Losing Sleep
Wyatt Flores Lyrics

Well I've been losing sleep
I haven't slept well lately because I have been thinking about something or someone a lot

Like a man loses time
As much as a man loses time, I have also been experiencing the same situation

Reminiscing over memories
I have been looking back nostalgically on past events or times that are now making me feel sad or alone

About to lose my damn mind
My mind is at a point where I am about to lose control over it and have a breakdown

And my past it flows like water
My past experiences and memories keep coming back to me easily and naturally

I wish I could build a dam
I wish I could stop these memories from coming back so easily

Maybe then I wouldn't think about you
If I could stop the flow of memories, I wouldn't be thinking about you and how you are doing

And how you've been
Wondering about how you have been doing and what you have been up to

Well back before I got a job
This refers to a past time when I did not have a job

We'd spend every second under the sun
During this time we spent all day together outside

And when the moon came out
When the night arrived

Our adventures had just begun
Our night time adventures and activities were only just starting

Well the night we kissed was a drunken mess
The night we kissed was not straightforward and uncomplicated, but rather was confusing and disordered because of alcohol consumption

And the lord knows we were moving too damn fast
We were in a hurry and moving too quickly, without thinking things through

I held tight as we were going down
I tried to hold on and keep us together even though things were going downhill

And you left me empty like a bottle of crown
After the event, you left me feeling empty and alone just like when a bottle of crown whiskey is empty

Well I guess you didn't mean it when you said that you loved me
It seems that when you told me you loved me, you didn't really mean it

I'm a fool for blaming it on bad timing
I understand that I was wrong to blame the situation on bad timing because the real reason was something else

Well the truth always seems to appear
The truth always comes out eventually

But it's the morning light that I fear
I am afraid of what I will feel in the morning when I am faced with the reality of the situation

How do I forget the things we did back when we were kids
I am struggling with trying to forget the good times we had when we were younger

Summers gone and I'm all alone
The summer is now over and I am alone

And I'm too drunk to see my phone
I am too intoxicated to properly see or use my phone

You had nothing left to say
You did not have anything else to say or talk about

But I still called anyway
Despite this, I still tried to call you

Did you think of me like a game
I am questioning whether you thought of our relationship as a game or competition

Where you took the loss and I took the blame
If it was a game, you took the loss and I took responsibility and took the fall for everything

But it was you all along
I have realized that you were the problem all along, not me

That's where we went so wrong
That was the mistake that led our relationship astray

Cause while I'm losing sleep
This line reiterates that I am still not sleeping properly and still thinking about you

I learned you ain't mine to keep
I came to the realization that you were never really mine to keep