'll be the bitch
I'm constantly reminded to be happy with who I am and not change myself for others, even though it's difficult to resist doing so in order to fit in. However, I've reached the end of my rope and I'm about to leave.

I heard that journeys end in lovers meeting But my journey ends when my heart stops beating I'm leaving
Although it's often said that life's journey ends in love, I know that this isn't the case for me. My journey will end when I die, and I'm ready to leave this world behind.

Human heart in my hand Heart in my, human heart in my hand Taking it back, eyes straight ahead Cut it in half, better than dead Human heart in my hand Heart in my, human heart in my hand Taking it back, eyes straight ahead Cut it in half, better than dead Human heart in my hand Heart in my, human heart in my hand Taking it back, eyes straight ahead Cut it in half, better than dead
I'm taking back control of my life and emotions, even if it means hurting myself in the process. It's better to be in pain and alive, then numb and dead.